Day-54..Continue
Aurat….Qudrat ki banai hoi aik ajeeb cheez..Jis key an gang mey nashaa hey..jis key her uzoo mey adaa hey…Aurat..Woh jis key liye hazaroun ser katey…lakhoun log jung-o-jadal ki nazer hoye..Aurat who jis ki tareef mey shab-o-roz nit nai shairee(Poetry) likhi jaati hey…jo sadiyoun sey her dil mey dherkti hey..kahin yaad ban ker to kahin kasak ban ker..kahin sukoon ban ker to kahin aag ban ker…Aurat who jo chahey to saarey jahaan ko apney saamney jhukka dey..Aur chahey to khud maloom ho sadiyoun sey sajdey mey hey…Aurat aik fitna hey ..Aurat jo aik Toofanoun eky jilou mey chalti hey..Aurat who jo tareekh badal sakti hey aur akhir mey aurat who jo Khud aik tareekh hey…Mey wohi aik aurat houn jis ki jawaan arzoun ney jis ki natammam tishnigi ney aik pahaari mard ko itna bebas aur majbour ker diyya itna lachaar ker diyya key who jis ka nouker tha jis ki thaali mey who khaata tha us key hi mehmanoun key saath us ney who kiya jo us ki hawus ney
ussey kerwaaya..ji haan mey baat ker rahi houn Shamshair khan ki..Wohi hey mera pehla mard..merey jissam per merey dil per apna naam pehli baar likhney waala mard…jis ney aik kanwaari ko apni saig per pehli baar litaaya..jis ney aik kalli ko phol banaya..Aaj mey ,Nazia aur mera bhai yahaan is rest house mey Akeley they..Aur waisey dekha jaye to derney ki koi baat bhi nahi thi hum yahaan mehfouz they…Rest house key charoun taraf khobsorat manzer pheley hoye they Rest house key pichley hissey mey aik wasee qitaa tha jahan ghanney pair aur podey they yahin kuch chairs aur tables bhi rakhin hoin thin key rest house mey tehereny waaley mehmaan chahain to yahan beth ker qudrat key haseen nazaroun sey dil behla saktey they issi jagah aik side per Shamshair khan ka chota sa pakka makaan tha jahan who apni choti si family key saath rehta tha..jo Nazia key father ney hi ussey banwa ker diyya tha..aur us key makaan key bilkul peechey sey hi neechey had-e-nazer
tak ghanna jungle pehla hua tha jo akser hi dhund mey dhakka rehta tha..behad ounchey aur ghanney darkht they jinhoun ney is jungle ko aik khuwabnaak rukh diyya tha..Nazia ney bataya tha key akser us ki family key chotey motey functions is jagah hotey they laikin mujhey to passand tha yahan beth ker dour tak pheley jungaloun ko dekhna ufaq key kinaarey baraf sey dhakkey paharoun ko takna jo yahaan sey kisi aur hi purisraar duniya ka nazaaara detey they un paharoun key peechey na jaaney konsi duniya abaad thi mey akser socha kerti thi…Khair to bat ho rahi thi humarey Akeley rehney ki ..to derney ki baat to waisey bhi yahaan koi nahi thi is liye nazia key Aunty uncle befiker ho ker kahain chaley gaye they kahan yeh mey ney pocha nahi aur na mujhey is sey dilchaspi thi …aur chunkey wahan shamshair khan bhi tha jo bersoun sey un ka wafadaar tha ..aur phir mera bhai bhi mojoud tha is liye ab hum Akeley they ..nashta ker key hum teenou baher rest house
key peechey waaley hissey mey bethey they..tab hi nazia ney pehley sey tey shudda program key tehet kaha key aasia mey aur sikander to zara neechey jungle tak ja rahey hain tum daro gi to nahi mujhey pata hey tum ko jungle sey khoof aata hey is liye tum yahaan beth ker araam karo hum bus wahaan jungle sey kuch phool tour ker aatey hain …tum derna nahi Shamshair khan to yahin hey koi bhi zarorat ho to ussey bata dena..Ab bhalla mey ney us sey kab kaha tha key mujhey jungle sey khof aata hey laikin lagta hey us ney sikander sey yehi kaha ho ga …khair to who mujhey aankh maarti hoi sikander key saath neechey ki taraf uterti chali gai..aur mujhey yaqeen tha key who itni jaldi aaney waaley nahi they…mey ab yahan tanha thi…Bulkey shayyad mey ghlat likh gai..mey aur shamshair khan yaha tanha they..Mey nahi jaanti key us din Shamshair khan ki who borhi biwi kahan thi us key bachey kahan they aur sach bataoun to mujhey yeh sab janney ki khuwaish bhi nahi
thi..to hua kuch yun key un key jaatey hi Shamshir khan kisi bhoot ki tarah kahin sey nikal ker wahin kharra ho gaya aa ker…jaisey who un key kahin idher udher honey ka intezaar hi ker raha ho..mey ussey dekh ker chunk gai kion key mey un dono ko jaatey dekh rahi thi aur na janey kion yeh soch rahi thi key kaash nazia merey bhai ki bivi hoti to zindagi kitni mazedaar guzerti laikin abhi to bus kuch hi dino baad who humain hamesha key liye chour jaye gi…yeh khayal bus yunhi merey dil mey challa aaya werna haqeqat kuch yun thi key shayyad mera bai ya koi bhi lerka nazia ki herkatoun ko janney key baad ya us sey shaadi sey pehley hi jismaani rishtaa qayem kerney key baad kam sey kam us sey shaadi kerney ko to qatan tayyar nahi hota..khair mey is behes mey zada ahi perna chahti kion key baat phir kahin sey kahin nikal jaye gi…to Shamshair khan ki is tarah aur achank amud sey mey chunk gai aur chand lamhey ussey khaali khaali nazroun sey dekhti
rahi…Aur shaayd who bhi yehi andaaza lagaana chahta tha key mey kiya chahti houn…aur mey ney us ko aaj bhi muskura ker dekha..khair who aagey berha aur neechey hi merey paoun key paas zameen per beth gaya..us ki tapti hoi nazrain merey jisam key nashaib-o-faraaz mey ulajh rahin thin baar baar…Aur aap jaanye lerki bhut acha tarah waqif hoti hey apney jisam ki taraf her nazer sey key un nazroun mey kiya chuppa hey..Khair to who waha beth gaya..aur na janey kahan kahan ki batain kerney laga..muhey us ki batoun mey koi dilchaspi nahi thi mey to apney qadmoun mey bethey us borhey pahaarhi pathaa ko dekh rahi thi jis ki umer to kaafi thi laikin jissam kaafi sakht aur jaandaar tha..jis ki jawaani abhi borhi nahi hoi thi…laikin us ki bivi zaror borhi ho gait hi…mey bethi us ki taraf takti rahi yun goya us ki batoun ko sun rahi houn aur chaye peeti rahi jo us ney laa ker rakh di thi…Phir who bola.."Bibi Aap ka bai aur bibi saab abi jaldi nai
aata..wo to magun hey ider ..hum bola abi asqi masoqi ka chker hey bibi ..am to kal hi jaan gaya taha..per bola kuch nai key saab logon ka kaam hey am tehra noker admi.."
Mey boli.."acha haan ho sakta hey mujhey is barey mey kuch nahi pata.."
Who bola.."Haan bibi saab aap ho bi to choti aap ko kahan malom in sab chakron ka key marad aur aurat kiya kerta para hey jab milta hey in jungaloun mey.."
Mey boli.."Acha kiya kerety hain who…?"
Who bola.."Bas bibi abi kiya bataoun aap ko yeh jungle to gawah hey sadiyoun sey aisey hi pyar kerney waley joron ki atoun ka.."
Khair yeh keh ker us key haath meri ranoun per aa gaye.."Bibi ap bot khobsorat ho..bikul kisi hour(Fairy) ki tarah.."
Mey ney halkey sey apni bigerti hoi sansoun ko sambhal ker kaha.."Acha.."
Who bola.."Bibi ap ka jisam bot chikna hey..bilkul…bilkul sheshey ki tarh.."
Us becharey pathaan ki samjh nahi aata tha key who merey husun ko kis cheez sey tashbee dey…aur us ka saht mardaana haath meri chikni ranoun per herkat ker raha tha aur mera jissam tezi sey garam hota jaa raha tha ..Aur mard chahey pahaari ho ya kohistaani..aurat chahey gaoun ki ho ya sheher ki jazbaat to wohi hotey hain jo sadiyoun sey mard aur aurat key dermiyaan rahey hian…to mey aur merey saath shamshair khan bhi garam hotey jaa rahey they…Mey kiya likhoun kaisey likhoun merey us waqt key jazbaat kiya they aur mey kin asmanoun mey urri chali jaa rahi thi us ko bayaan kerna ya aik khagez per likhna bilkul aisa hi hey jaisey aap sey kaha jaye key aag mey jalney key dard ko lafzoun mey bayaan karo ya angour key rus ka zayeqqa kaghaz per tehreer karo…khair meri jaan jaisey simat ker merei ranoun key beech meri khaas niswaani jagah per chali aai thi..shamshair ka haath abhi tak sirf meri ranoun ko hi sehla raha tha laikin mera man ker raha tha key
jald sey jald yeh haath meri dehkti hoi choot taka a pohnchey..meri ankhain band ho chalin thin shamshair ghour sey meri badalti hoi halat ko dekha raha tha ..mey kanwaari thi anchoi thi merey liye ..merey piyaasey jissam key liye kisi mard ka lums wohi ehsaas rakhta tha jo ehsaas us waqt aap ko hota hey jab kai ghantoun ki pyas key baad aap ko paani nazer aata hey..mey taras rahi thi aur who mujhey tersa raha tha..Mey behek rahi thi aur who mujhey behlka raha tha…mey tarap rahi thi aur who mujhey terpa raha tha..aur phir merey monh sey siskiyaan si nikalney lagin halankey mey ney unhey rokney ki laakh koshish ki laikin yeh to us dabbi hoi aag ki sisikiyaan thi jo merey ander kai bersoun sey sulag rahi thi aur jis ki aanch ko nazia ney aur taiz ker diya tha..Aur phir mey ney apney kolhoun per sey apni shalwaar ko phisaltey mehsous kiya..jo merey chair per bethey honey ki wajah sey merey kolhoun key neechey dabbi hoi thia aur mey ney apney kolhey
thorey sey utha diyye shamshair ki asaani key liye aur phir meri shalwaar merey qadmoun mey thi…shalwaar key utertey hi mey ney apni dono tanain band ker lin…laakh chudai ki piyaasi sahi thi to aik mashraqi lerki hi..yeh to meri rooh mey shamil tha..mera chehra sharam sey hayya sey gulnaar ho gaya tha aik ghair mard jissey mey aaj sey chand din pehley tak jaanti tak na thi aaj yun meri shalwaar utaarey betha tha to mey itni asaani sey to ussey apna khazaana nahi dey sakti thi kuch to jhijhak rehti hi hey…us ney meri qameez ka daman barey hi piyaar sey utha diyya..meri tangain band thin aur meri band tangoun key beech meri choti si c hoot..ji haan us pathaan ko to who aik choti si c hoot hi laggi ho gi us key saamney to mey aik bachi hi thi aur who aik borha mard..meri band choot dekh ker us ki ankhoun mey wohi chamak aa gai jo kisi baadshah ki ankhoun mey us waqt aati ho gi jab us key saamney kisi maftoha ilaaqey sey lota gaya maal-e-ghanemat aata
ho ga…yeh jawaan hassen gori choot us pathaan ka maal-e-ghaneemat hi to tha..jo ussey qismat sey mil gaya tha..Aur who ussey pori tarah istemaal kerna chahta tha….ussey pata tha key mera bhai aur nazia itni jaldi aaney waaley na they who jaanta tha key aur yahaan koi aata jaata na tha..us ney dono haath merey ghutnoun per rakhey aur meri tangoun ko kholney laga …mey ney halki si mazahimat ki laikin ahista ahista us ki nazroun key saamney who manzer wazeh hota chala gaya jo shayyad us ney kai saal pehley apni kanwaari bivi key saath shaadi ki pehli raat ko dekha ho ga..aik mukamil band choot ..aik kanwaari choot jis key lab us key apney hi rus mey bheeg ker less daar ho rahey they..jo apney porey shabaab per thi..jis key lab aisey they jaisey gulaab ki shabnum bhi bheegi do nazuk pankhariyaan…who zada dair is khobsorat manzer ki tab na laa saka aur meri ranoun ko chimney chatney laga aisey hi jaisey kuttey chaata kertey hain aur mey ney pyar sey
apney kuttey key ser ko sehlaya…who chaper chaper ki awazain nikaal raha tha aur merey qadmoun mey betha meri ranain chaat raha tha aur bhut hi jald us ki zabaan ki laplapahat mujhey apni choot per mehsous hoi who meri choot ko bhi chusney key bajaye ussey chaat raha tha…meri choot merey bhai ney bhi chosi thi laikin is waqt is khobsorat mahpoul mey beth ker who jis tarah meri choot chaat raha tha us ki baat hi alag thi..aur shayyad ussey aisey hi choot chatney ki adut thi kion key aik baar bhi us ney apna pora monh meri choot per nahi rakha..na hi who meri choot ka rus ander ley raha tha who chaat raha tha aur us ki zubaan sey nikalti hoi raal meri choot sey behti hoi neechey tapak rahi thi us ki zabaan meri choot key ander tak jaa rahi thi laikin bus who chaat raha tha ..aur mey us ki garam garam zabaan ko mapni choot mey mehsosu ker ker key bekal hoi jaaaa rahi thi..behsak bhut bechain ker deney wala andaaz tha us pahaari ka..beshak ussey who
angraizi tareeqey na aatey they key aurat ki choot kaisey suck ki jaati hey…who to bus dewangi key alum mey ussey chaat raha tha…merey haaath us ka ser sehla rahey they..phir us ney meri qameez bhi merey badan per na rehney di mujhey bara ajeeb lag raha tha yun khulley mey ja key merey bilkul saamney hi mera bhai aur dost nazia shayyad yehi khel khelney jungle mey gaye they aur kisi bhi waqt wapis aa saktey they aur mey yun nang dharang chair per bethi thi aut aik pathaan meri tangain kholey merey qadmoun mey betha meri choot kisi kuttey ki tarah chaat raha tha waqai bara hi ajeeb menzer tha..MEra black brazier merey gorey badan per yun chamak raha tha jaisey heerey ki kaan sey koyilaa nikal raha ho aur us ney akhir is koyley ko merey jissam sey dour ker diyya aur mera brazier bhi merey baaqi kaproun key saath neechey ghaas per para tha ab meri chatiyaan bhi us key haath mey thin ab who opper utha aur apney hount meri nipples per rakh diye aur meri
chatiyaan apney barey aur mazbout hathoun mey ley ker yun dabaney laga jaisey who un sey rus nikaal raha ho..aur us key barey hathoun ney meri jawaan aur sakht chatiyoun ko pori tarah apni girift mey ley rakha tha..woh aik aik ker key unhey choos raha tha..aik bachey ki tarah…us ki bhi ankhain band thin do jawaan chatiyaan us key haath mey thin jinhey who choos raha tha jin key halkey brown nipples bilkul korey they…saaf dodhiyya chatiyaan jo halki si dhoop mey chamak rahin thin…aur phir mey ney us ki shalwaar girtey dekhi..us ney mujey naga hi khara ker diyya aur wahin ghaas key farash per lita diyya..is waqt who mujhey ander ley ker bhi nahi jaana chahta tha merey kanwaarey jissam ney us key borhey jazbaat ko aisey hi khola diya tha key ab us ko aik minute ka intezaar gawaraa na tha…aur phir who merey opper aa gaya..meri chatiyaan chosta raha us ka lund neechey meri choot key laboun sey chair chaar ker raha tha..ab tak us ki topi merei choot sey takra to rahi thi laikin ander nahi gai t hi…kaafi mota lund tha merey bhai key lund sey mota hi tha aur gora aur surkh..taqatwer lund..jo kisi bhi kanwaari ki choot ko pori tarah kholney ki taqat rakhta hey…aur phir jaisey asmaan toot para…ager mujhey khud per guzerney waali us takleef ka zara sa bhi andaaza hota to kam sey kam kai saal mey aur is tarah apni choot nahi chudwaati..aisa laga jaisey meri choot sey mujhey kisi ney cheer diyya ho…us jungle ney us pathaan ney baghair laggi liptey meri choot mey apna pora lund daal diyya tha aur us ney na janey kahan tak kiya kuch phaar diyya tha..aur merey monh sey aik taiz cheekh nikalney hi waali thi key us ka mazbout haath merey hountoun per ger gayya…meri tnagain aker si gayen thin merey haath pori taqat sey usssey opper utha rahey thay laikin who apna lund meri khoon bahati choot mey ander baher ker raha tha meri chatiyaan pori tarah pis ker reh gayen thin us key sakht merdaana seeney key
neechey meri ankhaoun sey ansoo beh rahey they mey us key haath per kaat rahi thi laikin mard us khaas waqt kabhi aurat per rehem nahi kerta …yeh sadiyoun sey hota aaya hey aur hota rahey ga..kion key rehem na kerna hi to us ki merdangi hey…aur mey us ka zulum sehti rahi meri choot sakht dard ker rahi thi us ka lund meri choot ki gehraiyoun tak jaa raha tha aur jab who ussey wapis khenchta to dard ki aik tess si merey ander uthti mujhey zara baraber maza nahi aa raha tha shaded takleef ney merey hawaas muatel ker diye they…mey pagloun ki tarah chekhna chahti thi..meri choot ab sun ho chukka thi who kaafi dair tak yeh sab kerta raha aut phir merey opper hi gir parra..us ka jissam jhatkey khaa raha tha aur mujhey meri choot mey aik zaberdast chiknai ka ehsaas hua..mera dard bilkul khattam ho gaya us ney halki si awaaz sey apna lund meri choot sey baher khencha aur mujhey yun laga jaisey aik azab-e-musalsal sey mujhey rehai milli ho…mey uth bethi
ab yeh khof pehley sey shaded ho gaya tha key kahin koi aa na jaey pehley to jinsi bhook ney is ehsaas ko bhulla diyya tha jab key yeh haqeqat thi key mera pehla sex bhut hi khaternaak halaat mey mukamil hua tha jab key mujhey koi bhi dekh sakta tha aur mey rang-e-hathoun is tarah khulley aam chudtey pakri jaati aur aap jaaney aisey mamlaat mey mard ka koi kuch nahi bigaar paata..khair bacnhna merey naseeb mey tha to mey bach gai..Mey ney jaldi sey uth ker apni qameez pehni brazier mey ney haath mey hi paker liya wahann shamshair khan apni shalwaar pehen raha tha..woh khush tha…ab jab mey ney apni choot ki taraf dekha to apnio nazuk choot ki halat dekh ker mujhey rona sa aa gaya kiya haal ker diya tha us jungle ney meri choot ka meri ranoun tak us ki chouri gai mani key nishaan us key gunnah key suboot ki tarah behtey chaley gaye they aur chipak gaye they..jin mey khoon shamil tha..kaafi saara khoon us jagah para tha jahan mujhey choda tha aur jo us
key lund key ander baher honey ki wajah sey beh ker ghaas per girra tha..woh bola.."Bibi aap jao ..am yeh jawaani key daagh saaf kerti hey…"
Aur mey shalwaar cherha ker ander bhaag aai…aur seedhi bathroom mey chali gai..
Kafi dair tak shower leney key baad mujhey apna jissam saaf mehsous hua..ab aik nai mushkil aa gai jissam garam tha to itna pata nahi chal raha than aha ker to aisa laga key jaisey meri choot mey angaarey bher gaye houn ..pori choot ander sey kisi ney cheeli ho…apni tangain pori tarah khol ker ajeeb tarah chalti hoi mey apney bed tak aai aur waha gir parri..derwaaza khulla aur shamshair khan ander aaya…mey issi sey kush dair pehleyu chuddy thi…yehi who mard tha jis ney pehli baar merey kanwarey jissam ko pori tarah dekha aur ussey aik aurat key jissam ki tarah istemaal kiya tha…laikin mey sherma gai..,mey ney kaha haan bolo kha,,
Us key haath mey glaas tha..bola"Bibi yeh pee lo..yeh humaari zananiyaan pehli raat key baad peeti hain dard khattam ho jaye ga..am janta hey tum aaj pehli baar aai ho kisi key neechey"
Who glass wahin rakh ker chala gaya..ab na janey kiya tha us glass mey doodh mey kuch daala gaya tha khair piyaas lag rahi thi mey pee gai aur thori dair baad kaafi sukoon ho gay tha..laikin kuch dair baad mujhey phir bath room jana para meri shalwaar kharaab ho gai t hi meri choot sey ab tak khoon ris raha tha aur saath mey meri ya pata nahi shamshair khan ki baaqi reh jaaney waali mani bhi beh rahi thi..khair mey ney apney samaan sey apney pads nikaaley jo dates ki wajah sey mey ney rakhey they aur unhey laga liyya..taakey merey kaproun per khoon key daagh hi na lag jayen..aur phir mey na janey kab so gai..aur jab uthi to nazia merey ser per kharri thi….mey ney uthney ki koshish ki laikin jissam mey itna dard tha key aisa lagata tha jissam ka her ang toot raha ho…aur nazia aik lamhey mey samjh gai..aur us ney meri shalwaar utaar di ..mey ney apni tangain band kerney ki kosish ki laikin who cherh ker beth gai aur kuch hi dair baad mera pad utra hua
tha aur who meri choot ka tafseeli muainaa ker rahi thi aur phir who uter gai…us key chehrey per sharer muskurahat thi..mey shayyad aaj bhi us sey chuppa jaati laikin who samjh gai t hi..khair baad mey mey ney ussey sab bata diyya….us ney kaha bolo kaisa laga mard ka lund bhut dil kerta tha n a tumhaara tab mey ney ussey apni takleefoun ka bataya aur tab hi who bhut hansi aur kaha key yeh to pehli baar tha raani..ab tum dekhna kaisa maza karo gi tum..mey ney kaha laikin mera khoon to bhut hi kam nikla..zada ter to meri aur us ki mani hi nikli hey…who boli..haan ager who itni bedarddi sey tumhain na chodta to yeh bhi nahi nikalta ..khair yeh batain meri samajh sey bahir thin to mey ney us ka din kaisa guzra us sey pocha to jawaab mey who yehi bataati rahi key merey bhai ney ussey teen baar choda hey aaj aur khoob mazey liye hain un dono ney kion key kal humain pindi wapis jaana hey aur phir na janey kab moqa milley is liye bhai ney aaj hi kaser pori
ker li t hi aur mey ney hasrat sey socha key nazai ko kitna maza aaya ho ga teen baar chudai kerwa ker aur aik mey houn key aik hi baar mey meri yeh halat ho gai key sahi tarah chal bhi nahi paa rahi..na janey mey kab din mey do teen baar chudwa sakoun gi..khair mujhey aaj kuch maza nahi aaya tha..mey ney jo socha tha key sex mey aisa hota ho ga aisa maza aata ho ga haan us key jissam sehlatey waqt aur choot ko chattey waqt zaror lazzat sey mera burra haal tha laikin us key baad ….khair na janey log kion sex key itney dewaaney hotey hain…ab pata nahi aisa moqa milley ya nahi…abhi nazia merey saath kaafi saari batain ker key soi hey who aaj kis kis tarah chuddy pori tafseel us ney batai hey aur itni wazahat sey key mujhey aisa lag raha tha key jab who bata rahi thi key kis tarah who ghori bani hoi thi aur mera bhai us ko ghori bana ker chod raha tha to mujhey yun lag raha tha jaisey mey us ki jagah chud rahi thi aur heart angauz baat yeh key mey
wohi lazzat bhi mehsous ker rahi thi shayyad is liye key takleef hi sahi laikin mard ka lund jab ander hota hey to kiya hota hey is raaz sey ab mey waqif thi…khair us ney pori tafseel batai aur phir thak ker so gai..aaj hum dono hi bhut jaldi soney late gaye aik to dono hi thak gaye they who teen baar chudai kerwa ker aur mey apni pehli chudai kerwa ker aur dosri baat kal jaana bhi tha khair yeh din shayyad hamesha key liye zinda ho gaya hey aaj meri diary mey aur issi wajah sey itni thakney key baad bhi saarey waqiyaat mey ney apni diary mey likhna zarori samjha hey..ab mazeed himmat nahi meri choot kaafi soojh gai hey raat mey shamshair khan aik baar phir doodh ka glass na janey kiya daal ker mujhey pilla gaya hey aur saath mey us ney aik harri si khoob kutti hoi cheez bhi khillai hey jis ka zayeqa bhut hi kerwa tha us ney kaha tha key is ko kha lo bacha nahi ho ga mano aap ney mera saara maal apni choot mey jo liyya hey…aur mey khamoshi sey uss
cheez ko khaa gai..yeh ghalti to ho hi gai t hi laikin us waqt mey is halat mey hi na thi key us key lund ko paker ker baher nikaal sakti ja who apni mani meri choot mey undail raha tha ..khair who kaafi saari thi jhari numma cheez thi ya koi jhaari hi thi kuch to us ney koot ker dey di thi aur kuch mujhey dey di thi key ager lagey bachey ka shak ho to aur kha lena jitni miqdaar us ney mujhey batai thi khaaney ko us key lehaaz sey to kaafi thi merey paas mey ney ussey ehtiyaat sey rakh liya..khair ab mey soti houn..
Day-55..Thursday
Aaj humaari akhri raat hey yahan pindi mey..kal raat mey yun apni diary nahi likh saki kion key thakan bhut thi kion key kal hum muree sey subah nahi bulkey 4:00 bajey nikley wapsi ka sfer kaafi dushwaar tha kion key jaisey mey ney pehley bataya key muree ki road waisey hi itni patli hain key aik time mey aik hi gaari chal sakti hey aur dosrey wapsi mey zaberdast dhalaan hey yaani ager gaari ka engine start na b hi kiya jaye to tab bhi gaari aap hi aap neechey uterti chali aayegi to wapsi key safer mey bhut ehtiyaat sey uterna perta hey to kaafi dair ho gai humain Islamabad pohnchney mey phir waha sey Rawalpindi pohnchtey pohnchtey to bilkul hi raat ho gai waisey bhi aap jaanye pahaari ilaqoun mey raat jaldi aur kuch zada hi kaali hoti hey…khair hum pindi mey pohnchey to humaara qayaam wahin nazia ki khaala key haan tha..kion key thkey hoye they to raat ka khan khaa ker wohi apney apney kamroun mey jo pichli daffa humain diye gaye they araam kerney late
gaye meri choot key dard mey kaafi araam tha haan peshaab bhut gaarha aur baar baar aa raha tha aur yeh baat saaf mehsous ho rahi thi ab key choot khul gai hey bas aik ehsaas tha werna dekhney mey to sirf halki si pholi ho dikh rahi thi who bhi waqti sojan thi jo sahi ho jaani thi laikin yeh khulney ka ehsaas tha jo bas mey mehsous ker rahi thi..khair to aaj hum sab subah uthey aaj ka din humaarey pass farigh tha pora din yahan wahan ghomtey rahey uncle ney humain pora Islamabad ghomaaya waisey to who koi khaas ghomney ki jagah nahi laikin aik do pahariyaan hain jo behad khobsorat aur purfizza haian bas wahin chaley gaye aur saara din bitta ker sham sey kuch pehley pindi chaley aaye phir pindi key adder bazaar chaley gaye wahan shawl key banney malbousaat bhut khobsorat miltey hain jo kaafi garam aur khobsorti mey apni misaal aap hotey hain mey ney aur nazia ney khareedey wahin aik mashore bakers hain "Bread n Butter" wahan ki brownies khayen aur
bakery key items liye aur wapis gher challey aaye aaj bhi bhut thak gaye hain kal dopher mey sergodha key liye nikalna hey is liye saari packings waghera ker lin taakey subah zada kaam na ho…aaj nazia ko mey ney pori tafseel sey bataya key shamshair ney merey opper kiya zulum kiya…choot ko chatney waali baat per bhut hansi key jahil pathaan jaanta hi na tha key aurat ki choot ko kaisey chosa jaata hey shayyad us ko pata chal gaya ho kahin sey key shsher ki lerkiyaaan choot chuswana passand kertin hain aur us ney tum per try ker li ho…khair pahaari log to apni bivioun ki choot nahi chosa kertey na who to bus daman uthaaya aur lund daal ker shroo..khair humaari aisi hi batain chalti rahin jab jab moqa milta raha …ab mey bhi thora sa son gi..kal jaana bhi hey abhi to nazia merey saath hi hey .khair bhai phir pareshan hey kion key kal aur aaj ussey nazia ka jissam dekhney tak ko nahi milla..khair us ki arzoo jald hi pori ho jaye gi laikin mera ab
pata nahi kiya ho ga ..
Day-56..Friday
Aaj hum sergodha mey hain yahaan Aasia key chahcha rehtey hain hum unhi key gher therey hoye hain..bhut hi achey log hain..hum pindi sey dopher mey nilkley they aur sham mey yahaan pohnchey raasta bhut hi thakka deney waaala tha kacha pakka raasta tha pata nahi road ban rahi thi ya aisi hi thi khair sarey raastey dhool mitti urti rahi Sargodha aa ker seedhey hum nazie key chacha ji key haan pohnchey who bhut hi khush hoye humaarey aaney sey unhey humari amud ki khabber pehley hi mil chukki thi kion key nazia key jo relative by air yahaan pohnch chukkey they unhoun ney bata diya ho ga..khair pata challa key nazia key chacha ji gaoun apney khetoun per gaye hoye hain kion key fasloun ki kataai ka season tha un ko phone kiya gaya to unhoun ney yehi kaha key abhi mera aana bhut mushkil hey laikin kion key milna zarori hey to aap log yahin chaley aao bachey bhi zara tafreeh ker lain gey un ki outing bhi ho jaye gi aur shayyad koi jayedaad ka masla tha jis key
liye yeh saarey log yahan pohnchey they khair job hi ho to who bhi beth ker araam sey baat ho jaye gi…khair to program ban gaya key kal hum sab gaoun key liye rawaana ho jayengey….khair jahan hum rukey hain yaani nazia key chacha key gher to un ki do betiyaan jin ka naam rakhshi aur fakhraa hain..yeh dono taqreban humaari humumer hi hain to in sey mil ker kaafi acha lagga…un key do bhai bhi hain dono kaafi chotey hain khair bhut achi family hey raat mey hum sab khaana kha ker baher tehelney nikley Sargodha koi bara sheher to hey nahi jo yahan ghomney ko kuch ho bus yunhi sey kuch parks hain aisey hi aik park mey humain ley jaya gayya..khair who park shayad wahan key logoun key liye bhut kuch ho laikin merey liye aur mujh sey berh ker nazia key liye jo Karachi ki rehney waali thi kuch bhi nahi tha khair hum ney enjoy kiya..kion key baaz dafa jagah ki koi ehmiyat nahi hoti ehmiyat hoti un logoun ki jo aap key sath houn…to kion key sab hi mukhlis
aur saadha dil log they jo her tarah sey humain khush rakhney mey magan they to hum bhi khush they aur hum ney waqai mey enjoy kiya..Rakhshi aur fakhra ki masoom batain ..woh thin to humaari humumer laikin zamaney ki hawa shayyad unhey na laggi thi ..khair kaafi raat gaye hum wapis aaye galli key konney per mojoud aik PCO sey mey ney gher phone ker key apni kheriyat ki itlaa ammi ko di un ki tabiyat pochi aur jaldi aaney ka kaha phir hum gher wapis aa gaye aur soney key liye late gaye aaj bhi jissam bhut dukh raha hey…aaj meri choot ka dard bilkul hi khattam ho challa hey ..haan mamoli si sojan baaqi hey peeshab kertey waqt halka sa dard mehsous hota hey ya ager choot ko dabaya jaye tab…us din key baad sey to mey ney ab tak mani bi nahi nikaali hey apni khair ab soti houn kal gaoun jaana hey ab pata nahi yeh log kab jaatey hain..waisey bhi yeh log subah bhut jaldi uthney key aadi hain..
Day-57..Saturday
Aaj aik aur takleef dey din tha..wohi dhool mitti mey atta ua raasta poraani si gaari mey uchaltey kodtey hum gaoun Chiq 37 mey sham dair sey hi pohnch sakey nilkley hum dopher sey pehley they..khair nazia key chacha ki beti rakhshi bhi humaarey saath hi hey waisey aik baat hey hey bhut sexy kiya khobsorat jissam hey aur mey ney kai baar bhai ko us key jissam ki taraf taktey bhi dekha hey..aur ussey shermatey hoye..Sikander bhai ney nazia aur mera hum dono ka hi jawaani ka rus chakha hey hum dono ka hi jissam dekha hey aurat ka jissam ab bhai key liye anjaana to raha nahi to who rakhshi ko dekh ker yeh andaaza laga sakta ho ga key kiya qayamat khez jissam hey is lerki ka..umer us ki yehi koi 19 saal key lagbhag ho gi laikin seeney ki uthaan aur qayamat ki mastaani chaal kisi bhi dil ko ghayal ker sakti thi..aur mera bhai ghayal ho raha tha..laikin rakhshi nazia na thi…aur na itna asaan shikaar..khair ab mera bhai bhi koi kacha shikaari nahi tha..nazia
ney ussey bhut kuch sikha diyya tha…khair hum taqreban andhera ho hi chukka tha jab gaoun pohnch sakey jab humaari gaari gaoun ki hudood mey dakhil honey laggi mey baher hi dekh rahi thi gaari gaoun key raastey per chali jaa rahi thi ab who pakki sarak sey hat chukka thi charoun taraf kharri faslain aur bhi andherey ka saman pesh ker rahin thin aur un per mandlaatey nanhey nanhey jugnoo..kiya hi khobsorat manzer tha..khair bhut jald humaari gaari gaoun mey dakhil hoi aik peeley sey meryal si roshni deney waaley bulb key neechey hum sab uter gaye saamney hi who gher tha jahan hum ney rukna tha..nazia key chacha bhi baher humarey istqabaal ko aa gaye..hum sab ander aaye,,barey barey kamrey onchi onchi chatoun waley..lambey chourey sehen gaoun ki tarz-e-tameer key ain mutabiq..khair hummaari kaafi khatir daari ki gai..khaana waghera hua us key baad hum teeno lerkiyaan aur jahan hum aaye they us gher ki do bhabhiyaan jo jawaan aur kamumer hi thin laikin
do do bachey bhi they un key zahir hey kam umri mey shadi hoi ho gi ..khair hum sab khwateen aik hi jagah jamma ho gayen ..bhai mardoun key saath baher betha tha aur who zaror bore ho raha ho ga kion key un ki batain us key liye kisi kaam ki n a thin..khair hum sab batain ker rahin thin…nazia kion key wahan nai na thi sab hi us ki rishtey daar they is liye who to un mey ghulli milli hoi thi..laikin mujhey bhu unhoun ney ajnabiyat mehsous na honey di hum sab batain kertey rahey ..nazia hamesha ki tarah Karachi key qissey wahan key shab-o-roz sunna sunna ker mehfil per apna rob jharti rahi..phir wohi aurtoun waali batain shroo ho gayen Nazia ki shaadi ki batain un sab ko jald hi Karachi jana tha nazia ki shaadi mey shareek honey us key program bantey rahey..aur aisi hi dosri batain aur raat kaafi ho gai ..meri ankhain band hoi jaa rahin thin khair hum sab ko chaarpaiyaan dey di gayen hum sab late gaye mey ney aik cup chaye maangi peeney key baad meri
neend kuch bhaagi to ab mey diary likhney bethi houn..bhai dosrey kamrey mey so raha hey abhi mey baher gaya tha to who baher ki taraf khara hua tha mey us key pass chali gai aur hum kuch dair batain kertey rahey …who bhi aur mey bhi pehli baar is taraf aaye they khair kal ghomney chaplain gey aisa us ney kaha…us key baad mey ander aa gai..haan nazia aaj bhai sey nahi milli ..ab sona chahye..
Day-58..Sunday
Aaj ka din bhut acha guzra aur kuch khaas batain bhi note ki mey ney ..hum dopher 3:00 bajey tak khaaney waghera sey farigh ho gaye aaj wahan kaafi log jamma they wohi koi zameen aur jayedaad ka masla tha hum ko in mamlaat sey kuch lena dena nahi tha to hum charoun yaani mey ,nazia,Rakhshi aur sikander bhai hum lgo baroun sey ijazut ley ker khetoun ki taraf ghomney nikley gaoun ki maghribbi simit challey kion key khait ussi taraf they teen chaar galiyaan ager un ko galiyaan kahain to khattam kertey hi aik dam sey yun lagga gaoun khattam ho gaya saamney had-e-nigah tak khobsorat faslain lehlahha rahin thin..hum unhi key dermiyaan pagdandioun per chalney laggey yahan saaya tha aur dhoop ki shiddat huamin tang na ker rahi thi yahan mey ney aik cheez note ki key rakhshi aur bhai dono aik dosrey sey kaafi ghul mol ker baat ker rahey they laikin mey ney nazia key chehrey per jalney jaisey koi asaar nahi dekhey waisey mey kaafi mehfouz hoi is dilchasp
situation sey khair who dono aagey aagey jaa rahey they aur mey aur nazia peechey hum wahan tubewell per pohnchey yahaan kaafi darkht they aur bhut thandak thi wahan kuch chaarpaiyaan bichin thin wahaan hum kuch dair bethey phir nazia ney hi bataya key aagey un key kuch baghaat bhi hain us taraf chaltey hain khair hum andazet sey wahaan challey kuch dour baad hi who khobsorat baagh they jahan sey hum ney naashpatiyaan tour ker khayen ghanney darkht they bhai aur rakhshi to idher udher ghomney chaley gaye mey ney nazia ki taraf mayeneykhaiz nazroun sey dekha…who boli.."Kaafi taiz jaa raha hey tera bhai..nai churiya key saath dekho kaisey urra jaa raha hey…"
Khair hum dono wahan bethi rahin saamney hi aik baara tha jahan bhut si bhainsain bandhi hoi thi wahan sey hum ney do admiyoun ko apni janib aatey dekha who qareeb aaye…aur hum dono kharin ho gayenn..aik punjaabi mey bola kitna suthra maal hey lagta hey shsher sey aaya hey…nazia ney jawaab diyya aur nazia ka lehja khalistan sheheriyoun waala hi tha key hum yahan khetoun mey ghomney aayen hain aur choudhri mushtaq key mehmaan hain…who boley acha acha aap choudhri sahib key mehmaan ho theek hey theek hey ghoumo..un ki nazrain hum dono key jismoun ka mukamil jayeza ley rahin thin..bhut hi bhoki nazrain thin…khair who idher udher mandlaaney lagey…unhoun ney kaha key us taraf wahan kaafi phul daar darkh hain wahan chal ker dekh lain shayyad aap ko passand aayen ab khair who wahin mandlatey rahey jab tak key bhai ko aatey nahi dekh liya phir who sharafat sey nikal gaye..khair who dono bhai aur rakhshi hanstey muskuratey aa gaye..ab kion key kuch hi
dair mey sham honey ko thi is liye wapsi ki tayyariyaan kin kaafi saarey phul jin meyu naashpatuyaan,amroud aur cheeko shamil they humarey pass they..khair mey to un do badmashoun key barey mey soch rahi thi key who huamin wahan ley ja ker konsey pul dikhana chahtey they….khair hum gher aa gaye yahan wohi gehma gehmi thi hum chat per challey aaye aur dour dobtey hoye soraj ko dekhtey rahey…yahin hum ney chai pee aur nashtey key dosrey lawazmaat khaye..raat jab achi khaasi ho gai tab hi neechey utrey aur khan awaghera kha ker phir chat per aa gaye bhut suhaani hawa chal rahi thi charoun taraf ghour andhera tha aur jugnoo urtey bhut hi khobsorat lag rahey they chaand chamak raha tha jis ki chandni mey dour kahin kisi talaab ka paani chamak raha tha..yeh manazir ab tezi sey khattam hotey jaa rahey they…aur shayyad mey apni zindagi key chan yaadgaar aur khobsorat manazir mey sey aik dekh rahi thi ..kaafi dair tak hum chat per rahey phir soney key liye
neechey chaley aaye..ab jab key sab soney key liye late chukey hain charoun taraf mout ki si khamoshi hey to mey yeh diary likh rahi houn laikin ab bhi aik sawaal merey dimaagh mey hey key who dono kon they jo aaj humain wahan baagh mey milley they aur jinhoun ney humain baagh key aik makhsous hissey ki taraf chalney ko kaha tha..
Day-59..Monday
Aaj ka din aik yaadgaar din raha aur zarori ho gaya merey liye key mey ussey apni diary mey pori tafseel sey likhoun..haan jabkey mera badan aur khaas ker meri choot kaafi dard ker rahi hey laikin aaj ,ey ney us mazey ko mehsous kiya jo aaj tak dekhti aai thi us jadoo ko apney badan mey ghustey dekha jissey aaj tak dosroun per chaltey dekha tha..Aaj mera Rape hua..Ji haan Rape..hua kuch yun key aaj bhi hum ney bagh ghomney ka program bana liya kion key yahan gaoun ki zindaggi bhut sust hey yahan wohi mamolaat chaletey hain jo laggey bandhey hain to yahan gher mey reh ker to aur bhi tabiyat ghabra jaati laikin aaj rakhshi humaarey saath nahi thi lagta hey mera andaza hey key us ki bhai sey kuch an ban ho gai t hi to aaj hum teen they mey nazia aur bhai …wahin baagh mey gaye baagh mey ghustey key saath hi wohi baaara aata hey bhainsoun ka jahan sey kal hum ney un dono ko aatey dekha tha jo shakal sey kuch shareef na lagtey they aur who dono aaj bhi wahin
aik chaarpai per bethey they dono hi dhotiyaan cherhaye humaari janib dekhtey rahey laikin boley kuch nahi laikin un ki gandi nazrain hum dono lerkiyoun per thin aur haathoun sey punjaab key aam riwaaj key mutabiq apney lund sehla rahey they dono key jissam dhoop ki wajah sey jhuley hoye they shayyad who wahin barey mey kaam kertey they khair hum wahan sey guzertey hoye saamney baagh mey dakhil ho gaye kuch dour aa ker hum beth gaye…ab nazia ney kaha aasia tum betho zara mey sikander key saath jaa ker kuch aagey sey aur phul tour ker laati houn wahan kal mey ney kuch aur phul dekhey they..ab bhalla koi pochey us sey key kal to who merey saath thi to ussey kiya pata key baagh key androuni hissey mey kaisey phul they…to who dono phir chaley gaye aur mera hawus ka pujaari bhai apni jawaan behen ko yun tanha chour ker apni mashouqa key sath us key jissam sey lipatney key liye challa gaya…khair dono mazey ker rahey they to kerney do kuch din ki
mehmaanthi ab to yeh nazia ..laikin mey apney barey mey soch rahi thi key jissey shamshair khan ney jawaani ka sabaq perha to diya tha laikin ab agey ki pori kitaab na janey kab aur kon perhaye ga…merey naseeb mey kab who khushi likhi thi aur mey bhalla kahan jaanti thi key merey naseeb key barey mey aik faisla ker liya gaya hey ..aur who merey muqader ka likha jo ho ker rehna tha merey samney khara tha..haan un mey sey aik aadmi jo wahan baarey mey bethey they merey saamney kharra tha..woh keh raha tha.."Kiya hua begum sahiba…aap nahi gayen wahan phul torney.."
Mey boli.."Nahi mey zara thak gai t hi,,kion tumhain koi aitraaz"
Who bola.."Nahi mey to is liye poch raha tha key mey abhi abhi un dono ko dekh ker aa raha houn key who konsa phul tor rahey hain aur sochta houn ja ker sab ko bulla laoun to sab hi dekh lain.."
Mey ghabra ker uth bethi..
Who phir bola.."Begum sahiba yeh gaoun hey sheher nahi yahan to lerki jab jawan hoti hey to us ki jawaani ki khusboo porey gaoun mey phel jaati hey.."’
Phir who hawusnaak lehjey mey bola.."Acha to aap chal rahin hain wahan jahan kal mey ney aap ko bataya tha key bhut phul hain ya mey jaoun gaoun waloun ko bulaaney.."
Mey ney yahan wahan dekha..us janib dekha janan sikander aur nazia sab sey bekhaber key kuch ankhain unhey dekh rahin hain apni jawaani key khel mey magan they …dour dour tak koi na tha..phir mey us key sath chal parri jahan who ishaara ker raha tha kaafi ghanna tha yahan baagh aik jahgah jaa ker who achanak ruk gaya..
Mey boli.."Haan ab batao kahan hain who phul…"
Aur bua yeh pochna tha key who bijli ki tarah wapis palta aur ab us key haath mey aik bara sa khanjer tha jo na jaaney kahan sey us ney barmud kiya tha..Us ki khonkhaar awaz merey kanoun mey parri…
"Zara bhi awaz ki to tera ser yahin para ho ga ..zabaan bilkul band rakh saali rundi.."
MErey kaan is qisam ki galiyoun key liye bilkul bhi tayyar hi nahi they aik lamhey key liye to mey aik dam chup ho gai…aik taraf sey dosra bhi nikal aaya..bola.."Haan basherey tu ney yahan is hirni ko qaboo ker liya wahan dosri hirni apney yaar ka lund liye mazey ker rahi hey..chal ussey kerney dey mazey hum is hirni ko chakh hi lain..chal bhi rani hirni ban jaa."
Mey kuch samjhi nahi thi un ki baat un ki janib sawaliya nazroun sey dekhney lagi..mujhey yun takta dekh ker basheea ghussey mey agey berha aur bola.."Saali bari paak saaf ban rahi hey chal kutiyya ban jaa."
Yeh keh ker us ney mera dopatta khainch liya merey seeney per sey..
Mey ney aik dam apney dono haath apni chatiyoun per rakh liye..dosrey ney aa ker mujhey peechey sey qaboo ker liya aur meri dono baghloun sey haath nikaal ker meri chatiyoun ko jaker liyya…basheerey ney meri gerdan per apna khanjer rakh liya .."Chal shrroo hoti hey ya …"
Dosrey ney mujhey chora aur meri shalwar aik dam sey girra di mey ney apni shalwaar pakreney ki koshsih ki laikin khanjer key dabaou ki wajah sey mey her kat na ker sakii…
Khair mujhey zaberdasti ghouri bana diyya gaya..aur meri qameez ko khainch ker itna opper cherha diyya key key meri chatiyaan ab latak rahin thin…mey us baagh mey zameen per ghouri bani hoi thi aur dono mard merey peechey kharey baghour merey gorey aur mast ker deney waaley jissam ka nazaara peechey sey ker rahey they aur yaqenan un key saamney jo manzer ho ga who unhey bekhud ker raha ho ga..akhir pehley dosra aadmi jis ka naam bhi mujhey maloom nahi tha us ney apni dhoti opper uthaai aur merey peechey aa gaya aur apna lund meri khusk choot mey ghusaaney ki koshsih kerney laga basheera ab merey ser per kharra tha key mey koi awaz kerney ki koshis na karoun wahan peechey dosra meri choot kholney ki koshsih ker raha tha akhir us key lund ko raasta mil gaya aur mey ney aik mota lund apni choot mey jaatey mehsous kiya pehli baar to meri ankhoun mey aanso aa gaye per thori hi dair mey dard ka ehsaas jaata raha ab who bilkul kutiya ki hi tarah mujhey chod
raha tha aur basheera ukroun beth ker merey lataktey hoye mammy paker ker daba raha tha peechey sey khoob dhakkey lag rahey they who dono bhi jaldi mey they aur meri bhi masti sey anakhin band hoi jaa rahin thin aur phir meri choot mey paani bherney lagga pori tarah meri choot geeli kerney key baad us ney apna lund baher khencha..aur bola "Aa ja sheedey bari garam choot hey saali ki maza dey diya..sheedey ney apna lund wahin bethey bethey dhoti sey nikaala kaafi mazbout lund tha aur mery peechey aa gaya meri choot pehley hi mani sey bhari hoi thi is liye shayyad ussey zara bhi mushkil na aai ho gi ander kerney mey aur aik dosra lund meri choot mey tha aur mey farigh hoi bherpor tareeqey sey meri gaand paker ker who dhakkey marta raha aur mey mazey kerti rahi kuch hi dair baad who bhi haanpta hua mujh sey alag hua …dono farigh ho chukey they..mey seedhei hoi sheeda agey aaya ab tak us ka lund dhoti key agley sirey sey marey hoye chohey ki tarah latak
raha tha aur mani key qatrey tapak rahey they merey bethney ki wajah sey meri choot mey bhari mani neechey tapkney laggi thi us ney meri gerdan pakri aur kaha"Ager tu ney kisi ko kuch kaha to yaad rakh gher sey utha ker ley jayen gey tujhey aur raand bana ker hi chorain gey..chal chup chaap apni choot ki dukaan band ker aur gher jaa.."
Mey ghebra ker kharri ho gai aur apni shalwaar opper kerney laggi meri qameez ab bhi opper hi thi shayyad merey tanney hoye mammy dekh ker phir unhey germi cherney laggi basherey ney meri chatiyaan zor sey daba lin.."Kiya mammy hain Sali terey yeh keh ker us ney meri aik nipple apney kaaley kaaley hountoun mey daba li us ki kai din ki barhi hoi daarhi ney cheel ker rakh diya meri reshmi chatiyoun ko laikin mey kuch na boli…who dono nahi jaantey they key unhoun ney meri kitni poraani aur zinda aag ko serd kiya tha..mey kai baar farigh hoi thi..yeh bhi nahi jaanti key kis key lund per kitni baar laikin meri choot ney aaj khoob mani chori thi dour sey kahin nazia ki awaaz aati sunai di who dono chunk gaye aur mey ney bhi jhut sey ankhain khol din.."Ab hat jao who dono aa rahey hian mujhey kaprey sahi kerney do.."
Who dono khamoshi sey derkhtoun mey ghayyab ho gaye..Mey ney apni qameez sahi ki brazier ko apni chatiyoun per theek tarah cherhaaya..baloun ko sahi kiya jo ghouri ban ker chudwatey waqt buri tarah sey bikher gaye they kion key kai baar meri kamer mey khum daalney aur gaand opper kerney key liye un dono ney merey baal khinch ker ser peechey kiya tha ..Nazia aur sikander aik taraf sey aatey dikhai diyye..dono kaafi pareshan nazer aa rahey they…"Yeh lo yeh rahin nawaab sahiba …hum kab sey pareshaan ho rahey they ab hum gher jaa rahey they key kahin tum bore ho ker gher to nahi chali gayen..kiya hua thakki thakki lag rahi ho.."Nazia ney mashkok nazroun sey meri taraf dekhtey hoye pocha..
Mey boli…"Nahi yahan zara saaya zada tha to yahan chali aai aura ankh lag gai tumhaari awaz sun ker bedaar hoi houn.."
Khair baat aai gai ho gai aur hum teeno gher wapis aa gaye..
Yeh tha mera aaj ka adventure jis ki buniyaadi batain mey ney likh din..haan meri chudai key doraan who dono mujhey nangi nangi gaaliyaan bhi detey rahey laikin na janey kion us waqt un ki gaaliya merey sex ko aur bhi berha rahin thin aur shayyad yehi wajah un ki galiyaan deney ki bhi rahi ho..meri choot merey kolhoun aur merey jissam key baarey mey intehai fahush alfaaz istimaal ker key who shayad khud hi mazey ley rahey houn..kion key mey ney yehi mehsous kiya tha key gaoun dehaat mey ab bhi oral sex ko koi nahi jaanta tha..haan ager un ko zada time milta to meri chatiyoun ko zaror chomtey chattey laikin meri choot chosna ya apna lund chuswaana abhi un key liye aik anhoni baat thi…aur direct tareeqey sey jis tarah meri choot mey apna lund daal ker who farigh hoye us sey yehi pata chalta tha key unhoun ney meri majbouri sey fayeda to uthaya laikin who khud bhi khofzada they is liye jaldi jaldi mey bas apni apni hawus pori ker key chaltey banney haan
ager mey fursat sey un key haath lag gai to who itni asaani sey nahi chorney waaley mujh ko..khair dono kaafi bhaari badan key malik they aur un key bojh sey jo mey ney kaafi dair berdhast kiya tha merey ghutnoun mey takleef ho rahi thi..choot mey aaj kuch khaas dard na tha ..haan gher aa ker mey ney choot ko achi tarah sey dhoya..tangoun per mani key beh aaney sey jo nishaan sey ban gaye they unhey achi tarah saaf kiya aur phir foran hi who jarri botiyaan jo shamshair khan ney mujhey din thin us ko peesa bathroom mey hi aur khaa liya kion key dono ney apney lund meri choot mey khaali kiye they aur mey bhi pori tarah farigh hoi thi to kahin hamul hi na teher jaye ..khair yeh sab ker key mey bathroom sey baher nikli to nazia ko apna muntazir paaya…who bechain thi apni dastaan sunaaney key liye laikin na jaaney kiya wajah thi key ab mujhey us sey koi khaas dilchaspi nahi rahi thi mey sunti rahi key kis tarah aaj merey bahi ney ussey darkhtoun key
peechey ley jaa ker ghouri bana ker choda sirf shalwaar hi utaari thi aaj us ney kion key her dam kisi key aaney ka dherka laga hua tha ab mey ussey kiya batati key mey to do do ko bhugta ker aa rahi houn..khair mey ney us sey koi ziker nahi kiya aaj key waqiyaat ka..Aur wohi bore tareen routin key baad raat mey sab soney key liye leetey kal dopher mey humain Lahore wapsi krni hey..humain yahan sey pehley faislabad jaana hey aur wahan station sey gaari pakrni hey..ab sona chahye tammam samaan to pack hi hey bus thori bhut cheezain jo wahan key logoun ney soghaat key tour per saath ker din thin rakhin aura b mey bhi songi…kion key kal sey humaara wapsi ka safer shrro ho jaye ga to ab pata nahi kab diary likhney ka moqa milley..
Day-61..Wednesday
Mey aaj bhut thaaki hoi houn..khair aaj sham hum apney gher yaani lahore wapis pohnch chukey hain train thori late ho gai kion key faislabad sey Lahore ka safer itna lamba nahi hey aik to hum us din sham mey hi faislabad pohnchey laikin humaarey pohnchney key bhi bhut baad mey train rawaana hoi aur phir shayyad tracks per koi kharaabi thi is liye bhut hi ruktey rukaatey aaye..wapsi key safer mey koi khaas bat nahi hoi..mey aur nazia apni batain kertey rahey..mujhey aur ussey yeh ehssas tha ka ab shayyad humaari jidai key din bhut qareeb they..woh mujhey sey waadey ley rahi thi key mey roz us sey internet per chat kiya karoun gi…us ki shaadi mey zaror aoungi ..mey nahi jaanti thi key mama papa is baat ki ijazat dain gey ya nahi..laikin ussey yaqeen dilaati rahi key haan mey zaror aoungi..khair phir humaari dosri batain bhi hoti rahin who mujh sey pochti rahi key ab tu kiya karey gi aasia meri to shaadi ho jaye gi mey to roz apney husband key lund sey
khela karoun gi tu kiya karey gi kaisey rahey gi..mey ney jawaab diya tha "Yaar tujh sey pehley bhi to rehti hi thi n a..aur ager saber nahi hua to terey paas aa jaoun gi aur terey hi husband key lund sey mey bhi khel lounge..mey ney bhi to apney bhai key lund sey tujhey khoob khilaaya hey.."
Who boli…"Acha chal phir waada raha tu merey paas aa jana aur merey husband key saath jo dil karey who kerna.."
Khair yeh to aik mazaaq tha jo khattam ho gayya..laikin yeh baat bilkul theek thi key ab mera waqt kaatna bhut mushkil ho ga aur abhi to nazia yeh nahi jaanti thi key mey shamshair khan key baad bhi lund ka zayeqa chakh chukki houn..woh pochti rahi key ager tu boley to sikander sey baat kerti houn sur tum dono ka chaker fix kerwa deti houn..laikin mey jaanti thi key abhi sikander garam tha shayyad woh us key saamney kush is qisaam ki batain ker bhi leta jaisey key who pehley aik baar apni behen key jissam sey khel bhi chukka hey laikin mey ney dekhi thi woh jhijhak baad mey aur us waqt bhi jab who merey jissam ko haath laga raha tha aur baad mey us key chehrey per pashemaani ki who lakerain jo kisi bhi insane key chehrey per tab perti hain jab ander sey us ka zameer ussey chain leney na dey raha ho…abhi us ka zameer us key ander ka acha insaan pori tarah marra na tha aur aap jaanye koi bhi insaan apni saggi behen sey jinsi taluqaat sirf ussi waqt qayem
ker sakta tha jab who apney ander key insaan ko apni rooh key ujley rukh ko mukamil tour per fanna na ker ley…Ager abhi is muqaam per ussey majbour ker bhi diyya gaya to shayyad waqti tour per to aisa ker guzrey laikin baad mey pachtawey ussey chain na leney dain gey …khair abhi us ney aurat key roop dekhey hi kahan they ..abhi to jissam ki bhook bedaar hona thi us key baad hi who us muqaam per aata key jab who yeh bhi bhool jaata key yeh saamney leta hua badan us ki hi behen ka hey…khair mey ney nazai sey kuch bhi kerney sey mana ker diyya aur kion key yeh aik aam si baat thi to us ney bhi zada zor nahi diyya..Kion key nazia ney hi bataya tha key mera bhai us key jissam sey khelta raha tha ab who us sey bhut sherminda ho raha tha aur chahta tha key who apni shaadi tour ker us sey shaadi ker ley kion key who apney aap ko maaf nahi ker paye ga key us ney kisi ki amanut mey khayanat kerney mey saath diya…nazia ko ussey samjhaaney mey bhut time laga
tha aur aisi hi bhut si batain thin jo y eh sabit kerti thin key sikander shayyad jins ki shetaani bhook key aagey majbour ho ker shaitaan key haath khilona zaror ban jaata tha laikin jab who jissam key chakker sey nikalta tha to us ki soi hoi insaniyat jag jaya kerti thi aur mey filhaal kisi bhi tension mey nahi perna chahti thi..khair mey aur mera bhai ..mey bhut achi tarah jaanti thi ussey aur yeh bhi key kab kahan waar kerna tha aik hi kamzori thi meri key mey ney khud kahi kisi mard ko na jhaila tha to ab who kamzori bhi pori ho chukki thi kam-o-besh teen mard mey apney jissam per jhail chukki thi…kab tak akhir mera bhai merey phailaaye hoye jaal sey bach sakta tha ..kion key yeh baat to bilkul wazeh thi key safe aur kamiyaab sex mujhey merey bhai sey hi mil sakta tha ..werna baher to aisey hi miltey hain jo izatoun key dushman hotey hain, black mailer ya basherey jaisey jo aurat ko aik kutiya sey zada ehmiyat na detey houn..Khair baat kahan ja
pohnchi…to aaj sham ja hum wapis yahan pohnchey to nazia filhaal to apney uncle aunty key gher challi gai hey kion key ussey aaj apni packing kerni hey who person chali jaye gi Karachi wapis ..haan wada ker key gai hey key kal who merey sath merey gher per akhri baar rukney zaror aayegi…aaj key liye bus itna hi ab kal to nazia ho gi to diary likhna mushkil ho ga ..ab thakkan sey burra haal hey sona chahye..
Day-63..Friday
Aaj ka din un chand dino mey sey aik hey jissey shayyad mey tab tak yaad rakhoun gi jab tak meri sansain chal rahin hain…aik dukhoun aur ghamoun sey bojhal din ..aaj meri aziz dost nazia mujh sey judda ho ker apney shsher Karachi wapis chali gai hey ..woh jis key saath mey ney apni jawaani key kuch bhut hi haseen din guzaarey..jo meri taqreban her baat mey shareek thi..Aaj who mujh sey dour chali gai hum dono bhut roye aik dosrey key galley lag ker kion key shayyad hum dono ko hi is baat ka andaaza tha key ab shayyad in fursut key lamhaat mey humaari mulaqaat kabhi na ho..ab jab hum milangey to but badal gaye houn gey khair yeh to duniya ka usool hey jo aata hey us ko aik na aik din to jaana I hota hey ..woh bhi chali gai..mey ney apney bhai ko bhi udaas dekha laikin kion key wahan station per nazia ko drop kerney us key uncle aur aunty bhi aaye hoye they is liye dono key dermiyaan kuch baat na ho saki haan dono ki ankhoun ney aik dosrey ko bhut saarey
alwidaai peghamaat dey daaley mey aaj sham bhai key saath ussey chorney gai thi…who kal raat merey saath hi thi.us ki akhri raat thi merey saath pori raat hum dono batain kertey rahey siwaye us thorey sey time key jab bhai aaya tha kamrey mey hamesha ki tarah aur hamesha ki hi tarah mey soti bani rahi aur who dono diar raat tak liptey rahey un key nangey badan merey saamney they laikin aaj un dono ko dekh ker who beqaraari na thi jo pehley hua kerti thi bas aik jalun thi …bhai ishq aur mohabbat ki batain ker raha tha us sey aur mey heraan thi key jab bhai ney us lerki sey us ka sab kuch hasil ker hi liya hey to ab kion us sey mohabbat ki bheek maanga raha hey ..khair yeh meri soch hey..to who taalti rahi bhai ka aaj shayyad mode nahi tha sex key liye ya who yeh soch ker key kal who challi jaye gi hamesha key liye us key jinsi jazbaat so gaye they aur nazia garam thi who yeh soch rahi thi key ab ussey apni suhagraat tak yeh mazey nahi milengey who
zada sey zada fayeda utha lena chahti thi bhai key jissam sey ..laikin who razamand hi na tha bulkey us ko apni banhoun mey liye betha tha who to "Asia uth na jaye " keh ker us ney aik baar chudai kerwai aur saaf pata chalta tha key aaj bhai apni merzi sey nahi us key israar per us ki germi nikaal raha hey khair dono jab thandey ho gaye to nazia ney ussey jald hi room sey bhagga diyya kion key who phir jazbaati honey laga tha aur mohabbat mohabbat key raag alaap raha tha aur Nazia to Nazia mey bhi bore ho rahi thi…Ab yeh mohabbat nahi to aur kiya hey key aik jawaan aur kanwaari lerki ney apna jissam apni jawaani ki pehli raat apna kanwaara rus aik shaks key naam ker diya ho aur a b bhi who yeh keh raha ho key tum mujh sey shaadi ker lo ab bhalla shaadi ker key who naya kiya ker ley gay a mohabbat ker key ab who kiya teer maar ley ga…khair nazia ney ussey terkha diyya..woh taqreban otey hoye wahan sey rukhsat hua tha…baad mey nazia us ki halut
per bhut hansi thi ..mey ney kaha tha "Tub hut zalim hey nazia…"
Khair raat ber batain hoti rahin..aur yeh raat kitni choti thi pata hi na challa kab subah ho gai aur hum kuch dair key liye late gaye nazia ka to pata nahi haan jab mey uthi to nazia merey baraber mey na thi mey ney socha shayyad who neechey ho aik dam merey dimaagh ney kaha key aaj sham ko to ussey wapis lot jaana hey mey tezi sey neechey aai to wo whan nahi thi…mama ney bataya key wo gher chali gai ab tayyar ho ker milney aaye gi..khair who 4:00 bjey aai mama sey milney un ko khuddahafiz kaha phir mujh sey milli….mey ney mama sey pocha liya key mama kiya mey nazia ko chorney bahi key saath station chali joun..bhai bhi bhara betha tha kion key goya kuch bhi na hua thaw o jaa rahi thi..meri baat sey khush ho gaya key kam sey kam apni zindaggi ki pehli lerki ko station chorney to jaa sakey ga ais tarah ussey kuch lamhaat aur bhi mil rahey they nazia key qareeb rehney key werna to kahaani yahin khattam..khair hum dono behen bhai station pohnchey us ki
train ney 6:30 bajey Lahore ko khairbaad kaha aur hum dono dukhi dil sey wapis ho liye..aaj bhi mey bhai ki bike per us sey chipki bethi thi laikin aj na to merey jazbaat hejaankhaiz they aur na bhai ki taraf sey koi peshqadmi thi ..hum dono hi porey raastey apni apni sochoun mey dobey rahey aur gher aa gaya…mujhey chour ker bhai baher hi challa gaya mey apney room mey pohnchi…aaj merey room ki her cheez mujhey nazai ki yaad dilla rahi thi..waqai baaz daffa koi jab aap key pass hota hey to aap us ki qader ka us ki mojoudgi ki ehmiyat ka andaaza hi nahi laga paatey aur jab who dour chala jaata hey tab aap ka dil her pal us ko yaad kerta hey…jab aap ko maloom hota hey key us shaks ki ap ki zindaggi mey kiya ehmiyat thi…Aur aisey hi kuch jazbaat bhai key bhi rahey houngey…mazey ki baat wo apney gham ko apney nazia key bichrney key dukh ko kisi sey share bhi nahi ker sakta tha..laikin mey janti thi apney bhai key dil per guzerney waali qayamet key
baarey mey…Ab raat kaafi ho rahi hey kal mujhey college bhi jaana hey kaafi din ho gaye hain kal jaoun gi zara ..aur dosri baat dil ko bhi to behlaana tha ..Khair ab soti houn..
Day-64..Saturday
Aaj ka din meri zindaggi key bhut saarey dinoun ki tarah aik aam sa din tha..nazia key dam sey hi thi jo ronaq thi ab jab key who nahi to din bhi aur retain bhi bhut pheeki pheeki si lagti hain..khair ab aadat to daalni hi hey..kisi key gham mey koi kitna ro sakta hey ..kuch din baad hi nazia key saath guzaarey din bhi beeta fasaana hi maloom hongey..laikin abhi merey jissam per us ki khusboo baqqi hey abhi merey kamrey mey us ki dabi awaz mey batain kerna, gungunaana ,aur dheemi si piyaari si hansi ki jhankaar rachi bassi hoi hey, mey to yeh sochti houn mera yeh haal hey to bhai ka kiya haal ho ga ..khair who aaj mujhey saara din nahi dikkha aur aaj waisey bhi Saturday tha to who shop sey wapis aa ker seedha apney dostoun mey challa gaya aur raat dair sey hi aayega abhi raat key 12:30 ho rahey hain abhi tak to nahi aaya …Khair aaj mey college kaafi din baad gai t hi saari class fellows poch rahin thin mey ney apni cousin ki shaadi ka bahanaa bana
diyya..aaj college mey aik nai lerki keyu cherchey aam they us ney do din pehley hi humaara college join kiya hey ..BSC-I mey ..khair wajah kuch yun thin key sunney mey aaya tha key muhterma aik barri si lambi si gaari mey aati thin..jadeed tareen fashion key kaprey un key tan per hotey they …aur shakal sey hi kisi bhut barey gher ki aulaad lagtin thin..khair mey ney 2 lectures key baad ussey canteen mey dekha…who akeeli bethi thi aur itefaaq kuch yun hua key aaj meri teen friends ayen nahi thin..aur do lab mey thin kuch kaam tha to mey bhi canteen ki table per akeeli bethi cold drink enjoy ker rahi thi tab hi mey ney aik shreen awaz sunni.."Kiya mey yahan beth sakti houn.."
Lehjaa bhut hi naran aur andaaz dil ko lubhaaney waala tha…mey ney ser utha ker dekha to goya hussun ki devi key dershan ho gaye…yun to mey bhi kuch kam haseen na thi laikin us husun-o-jamaal key majmoye ko dekh ker aik lamhey ko to mey bhi mahboot ho ker reh gai..kiya hi masoom aur khusnumma chehra tha ..zindaggi sey bherpor..mujhey apni taraf yun takta dekh ker who thora puzzle si ho gai…Khud hi boli.."Mera naam jolie hey aur mey new arrival houn aap key college mey…"
Ab sherminda honey ki baari merit hi…khair mey ney ussey chair pesh ki aur bethney ko kaha..khair who boli.."abhi meri koi friend nahi hey yahan…aur mey ney aap ko bhi akeeley hi bethey dekha to socha aap sey dosti karoun…kiya pata aagey chal ker hum behtreen dost sabit houn.."
Mey bli.."Nahi baat derasal yeh hey key meri friends is waqt class mey hain meri tabiyat kuch bojhal si ho rahi thi to mey yahan aa gai..jahan tak baat dosti ki hey to zaror …aap ko koi bhi pareshaani ho ya kisi baat mey mushkil ho to aap muh sey poch saktin hain…bye they way mera naam aasia hey aur mey Part two ki student houn yaani yeh mera akhri saal hey…"
Who boli…"Dear dosti sirf yeh hi to nahi hoti key mujhey jab koi mushkil ho to hi mey aap sey baat karoun yeh to khudgarzhi ho gai mey to aik achi dost ki talash mey houn…"
Mey boli.."Aap ney bilkul theek kaha laikin jolie achi dosti to aik dosrey ko achi tarah jaan leney key baad hi hoti hey abhi to mey aap key baarey mey kuch jaanti hi nahi…"
Who boli..aur kiya hi khoob boli…beshak us ki batain bhut khobsoarat thin.."Aasia yeh bhi aap ney khoob kahi…mey apni kisi achi dost sey hi apni batain karoun gi na ..kisi anjaan sey thori apney dil ki baat karoun gi aur na apni jaan pehchaan doun gi …to dosti key liye jannana zarori nahi yeh to dosti key baad ki batain hua kertin hain.."
Aur mey waqai mey lajawaab ho gai..
Khair idher udher ki batoun mey kaafi time guzer gaya …us ney apna Phone number mujhey diyya aur mujh sey mera gher ka number liyya..aur yun humaari achi dosti ho gai…mujhey to bhut hi nafees aur a chi lerki laggi jolie..jahan tak baat lerkioun key jalney ki t hi to lerkiyaan to apney sey haseen sorat aur apni si barri hasti dekh ker jalla hi kertin hain…mujhey yeh hi mehsous hota tha key college ki lerkiyan kion key us ki khobsorti aur amarut sey jalti thin is liye ulti seedhi batain kiya kertin thin..aur who ulti seedhi batain kiya thin…key us key lachan sahi nahi lagtey…kaafi bari lagti hey ab kion admission liya hey zaror kuch gerber hey…haan yeh baat theek thi key who 24 ys 25 sey kam ki nahi thi laikin yeh bhi koi aisi khaas baat na thi koi bhi problem ho sakti hey..mujhey who achi laggi..us ki chaal bhut hi mastaani thi..us ka jissam khoob kassa hua bulkey yun samjh lain key kisi filmi heroin ki tarah develop tha..mey ney itna khobsorat
jissam sirf blue movies mey hi dekha tha..mey soch rahi thi ussey jaata dekh ker key yeh lerki kaproun key baghair kiya sittam dhaati ho gi…us ki chatiyaan kiya hi uthaan thi un mey jawaani aisa lagta tha wahan sey ubal rahi ho…kiya hi germi thi us key qurub mey aur kiya mehkta badan tha us ka ….sach boloun to us ki shaksiyat ney mujhey apney hisaar mey ley liyya…aur mey dil sey yeh chahti thi key who meri dost ban jaye waisey bhi nazia ki kammi aur us key jaaney ka ehsaas kuch aisa shaded tha key mey aik achi dost ki kammi mehsous ker rahi thi..khair jo taluqaat nazia key aur merey they who merey aur jolie key to na ho saktey they laikin kon jaaney …aur ager ho gaye to kiya hi maza aa jaye itna haseen aur jawaan jissam..mujhey shoq s a uth raha tha us ka jissam baghair kaproun key dekhney ka…nazia ney na jaaney mujhey kaisa bana diyya tha..khair who chali gai mey ney us ki lambi si gaari dekhi laikin mey jal nahi rahi thi bulkey fakher
mehsous ker rahi thi key college ki sab sey ameer aur haseen lerki meri dost hey…waisey us ney bhi meri khobsorti ki tareef ki t hi ab chahey us ney murawatan kaha ho laikin yeh kuch aisi ghalat baat bhi na thi..aur aik raaz ki baat mey yahan likhna chahti houn..meri pehli chudai ko shayyad dus din guzer chukkey they..laikin merey jissam ney us adhori chudai key baad kiya hi roop nikaala tha…khair mey yeh bayaan to nahi ker sakti key key kiya hua tha bus ab jab mey nahaney kharri oti aur apna jissam dekhti to who mujhey pehley sey haseen nazer aata..bharra bharra aur gadaaz, jawaani key rus sey bharra..mey aik aisa jam ban ker reh gai t hi jo chilak raha tha key bus uthaao aur hountoun sey laga lo…khair ho sakta hey mera wehem ho ya ab merey dekhney ka andaaz badal gaya ho…chatiyaan kuch aur ubher aayen thin..aisa mujhey lagta tha halankey mera breast size nahi bdla tha laikin un ki ubhaar mey un ki khobsorti mey kuch kammi thi pehley ab yun lagta
tha who mukamil ho gai houn…shayyad mard ka lums hi aurat ko mukamil kerta hey..werna aurat ka husun kisi kaam ka nahi..aur meri zindaggi ka pela mard "Shamshair khan" jissey mey ab tak bholi na thi kai baar sotey mey , mey ney wohi manzer dekha tha..wohi harra bharra jungle ounchey ounchey pairou sey aatin taiz seeti ki si awazain ..jungle ki awazain aur us jagah mey hoti aur shamshair khan hota…who mera pehla mard tha aur shayyad mey ussey kabhi nahi bhol sakti..khair shamshair khan ney to mujhey aur tishna ker key chour diyya tha laikin us key baad kai baar mey apney sapnoun mey shamshair khan sey barey hi nakhroun sey chuddy thi aur us ney mujhey waisey hi mukamil kiya tha jaisa aik mard aik aurat ko jo us ki bivi hoti hey kerta hey…khair ab mey soun gi bhut neend aa rahi hey aur un batoun key yaad aa janey sey bhut si baatain yaad aa gayen hain..ab sona mushkil ho jaye ga ager mazeed likha kal Sunday hey aur papa gher per hongey jaldi
uthna hho ga..woh bhut chirtey hain dair tak soney sey..
Day-65..Sunday
Aaj subah mey jaldi uth gai..papa bhi khush ho gaye kion key wo mujhey bhut chahtey they mey un ki laadli beti thi aur un ki laadli kion key itney din baad loti thi aur aaj wo gher mey they is liye khush they..mujhey sey pochtey rahey key kaho kiya maza aaya tum logoun ko..sikander ney khayaal to rakha na..aur mey unhey bataati rahi..siwaye un batoun ko..keu ab aap ki laadli kanwaari nahi rahi..apna kanwaar pan wo wahin muree mey hi cour aai hey…aur apna monh us ney teen teen mardoun sey kerwaaya hey…khair wo un sab batoun sey anjaan they hum ney naashta kiya..phir mama key saath kaam kaaj mey haath bataney laggi..dopher key khaaney mey bahi bhi saath tha us ka chehra kuch utra hua sa lag raha tha papa sey us ney daant bhi khaai raat dair sey aaney aur subah dair sey uthney per..merey papa is maamley mey bhut sakht they..apney bachoun ki terbiyat unhoun ney bhut hi sakht usoloun per ki t hi…aur koi wajah nahi thi key un ki dono aulaadain un ka naam
roshan kertin aur aik behtreen insaan hotin laikin un kiterbiyat yeh new technology ney fail ker di..TV, Videos, phir computer aur internet..woh to apni aulaad ki taleem-o-terbiyat mey koi kammi na reh jaye is liye khareed laye they unhey bhalla kiya maloom tha key who kiya ker rahey hain apni aulaad key saath aur apni bersoun ki mehnat aur bhut pyar sey ki gai terbiyat ko khaak mey milla rahey hain aur aik din yehi cheezain un ki aulaad ko us raastey per ley jayengey key un ka beta aik lerki ko ghori banaye us per sawaari ker raha ho ga aur us sey kuch hi dour us ki behen un ki beti ghori bani do achi aur pakki ummer key mardoun ko halka ker rahi ho gi..khair yeh to qismat key khel hain..haan aik ehem baat aur hoi aaj who yeh key aaj meri dats start ho gayen hain..is dafa mujhey bari hi shiddat sey intezaar tha kion key ehtiyaati tadabeer to ker lin thin mey ney laikin der to tha key kahin kisi ney mujhey haamlaa na ker diyya ho…khair dats shrro ho
gayen aur meri choot ney saari gandaggi apney hi khoon mey milla ker baher phaink di…sikander ka aamna saamna aaj din mey kai baar hua mujh sey laikin na janey kiya baat hey us ney mujhey nazer utha ker bhi na dekha..mey yeh nahi keh rahi key us ney nafrat sey dekha ya muhjhey ignore kiya..bus jis tarah wo dekha kerta tha us tarah na dekha..jaisey us ki wo garam nazrain jo bechainee sey merey badan key posheeda hisoun per hua kertin thin aaj wo dour kahin khoi hoi thin..khair mey pareshaan nahi thi kion key yeh to aik fitri amul tha nazia key jaaney ka kuch din mey normal ho hi jaana tha ussey..akhir who mohabbat jo kerta tha us sey..khair raat ka khaana aaj jaldi khaaya gaya kion key kal working day tha aur mujhey bhi college jaana tha phir mey apney room mey aa gai aur abhi kuch dair pehley tak beth ker kuch zarori notes tayyar kerti rahi itney dino ki chutiyyan barri bhaari parin thin mujhey aur mey kaafi peechey thi claas sey..khair ab so jaana
chahye werna subah tabiyat bojhal rahey gi…
Day-67..Tuesday
Mey kal apni diary nahi likh sakti kal mey bhut thak gai thi aur college key notes key chkker mey itni raat ho gai key diary likhney beth jaati to subah uth hi na sakti thi is liye mey ney sona zada munasib samjha ..kuch kaam to aaj bhi tha laikin aaj diary nahi likhi to bhut si batain phir yaad nahi rahain gi..kal aur aaj ka din bhut hi bore guzrey haan yeh zaror hua key dono din mey aur jolie zada time laibrary mey saath rahey..hum mney books lin aut college key baher banney baagh mey beth gaye bhut si batain hoin gher ki batain us ney bhut kuch bataya apney baarey mey key us key papa ki death bhut bachpan mey hi ho gai t hi us ki mama sey hi ussey paala hey us ki chaar behnain aur hain un ki mama ka beauty parlour hey aur papa ki chori hoi kuch jayedaad waghera hain jin sey guzer baser ho jaati hey…aur us ki guzer buser to mey dekh hi rahi thi…hazaroun ropye key jaded kaprey, qeemti jewelry, nazuk aur khobsorat wrist watches aur mehngey tareen
perfumes khair un ki mama ka beauty parlour bhi acha chalta tha mey ney apney baarey mey bataya key hum middle class family sey taluq rakhtey hain merey papa jewelers hain aur mama aik house wife aik bhai aur aik mey bus yeh hi family hey meri…tab us ney bari hasrat sey kaha tha key tum kitni khusnaseeb ho aasia..us key lehjey mey na jaaney kitni hasratain posheeda thin mujhey heart to hoi key who mujhey kion khusnaseeb keh rahi thi jab key mey ussey khusnaseeb sochti thi…khair mey ney pochna munasib nahi samjha…dono din humarey aisey hi guzrey hum ney apney dil ki her baat aik dosrey sey keh daali..laikin mey ney who batain us sey share nahi kin jo mey apni piyaari diary sey kerti houn..aik yehi to hey jis per mujhey sab sey zada aitbaar hey, khair college sey aa ker sona ,phir sham mey perhna kion key exam jaisey aik dam nazdeek aa gaye they…nazia key chakker mey bhut saarey nuqsanaat key saath jo aik nuqsaan mey ney kiya tha who yeh key apni
perhai ki taraf sey laperwah ho gai thi..us key baad raat ka khaana papa aur mama sey batain aur phir room mey aa ker raat us waqt tak perhna jab tak palkain neend sey bojhal na honey lagin..shayyad lashauri tour per mey nazia ki kammi , apney jissam ki bhook jo ab jawaan ho gai t hi in sab ko apni masrofiyat key perdey mey chupaaney ki koshish ker rahi thi..laikin jab bhi kabhi mey zara si b hi farigh hoti to bus dil ki bhut ajeeb halat ho jaati thi…wo to acha hey meri dates chal rahin hain to mey apney jissam sey bhi nahi khel rahi werna nazia ki yadain aur bhi taaza ho jaatin..mey ney kaafi dinoun sey internet bhi na challaya tha jab key nazia ney mujh sey waada liya tha key hum her roz net per chat kiya karain gey..khair ab mazeed jagney ki himmat nahi light band ker key soti houn…
Day-69..Thursday
Kal b hi mey apni diary nahi likh sakki jab key mera dil bhut ker raha tha laikin neend itni aa rahi thi key himmat hi nahi pari aur waisey bhi aaj kal to lagta hey key din jaisey apni aik makhsous chaal per sakit ho gaye houn..kal mey jolie key gher gai t hi college sey us ki mama aur us ki behnoun sey milli us key gher ka mahol kuch ajeeb sa lagga mujhey khair mey yaqeen sey kuch nahi keh sakti bus kuch gerber thi us key gher mey aur gher waloun mey aur sab sey heart naak baat jo mey ney note ki key panchoun behnoun ki n a to shaklain milti thin aur na hi un key naam yaani aik naam jolie tha dosri ka naam aashi, teesri ka naam meena, couthi ka naam nazneen, aur panchween ka taruf laila keh ker kerwaya gaya..haan yeh zaror kahoun gi key panchoun behenain khobsorti mey apni misaal aap thin..phir un ki mama sey milli kuch ajeeb sa ehsaas tha un key chehrey per aik ajeeb tarah ki rauoniyat aur ghrour jaisey…jaisey..bas ab kiya kahoun..mujhey passand nahi
aai us ki family..sab liye diye sey they..mujh sey mil ker sab apney apney rooms mey ghus gaye mey aur jolie kaafi dair tak us key room mey bethey rahey..mey sochti houn key kaisi behnain thin key sab key alag alag rooms..meri koi aik bhi behen hoti to mey aur wo saath hi rehtey hum behtreen dost hotey..khair ..kaafi dair baad mujhey us ney apni gaari per gher key qareeb uterwa diya…mey ney mama sey ziker nahi kiya..aur kion key aaj kal college mey dair ho rahi thi labs ki wajah sey is liye mama ney mera dair sey aana itna mehsous bhi na kiya..khair aaj jolie ko mey apney gher ley ker aai mama sey milwaya ussey meri mama bhut passand aayen ..meri sedhi sadhi mama ko bhut dukh hua yeh sun ker key who yateem hey..khair khaaney key baad hi mama ney ussey janey diyya…aaj aik aur ehem baat yeh bhi hoi key aaj meri chating Mirc per nazia sey hoi wo bhut naraz thi key mey online kion nahi aa rahi thi khair mey ney exams qareeb honey ka bahana ker
diya..na janey kion ab nazia ki yaad mey wo shiddat khattam ho gai t hi mey ney ussey yeh bhi keh diyya key kion key exams qareeb hain is wajah sey mey roz online na ho sakoun gi ..us ney burra nahi manaya..na janey kion mey ney ussey yeh keh diyya.jab key shayyad char din pehley mey yeh sochti thi key mera aik din bhi nazia key baghit kaisey guzrey ga..ab sona chahye aaj lagta hey meri dates khattam ho gayen hain kal nahoun gi mey..ab sona chahye..
Day-70..Friday
Aaaahhhh…meri qismat bhi kuch ajeeb hey..sochti kuch houn to hota kuch hey..apna kanwwara badan apney bhai ko dena chahti thi to who ksi key naseeb mey aaya ..meri kanwarpan ko tora bhi gaya to kahan…dost thi to who itni ayaash milli key na sirf merey jissam sey khelti rahi bulkey merey bhai sey bhi khoob mazey kiye…aur ab yeh aik new entry hoi meri zindaggi mey..jolie…mey chahti thi jolie meri achi dost baney..haan mey chahti thi aur ab bhi chahti houn..Aaj jolie subah hi merey gher aa gai…kehney laggi aaj tumhaarey gher per hi din guzaartey hain…aur kion key aaj college jaana itna important bhi nahi tha kion key waisey bhi aaj labs nahi thin aur Friday ki wajah sey koi khaas class hoti bhi nahi thi to mey ney bhi socha chalo aaj chutti mania jaaye..jolie upper merey hi room mey aa gai…us ki gaari aur driver baher kharey they…khair who merey room mey aa ker merey bed per bethi thi..hum batain ker rahey they…mama ney kaafi saara orange
juice upper bhijwaa diyya tha to who bhi saath saath chal raha tha..tab hi jolie ney kaha..Asia tum bari khush qismat ho..tumhaari itni piyaari si family hey itna piyara gher hey..jahan tum araam sey rehti ho…mey samjhi shayyad who mera mazaaq urra rahi thi..kion key jo kuch us key pass tha us ka to mey sirf khuwaab mey hi soch sakti thi..mey boli..yeh kiya keh rahi ho jolie..mujhey khush qismat to tum ho..itnaa paisa hey tumhaarey pass….itni khubsorat ho tum..baap nahi hain tumhaarey lekin tumhaari mama ney tum sab ko paala posa hey tumhaey itna bara kiya hey..aur tumhaarey papa yaqenan bhut barey business man rahey hongey jo tum itni achi zindaggi guzaar rahi ho un key baad bhi….tab hi who barri ajeeb tarah sey muskuraai…bua kiya kahoun mey to us muskurahut ko ajeeb hi kahoun gi…na jaaney kiya kuch tha us mey..shikayat thi..aik israarar sa chuppa hua tha..ek hiqarat thi…na jaaney kitni hi jazbaat liye hoye thi who muskurahat…who
boli…tumhey bhut khubsoarat lagti hey meri zindaggi..???
Mey kuch na boli..
Who khud hi bolna shroo hoi…
Merey papa business man they ya faqeer mey nahi jantii…
Kion key mey ney aankh kholi to apni maa ko hi dekha..
Tab mey boli to tumhaari mama ney tumhey nahi bataya key who kiya kertey they..
Who boli…Yeh to who khud bhi nahi jaanti houngi..kion key unhoun ney mujhey khareeda tha…
Meri ankhin heart sey khul gayen…
Who meri heart ko dekhtey hoye boli…
Mey sach keh rahi houn..Mey khareedi hoi chezz houn…mey insaan nahi houn…mey to bus aik khilona houn..mey kisi key liye doulat hasil kerney ka zariyya houn…mujhey kisi ki hawas pori kerney key liye raat raat bher kantoun key bister per sona perta hey…college mey jaati houn to wahan taleem hasil kerney nahi bulkey is liye key wahan barey barey gharanoun ki lerkiyaan perhtin hain..to un keyu bhaiyoun ko un key baapooun ko ghair sakoun aur apney bister tak laa sakoun …taakey meri mama key bank aacount mey mazeed doulat aa sakey…haan meri behen mey lerki nahi houn mey to aik raand houn..mey aik high profile call girl houn..yehi hey meri zindaggi ka sach..tum mey jo khuloos tha ussi khuloos ney mujhey apni zindaagi ka sach kehney per majbour kiya…ab yaqeenan tum mujhey napaasand karou gi..bhala aik rundi sey koi kion dosti karey ga…lekin jo sach tha who mey ney tum ko bata diyya..kiya ab bhi tum meri zindaggi ko aur meri qismat ko khud sey
behter samjhti ho..???
Aur yeh aik aisa sawaal tah jis ka jawaab mujh sey foran hi nahi ban parra..who meri khamoshi ko na jaaney kiya samjhi aur kehney laggi…
Mey samjhti houn asia..tum ko kuch kehney ki zarorat nahi….tum jaisi shareef lerki bhalla aik rundi ki dost kion baney gi…meri kabhi koi dost nahi banni…kion key meri mama is ko passand nahi kertin..tum mey na jaaney kiya apna pan nazer aaya mujhey key tumhaarey qareeb ho gai..aaj gher jaoun gi to mujhey kaafi daant parey gi …kion key meri dosti lerkoun sey aur 60 saal key aadmiyoun sey to qabil-e-qabool hey lekin kisi lerki sey mujhey dosti ker key kiya milley ga…Khair ab mey chalti houn..tumhain hamesha yaad rakhoun gi..who jaaney key liye uthi hi thi..tab hi mey ney ussey aik dam rok liya..
Mey ney kaha betho tum araam sey..Aur aagey berh ker room ka derwwaza lock ker diyya…key kahin mama kisi kaam sey opper aa jayen aur un key kaan mey is qissam ki koi baat na per jaaye..
Who mujhey dekh rahi thi aur muntazir thi key mey kiya kehti houn..
Mey us key saamney aa ker beth gai..
Mey kaafi shock thi…heart zada thi lekin merey dil mey na to jolie key liye nafrat thi aur na hi ajnabbi pan…mey khud nahi jaanti aisa kion tha..jolie jis paishey sey wabista thi who paishaa na jaaney kion mujhey apni janib khenchta tha..jisam ka karobaar…jisam ki numaish…jisam ki taskeen…apney jazbaat ki taskeen…aur na jaaney kiya kiya..to mey bhi to yehi kerti thi…farq tha to sirf itna key jolie paisey key liye kerti thi mey apni taskeen key liye kerti thi…jolie ko paisoun ki bhook thi to mujhey sulagtey jazbaat ki piyaas…to mey ussey kion burra khoun gi…who paisoun key liye kisi key saath bhi so sakti thi aur mey apney jazbet ki taskeen key liye kisi ko bhi apna jissam sounp sakti thi…meri jawaani meri umnagain merey control sey bahir thin..aur shayyad jolie key bhi bus farq tha to sirf itna key who apney in uncontrol jazbaat key achey paisey kharey ker leti thi…mey ussey dekhti rahi na jaaney kiya kiya sochti rahi…mey ney
ussey bhut samjhaaaya..phir apney saath honey waaley waqiyaat bhi sunaaye….bhai ko beech sey hata diyya..mey nahi chahti thi key jolie ko apni bhai sey jinsi wabistaggi key baarey mey bataoun…haaan baaqi her baat ussey khol ker bata di yahan tak key apney aur nazia key taluqaat ka bhi ziker ker diyya…mey kaafi dair bethi ussey batati rahi aur mey dkeh rahi thi key us key chehrey ki ronaq bhi ab wapis aa rahi thi…shayyad who soch rahi ho gi ey hum dono aik hi kashti key sawaar hain…khair who kuch dair baad merey gaaley laggi hoi thi ….aur mey us ki peeth sehlaa rahi thi….us key baad who kaafi dair bethi apney kaam key baarey mey batati rahi…us ney bataya key us ki aaankh khulli to in aunty key gher mey hi thi who nahi jaanti key us ki maa kon hey baap kon hey aik arsey tak who in aunty ko hi apni saggi maa samjhti rahi who to baligh honey key bad ussey pata challa key us ki haqeqat kiya hey…who aik jaded tarz key kothey ki khilti jawaan
hoti kalli hey ..jis ki jawaani ki uthaaan per kai bhanwrey taak lagaye bethey they..aur us ki maa us ki pehli raat ki zada sey zada qeemat leney ki taaak mey…aur phir us ki zindaggi ki woph pehli raat bhi aa gai jo her lerki ki zindaggi mey aati hey..jissey aam tour per suhaag raat kaha jaata hey…jis key baarey mey soch ker hi her shreef lerki ki ranain geeli ho jatin hain..lekin us ki yeh raat ajeeb hi thi…pehli boli us ki Karachi key aik barey mill owner key naam uthi jo us ki aik haftey ki zindaggi khareed ker ussey apney saath pahaaari ilaqoun per germiyaan guzareny chala gaya aur jab who wahan sey aai to kalli sey khil ker phool ho chukki thi us ki zindaggi badal chukki thi…who seth paki umer ka aik tajurbey kaar aadmi tha..jis ney us ko bherpor taskeen di..us key jazbaat bherkaa bherkaa ker who us ki jawaani key bherpor mazey leta raha… khair us key baad wohi zindggi ki routin hoti hey aik high class society call girl ki…kai jawaan
raees zaadey kai borhey busniees men kai pakki umer key na-asoodha mard us key saath sotey rahey aur us key nazuk jissam per apni hawas key nishaan chortey rahey…khair yeh sab aik aurat key liye kita lazat angaiz hota hey yeh to mujhey pata hi hey..is liye is baat per mey ney koi baat nahi ki lekin jolie sirf is liye mujhey bata rahi thi key shayyad meri hamdardiyaan samait sakey..lekin mey to us key kaam ki lazat ki dewaani hoi jaa rahi thi…merey khayaloun mey andherey sard kamrey ..jismoun ki sulagti aanch…aur ubhertey hoye jazbaat…sisakti hoi sergoshiyaaan…jawaaani ki madhur awazain…mey apney aap ko jolie ki jagah soch rahi thi aur lazat ki shiaddat sey merea jissam kai bherpor angraiyaan ley chukka tha..aik aag si tan man mey bherti jaa rahi thi….khayaloun mey kai kai mardoun key sehet mand lund ghooom rahey they jaisa akser mey ney blue movies mey dekha tha ya akser porn pictures mey dekha tha key aik mard aa raha who farigh hota hey
to dosraa aaa jata hey aur lerki lazat sey khoob awazain nikaal rahi hey sisak rahi hey aur aik key baad aik mard us per cherh raha hey kabhi ghouri bana ker to kabhi goud mey bitha ker kabhi dewwar sey tikka ker to kabhi seedha litta ker aur na jaaney kitney hi aisey tareeqey dimaagh mey chakraaney lagey…kiya khobsorat zindaggi thi jolie ki…mey ney kai baar apney hi haath sey khud apni piyaas bujhtaaey kayaloun mey apney aap ko aik call giral key roop mey fantsize kiya tha…key kai kai aadmi mujhey choud rahey hain aur mey naye naye lund apni choot mey berdhast ker rahi houn..akser aisey hi siskiyaan si nikal jaatin thin meri aur meri choot paani paani ho jaya kerti thi..aur yeh jolie sach much mey is zindaggi ka lutf ley rahi thi…mey ney barri hi hasrat sey ussey yah batain batayen…us ki ankhoun mey aik chuban si mehsous ki mey ney …khair who boli "Asia yeh zindaggi itni bhi haseen nahi jaisa to samjh rahi hey..haan paisa bhut hey..merey
bank account bharey parey hain..aunty ney kabhi is maamley mey kanjousi nahi ki…who kehtin hain key tum behnain apni tangoun key beech tiksaal liye ghomti ho aur tumhaari issi tiksaal sey nikaltey paisey sey meri shaan o shoukat qayem hey to jo kuch mey tumhain detin houn us sey zada tum mujhey deti ho…to meri behen yeh asal mey paisa bananye ki machine hey jo humaari tangoun key beech hey..jahan mardoun key liye lazat aur shewat key khazaaney chupey hain..aur baaz daffa who is ki germi key aagey apna sab kuch daao per bhi laga detey hain..""
Mey boli.."Waah tum itni achi zindaggi ko kion burra keh rahi ho…theek hey merey nazdeek paisoun ki koi lalach nahi..lekin mufat ka paisa kisey burra lagta hey…aur dosri baat jo lazatain tum ko hasil hain us ki baat hi kiyya.."
Who aik hizyaani sa qehqaha laga ker boli.."Mufat…arey yeh mufat ka paisa nahi hota banno…yeh humaari din bher aur raat bher ki mehnat ka silla hota hey tu kiya jaaney jo paisa detey hain who ussey wasool kaisey kaisey kertey hain.."
Mey boli.."Aur tum keh rahi ho maza nahi hey is kaam mey…heyyy kiya adventure bharii zindaggi hey tumhaari…"
Phir who apney saath guzrey kai waqaiyaat sunaaaney laggi…aur us ka sunaaya her waqiyya meri choot ko geeli hi kerta raha..us key customers kon hotey hain who kaisey kaisey us ko chodtey hain aur apna paisa kis tarah wasoul kerney ki nakaam koshish kertey hain…who to professional thi us sey bhalla kiya hasil ker paatey hongey who..khud hi do teen dafa jher ker monh jhukka ker challey jaatey hain…khair kaafi dilchasp waqiyaat sunaaye us ney aur humain time guzarney ka pata hi nahi challa…ager un sab ki tafseel likhney beth gai to raat khattam ho jaye gi batain khattam nahi hongi…khair phir who jaaney key liye kharri ho gai..phir ussey kuch yaad aaya to dobaara beth gai aur boli kuch sochti hoi.."Tujhey bhut passand hey na yeh sab…to tu khud aik baar tey kion nahi kerti.."""
Mey heart sey boli.."Mey..Mey kaisey ker sakti houn.."
Who boli.."Dekh kal mera aik appointment hey..aunty ney set kiya hey Hotel mey..dopher 12:00 bajey pohnchna hey mujhey…to meri jagah tu challi ja.."
Mey ek dam shock ho ker reh gai..aik man keh raha tha key jaa aur apni aag bujha ley ..aik man kehtea tha key kisi ney dekh liyya ya kisi ko pata chal gaya to kiyya ho ga…mey kamzour si awaaz mey boli.."Lekin who to mujhey pehchaan jaye ga.."
Who boli.."Arey unhey sirf choot sey matlab hota hey shaklain thori dekhtain hain aisey log….aur waisey bhi us ko sirf mera nam pata hey key koi jolie us key pass 12:00 bajey aaye gi jis key paisey ussey dena hain.."
50% aunty ka hota hey 50% humaara….to tum rakh lena 50% bulkey tumhaara first time hey to pora rakh lena aunty ko mey apney pass sey dey dongi.."
Mey boli.."Lekin mey to uniform mey hongi .."
Who boli.."To kiya hua mey bhi college sey seedhi hi jaati houn..in mardoun ko lerkiyaan school aur college key dress mey zada passand aati hain aur unhey choud ker bhut khush hotey hain..mey pohnch jaoun gi driver key saath tum hotel ki lobby mey rehna mey aa jaounn to meri jagah tum challi jaana opper..aik do ghantey ka kaam hey mey wait keroun gi tumhaara .."
Mey kuch kuch tayyar ho gai lekin dil nahi maan raha tha..mey ney laakh samjhaaya phir paisey ka lalch deney ka socha aur jolie sey pocha.."Kitney paisey miltey hain tum ko…"
Who boli…"Alag alag rate hotey hain..full night key alag..full day key alag..kal aik hi banda ho ga age mujhey bhi nahi maloom..us sey 10000 mey baat ki hey aunty ney key college ki lerki hey zada khulli hoi nahi hey..khair ussey to us key paisoun sey kahin acha maal mil jaaye ga ager tum gai to…tum to waqau mey..us ney shararti nazroun sey meri choot ki taraf dekha to mey sherma si gai…
Khair to who saarey maamlaat tey ker key challi gai aur mey bethi sochti reh gai key yeh mey kiya kerney jaa rahi houn…ab mey aik professional runddi banney jaa rahi thi…meri zindaggi bhi ajeed ajeed mor ley rahi thi…khair dekhtey hain…zindaggi to naam hi her lamhey badaltey halaat aur waqiyaat ka naam hey…jo ruk gai who zindaggi thori hoti hey…ager sahi na lagga to agli dafa mana ker dongi jolie ko….sochti houn key mey yeh maghrabbi blue movies aur taswerain dekh ker is qader pagal ho rahi houn sirf maghrib ki hawayen cho rahin thin mujhey to mey pure mashraqqi lerki ho ker bhi apni jawaani ko aoney kanwaarpan ko mehfooz ahi rakh paa rahi houn to jo log jo lerkiyaan aurtain wahan rehti hongi aisey maashrey mey to un ka kiyya hota ho ga ..who to saaf nazer aata hey blue movies aur un tasweroun sey key wahan to 15 saal ki umer key baad kanwaari lerki milna namumkin hi hota ho ga…khair mey un sey konsa alag houn bus moqa hi nahi milla tha
werna to 15 saal mey na sahi 20 saal ki umer tak to mey bhi apni choot khoob khol chukki hoti..to yeh baat yahan sach sabit hoti hey key "Gunah per her shaks aamadah ho jaata hey jo gunah nahi kertey asal mey unhey us ka moqa hi nahi milta.."
Khair yeh falsafiyaana batain merey kamzour zehen mey nahi aa saktin to mey to kal ka soch rahi houn neend bhi nahi aa paa rahi kitni hi raat ho gai hey..ab lights band ker key letti houn shayyad aa hi jaaye kal bhut ehem din hey so jaana chahye..
Day-72..Sunday
Meri piyaari diary aaj mey bhut khush aur mutmeen houn kal raat mey diary is wajah sey nahi likh sakki key behad thakki hoi thi aur bilkul bhi himmat nahi thi aaj kion key Sunday tha to khoob dair tak soti rahi aur jisam ki saari thakkan aur kasalmandi jee bher ker utaari..bhut hi purlutuf aur hangaamakhaiz din guzra Saturday ka..behter ho ge key mey pori tafseel shroo sey likhoun ..mey Saturday ko apney time per yaani 9:00 bajey college pohnch gai mera halaq bar baar khushk hua jaa raha tha aaney waaley meri zindaggi key kuch sab sey ajeeb lamhaat ko soch ker ajeeb halat ho rahi thi…meri piyaari diary tu yeh jaati hey key mey ab kanwaari lerki nahi houn mey mard ko jaan gai houn aur jawaani key saarey hi khel bhi khel chukki houn lekin phir bhi us din subah sey hi meri ajeeb halat thi wajah shayyad yeh rahi ho gi key ab tak mey ney jinsi taskeen key jitney bhi lamhaat guzaarey who jaldbaazi aur ghair itmeenan bakhsh tour per guzaarey yun meri pori
tarah jismaani taskeen na ho sakki..lekin yeh pehla moqa aaney waala tha jab mey kisi andekhey mard ki jisey mey ney shayyad pehley kahi nahi dekha aur na hi kabhi dekh bhi paoun gi us ki agoush mey kai ghantey guzaarney waali thi who bhi aik pursukoon room mey jahan kisi key na to aaney ka daar tha na dekh liye jaaney ka khouf…to yeh aik bilkul nai bat thi ..khair jaisey taisey 11:00 baj gaaye mey college sey baher aa ker taxi pakri aur Hotel pohnch gai..mey apney college key unform mey hi thi ..opper sey bilkul saada thi lekin ander sey…to meri dates do din pehley hi khattam hoi thin to un key baad jaisa key her lerki kerti hey mey ney bhi apni choot key baal saaf kiye they aur ehtiyatan aaj subah aik baar phit apni choot ki naram mulayem jild per hair remover cream achi tarah malli thi us key baad jissam key kuch khaas hisoun per apni sakht chatiyoun per bleach ki t hi key aik sunhera pan aa jey choot ko khoob achi tarah saf kiya tha
subah jab mey nikli thi to barri hi haseen aur jawaan lag rahi thi meri choot khoob chamak uthi thi yeh tha mera ander ka haal ab opper sey kisi ko kiya maloom key yeh jo itni barri chader mey lipti aik college uniform mey lerki hey who ander sey apney aap ko kisi key liye kitna banna sanwaar ker nikli hey…khair to mey hotel pohnch gai aur ander lobby mey waiting room mey jaa ker beth gai…taqreban 11:50 per jolie aati nazer aai..mujhey dekh ker seedhi meri janib aa gai..khair kuch dair who mujhey samjhaati rahi lekin mujhey us ki koi baat samjh hi nahi aa rahi thi bus room no 501 aur jamshaid sahab jo merey pehley cutomer they mujhey un sey milna tha..khair mey counter per pohnchi aur jamshaid shab ka pocha..counter per betehey lerkey ney baarri hi ajeeb nazroun sey dekha khair kaha kuch nahi opper room mey call ki aur mujhey foran hi opper talab ker liyya gaya..mey lift key zerye 5th floor per ja pohnchi…jahan line sey rooms banney hoye they aur
aik ajeeb tarah ki khamoshi chaai hoi thi…khair mey room 501 ki janib berhi aur kuch dair soch ker door knock kiyya…aur kharri ho gai..ander sey ajeeb halat thi lekin mujhey apney aap ko professional sabit kerna tha werna ander sey to meri burri halat thi mey aik ajnabbi sey milney challi aai thi…us ajnabbi sey jo jaanta tha key aaney waali ko mujhey chodna hey aur mey as a call girl yahan sirf apni chudai kerwaaney aai thi na us ka koi maqsad tha na mera…ma ussey mujhey koi raaz-o-niyaaz kerney they na piyaar bharri batain kerni thin aur na mujhey us ko koi nakhrey dikhaaney they seedha seedha give and take waala maamla tha yahan to …khair derwaazey ka lock khulla aur merey saamney aik taqreban 50 ya us sey opper ka aik saaf suthra aadmi kharra tha jissey shayyad aam zindaggi mey dekh ker mey kabhi yaqeen hi nahi ker sakti key itnaa sanjeeda aur puwaqar aadmi is tarah key kaam bhi ker sakta hey..khair us ney aik nazer merey chehrey per daali
aur pasandeedha nazroun sey ser hilaata aik taraf hat gaya..aik merhalla to tey ho gaya tha…lekin asal imtehaan to ab shroo hona tha…
Mey aa ker saamney hi rakhey aik barey king size bed per beth gai …jamshaid sahab aik glass mey kuch pee rahey they aur saath saath TV per koi football ka match bhi dekh rahey they…unhoun ney apni shirt utaar di thi mey ney un key jissam ka aik bherpor jaayeza liyya…yeh tha who aadmi jo porey itmeena sey apni danist mey aik call girl ko chodney waala tha…un ka pait thorra latak raha tha unhoun ney sirf aik paint pehni hoi thi seeney per kaafi baal they jo kahin kahin sey sufaid bhi ho challey they aagey sey ser kuch ganja tha lekin acha lag raha tha kaankey opper sey kaafi baal sufaid ho challey they khair who meri taraf dekh ker morrey aur boley.."Mohaterma kuch peena passand fermayen gi.."
Un ka matlab shayyad sharaab sey tha mey ney gerdan naffi mey hilla di..
Who dobaara boley to yeh kaprey kab tak aap key phool sey badan ko chupaaye rakhain gey zara inhey to hata dijye..zara hum bhi to dekhain kiya chuppa rakha hey aap ney apni raanoun key beech…"
Is tarah ki open language apney liye mey ney kabhi nahi sunni thi lekin aik call girl key liye to yeh routine ki batain thin to mey khamoshi sey utthi apna doppata aur chader aik taraf daal di..jamshaid sahab itney mey aik baar phir tv ki taraf mutawajja ho chukkey they werna shayyad meri ytaraf dekhtey rehtey to kaprey utaarney mey kuch diqqat hoti khair mey ney apney jissam ko kaproun kiqaid sey azzad ker diyya aur sima t ker dobaar bed per beth gai…jamshaid sahab murrey..aur mujhey dekh ker iak zaberdast chamak un ki ankhoun mey lehrai aur who kuch yun boley.."aap ko dekh ker yaqeen nahi aata key aap rundi hain….itni massoom chehra aur kaam aisey ..kiya ho gaya hey duniya ko.."
Dil to mera bhi kuch aisey hi alfaaz kehney ko chaha raha tha un sey lekin us waqt mey professional thi aur professionalism mey aisa nahi hota khair who glass rakh ker meri taraf berhey un ka haath apni belt per tha aur paint dheeli hoti jaa rahi thi…khair unhoun ney apni paint utaar di mey ney dekha who aik white color ka underware pehney they jis sey un ka lund wazeh nazer aa raha tha..who opper bed per late gaye..aur boley "Chalain ab dekhtey hain aap ki ranoun key beech kitna rus baaqi reh gaya hey "
Zara hum bhi to dekhain…
Unhoun ney mujhey kamer ki taraf sey paker liyya mera jissam bhatti ki tarah tap raha tha…
Mey opper un key baraber mey beth gai…who hathoun sey merey tanney hoye mammey dabaaney laggey un key hathoun mey jadoo tha…meri siskiyaan nikal gayen..who kaafi dair yehi kertey rahey aur mujhey pata hi nahi challa key kab merey nazuk haath un key underware sey ubhrey hoye lund ko apni nazuk girift mey ley chukkey they…kiyya sakhti thi..abhi baher nahi nikla tha tab yeh haal tha us ki sakhti merey haath mehsous ker chukey they…
Mey ney bed key sirhaaney sey take laga li..ab who merey mammoun per jhukkey unhey aik aik ker key chaat rahey they ..kaat rahey they..meri ubhri nipples kabhi un key dantoun key dermiyaan hotin to kabhi un per apni naram zabaan phair rahey hotey merey mammey apni pori golai mey tan chukkey they un ka aik haath meri aik chaati per hota to dosri per un ka monh laga hotta….mey aik haath un ki kamer per rakhey aik haath sey un ka ser sehlaa rahi thi man to kerta tha key lund ko haath sey baher nikaaal loun lekin who meri chatiyoun sey hi khail rahey they ab tak..aur meri beqararri apni kahri hadoun ko cho rahi thi…who waqay aurat key jazbaat ko bherkaana khoob jaantey they..puraaney khilaari they is maidaan key jab key mey aik kamsin lerki…lekin bister per aurat haar maan jaaye who bhi mard sey yeh bhi berdhast nahi ker sakti thi is liye apney saber ko akhri hadoun tak aazmaa rahi thi mey…ab unhoun ney apna dosraa haath meri chaati sey hataya aur
meri ranoun key dermiyaan ley gaaye..aur meri choot ko ahista sey sehlaaya..mey ney un ka maqsad samjhtey hoye apni tangain khol din…un ki do ungliyaan meri choot key bahri pankhriyoun ko sehlaaney lagin…mujhey andaaza tha key meri choot apney hi paani mey naha chukki thi…un ki ungliyaan ahista ahisyta num ho chali thin mefri choot key paani sey aur who do aik baar apni aik ungli ko meri choot key androno hisoun ki sair bhi kerwa chukkey they khair meri siskiyaan her guzertey lamhey key saath buland hoti jaa rahi thin..who aag laga chukkey they ab ussey bherkaa rahey they…un key thook sey meri chatiyaan ter ho chukki thin…ab un ka ser merey porey badan per gerdish ker raha tha merey jissam ka her hissa who choom rahey they…mera jissam jaisey aag ki liptoun key dermiyaan pohuns ker reh gaya tha..khair who seedhey hoye aur mey ney moqa dekhtey hi seedha un ka lund apney haath mey daba liyya..unhoun ney apney kolhey uthha diyya un ka ishaara
samjh ker mey ney un ka underware neechey khainch diyya..kaafi sehet mand lun tha…mey ussey sehlaaney laggi…unhoun ney kaha..abhi kahan raani…zara apney chosney key fan ka to muzahirra karo…mey ney foran hi un ki topi apney monh mey daba li..mey koi professional to thi nahi..lekin latadaad movies aur pictures mey ekh chukki thi key sucking kaisey ki jaati hey aur kerwaai jaati hey…aur kuch hi dair baad mey ney unhey who mazey diyye key un ki bhi beikhtiyaar siskiyaan nikal gayen…mera thook un key lumbey lund sey hota hua bister per tapak raha tha…mey ney un ka lund apney monh mey pora liyya…ono hathoun sey un ki ranain sehla rahi thi aur lund choos rahi thi…meri bersoun ki beqarari apna kaam ker rahi thi udher meri choot sey bhi chamktey paaniyoun ki kai nanhi bondain bister ki chader per tapak parri thin…khair unhoun ney mera monh hata diyya apney lund sey aur meri pehli chudai shroo hoi..unhoun ney mujhey kamer sey paker ker apney
saamney ghouri bana diyya..peechey sey hamla kiyya waisey bhi meri choot itni geeli ho chukki thi key jab un ki pholi hoi topi meri choot key bahri hisoun sey hoti hoi phisalti hoi ander jaaney laggi to meri choot ney ussey chikna ker key asaani sey raasta dey diyya lekin jaisey hi choot ki ander ki dewaroun ney itna mota lund aatey dekha to aik dam aik takleef bharra paighaam mujh tak bhejja..lekin jab tak who meri choot mey pora sama chukka tha meri kamer aik dam sey tight hoi lekin unhoun ney itni taiz jhatkey deney shroo kiye key choot geeli honey ki wajah sey ya shayya fori tour per sun honey ki wajah sey takleef key ehsaas ki jagah lazat ney ley li..un ka lund meri choot ki gehraiyoun mey na jaaney konsi jagah tak jaa raha tha lekin who yaqenana wohi jagaah thi jahan lazatian dogunna ho jaaya kertin hain aur mey na jaaney konsey aasmaaan per thi kuch hosh nahi tha udher unhoun ney achanak apna lund meri choot sey baher khainch liyya..mey chounk
gai jaisey koi haseen khuwaab chaltey chaltey toot gaya ho mey ney gerdan ghumma ker peechey dekha to who seedhaye parey they aur un ka lund sufaid gaarhi mani ugal raha tha…who farigh ho chukkey they lekin meri choot ney abhi tak apni masti nahi ugli thi who ab bhi beqarar thi..mey ney un ka lerzta hua lund foran hi apney haath mey ley liyya aur un key lund ka nichlla sirra zubaan sey chaatney laggi jo mani ki wajah sey kuch namkeen ho challa tha…lekin un ka lund murjhaata hi chall gaya…aur who besudh parey ankhain band kiye lambi lambi samsain khainch rahey they…mey ab bhi mehroom thi..kaafi dair ki koshishoun key baad bhi kuch na hua…meri choot ki mani bhi khusk ho gai..aur ager ab who dobara bhi chertey mujh per to meri choot geeli honey sey pehley hi phir jher jaatey…mey jaat gai thi apney pehley mard sey bister per..lekin yeh kaisi jeet thi key jeet ker bhi mehroom thi…hasrat ki tasweer banni bethi thi…shayyad call girl aisey hi
hoti hongi…shayyad hi koi unhey taskeen dey paata ho ga werna zada ter to bus un ki aag ko aur bherka ker aur apni masti un ki choot mey tapka ker yunhi letey lambi samsain letey hongey aur bus …
Aur mera shak sahi nikal kuch dair baad who uthey aur bathroom chaley gaye..jab nikley to porey kaproun mey they….mujhey dekh ker boley tum ney ab tak kaprey nahi pehney…mey ney time per dhiyaan diyya to abhi aik ghanta bhi pora nahi hua tha…who mujhhey gharri ki taraf dekhtey hoye dekh ker boley…"fiker na karo tumhey umeed sey zada paisey milengey…sach kahoun to aisa bherpor maza diyya hey tum ney key bhut kam rundiyaan aisa ker paati hain…bhut acha maal bhejja hey shubnam ney ab ki daffa….bhut khush kiyya hey tum ney mujhey.."
Mey un key monh sey apni tareefain sunti rahi aur baghir nahaye kaprey pehnti rahi..ager naha ker gher jaati to meri mama ko shak ho jaata key mey college sey naha ker kion aa rahi houn..khair qissa mukhtaisr kerti houn…unhoun ney mujhey 12000/ diye yaani 2000 unhoun ney apney pass sey khush ho ker diyye mey un sey mil ker neechey challi aai jahan jolie meri muntazir thi mey kuch dair bethi us key saath ussey bata diyya mey ney key meroi zameen ab bhi piyaasi hey sairaab nahi hoi mey…us ney tassali di fiker na karo is ka intezaam bhi ker doungi mey ney ussey dour sey jamshaid sahab ka chehra bhi dikha diyya jo hotel ki parking ki taraf jaa rahey they…khair phir mey wahan sey taxi ley ker gher aa gai aur dour road per utter gai key koi kahin dekh na ley galli mey dakhil hotey waqt chader aur bhi achi tarah lapait li…na jaaney kion jab key who sahi tarah lipti thi lekin ehsaas-e-gunaah tha ya kuch aur khair mey gher aa gai..aur apney normal time
sey pehley hi aa gai mama sey keh diyya aaj dil nahi lag raha tha aur koi important class bhi nahi thi to jaldi wapis aa gai..maam jaldi sey bhaag ker aik glaas mey neemo nicour ker ley aayen key un ki beti germi mey aai hey perh ker thak gai ho gi…meri nazer utaarney lagin..un key to gumaan mey bhi yeh baat na ho gi key un ki beti kahan sey aa rahi hey germi sey nahi bulkey aik airconditioned hotel key aik thandey kamrey mey apni jawaani nelaam ker key aa rahi hey ..hai ri meri bholi maaa….
Kitna asaaan hota hey lerkiyoun key liye apni maaaoun ko dhokka dena…jis ney unhey janam diyya hota hey no maah apni kookh mey rakha hota hey us ko dhokka dena kitna asaan kaamhota hey…us ko khabber hi nahi ho paati key us ki kookh sey phhoti kalli kaisey kaisey gul khillati phir rahi hey zamaaney mey..who to ussey shayyad ussi roop mey dekhney ki aadi hoti hey..nanhi si piyaari si beti..jis ko duniyya key sard-o-garam ka kuch pata hi naho..khair baat kahin aur hi challi gai…khair us key baad mey apney room mey challi aai aur bathroom mey ghus ker khoob nahai aur apney jissam per laggi tarah tarah ki gandaggi saaf kerti rahi…meri shalwaar per meri mani jam ker nanhey nanhey sufaid jelly key tukroun ki tarah chipki hoi thi jaisa key lerkiyoun ki mani jam ker ho jaati hey…chaatiyoun per thook to sookh chukka tha lekin us ki wajah sey khaarish si ho rahi thi achi tarah paani sey dhoyya..merey nipples kaatey jaaney ki wajah sey gehrey surkh ho
rahey they aur aik taang ki pichli tarah neel sa per gaya tha shayyad ghori bana ker who pichli taraf sey meri is taang per wazan daal ker meri chudai kertey rahey they us waqt to pata nahi challa ab dard ker raha tha…haan pichli chodayoun ki wajah sey ab choot mey dard nahi tha haan halki si khulli hoi mehsous ho rahi thi lekin zahir hey who sirf ehsaas hi tha…khair jissam ki saari gaandagi paani sey nikaal ker mey kuch dair late gai…erey pass merey 12000 rakhey they…jo meri pehli kamaai thi mey ney unhey bed key neechey chuppa diyye…us key baad kuch dair computer per online hoi to nazia mil gai who shikaytain kerti rahi key tum ponline nahi hoti mey ney ussey apni shaded masrofiyat aur college mey perhai ka bahana bana diyya khair who baar baar yaad dilla rahi thi mujhey jab bhi online milti thi key ab shaadi mey itney din reh gaye hain to ab itney din…ab us ki shaadi mey 20 din they lag bhag us ka wohi israar jaari tha key tum ney zaror
aana hey mey aunty sey baat ker longi bhai key saath aa jao ..meri shaadi ho aur meri sab sey achi dost na aaye aisa kaisey ho sakta hey…mey ney ussey chera bhi key tujh ko merey aaney mey zada dilchaspi hey ya bhai mey…to who boli arey pagli ab to meri shaadi ho rahi hey yeh sex to ab roz ka mamool ho ga lekin teri jaisi dost pata nahi phir kabhi miley na milley …khair who apni jagah mukhlis thi..lekin meri jo yeh nai masrifiyat nikal gai thin in ki apni hi aik kashish thi …khair dekhi jai gi..waisey to paap ijazat hi nahi dain gey Karachi jaaney ki…issi tarah shaam ho gai aur mujhey soney ka moqa nahi milla phir bhaia aur papa key aaney ka time ho raha tha to neechey chali gai mama ka haath batatti rahi aur wohi routine key kaam aur phir raat mey jaldi apney room mey aa gai aur aisi bekhbber neend so key subah din cherhey hi aankh khulli khair Sunday tha koi fiker nahi…Sunday ka din bhi bus yunhi guzra..mera dil jolie key paas jaaney aur
us sey batain kerny ko ker raha tha lekin mey jaa nahi sakti thi us key gher aur who aai nahi..acha hi hua nahi aai..sab gher per they ..khair din khatam hua ..ab kal subah phir college jaana hey wahan jolie sey mulaqat ho gi …ab so jaana chahye….
Aurat….Qudrat ki banai hoi aik ajeeb cheez..Jis key an gang mey nashaa hey..jis key her uzoo mey adaa hey…Aurat..Woh jis key liye hazaroun ser katey…lakhoun log jung-o-jadal ki nazer hoye..Aurat who jis ki tareef mey shab-o-roz nit nai shairee(Poetry) likhi jaati hey…jo sadiyoun sey her dil mey dherkti hey..kahin yaad ban ker to kahin kasak ban ker..kahin sukoon ban ker to kahin aag ban ker…Aurat who jo chahey to saarey jahaan ko apney saamney jhukka dey..Aur chahey to khud maloom ho sadiyoun sey sajdey mey hey…Aurat aik fitna hey ..Aurat jo aik Toofanoun eky jilou mey chalti hey..Aurat who jo tareekh badal sakti hey aur akhir mey aurat who jo Khud aik tareekh hey…Mey wohi aik aurat houn jis ki jawaan arzoun ney jis ki natammam tishnigi ney aik pahaari mard ko itna bebas aur majbour ker diyya itna lachaar ker diyya key who jis ka nouker tha jis ki thaali mey who khaata tha us key hi mehmanoun key saath us ney who kiya jo us ki hawus ney
ussey kerwaaya..ji haan mey baat ker rahi houn Shamshair khan ki..Wohi hey mera pehla mard..merey jissam per merey dil per apna naam pehli baar likhney waala mard…jis ney aik kanwaari ko apni saig per pehli baar litaaya..jis ney aik kalli ko phol banaya..Aaj mey ,Nazia aur mera bhai yahaan is rest house mey Akeley they..Aur waisey dekha jaye to derney ki koi baat bhi nahi thi hum yahaan mehfouz they…Rest house key charoun taraf khobsorat manzer pheley hoye they Rest house key pichley hissey mey aik wasee qitaa tha jahan ghanney pair aur podey they yahin kuch chairs aur tables bhi rakhin hoin thin key rest house mey tehereny waaley mehmaan chahain to yahan beth ker qudrat key haseen nazaroun sey dil behla saktey they issi jagah aik side per Shamshair khan ka chota sa pakka makaan tha jahan who apni choti si family key saath rehta tha..jo Nazia key father ney hi ussey banwa ker diyya tha..aur us key makaan key bilkul peechey sey hi neechey had-e-nazer
tak ghanna jungle pehla hua tha jo akser hi dhund mey dhakka rehta tha..behad ounchey aur ghanney darkht they jinhoun ney is jungle ko aik khuwabnaak rukh diyya tha..Nazia ney bataya tha key akser us ki family key chotey motey functions is jagah hotey they laikin mujhey to passand tha yahan beth ker dour tak pheley jungaloun ko dekhna ufaq key kinaarey baraf sey dhakkey paharoun ko takna jo yahaan sey kisi aur hi purisraar duniya ka nazaaara detey they un paharoun key peechey na jaaney konsi duniya abaad thi mey akser socha kerti thi…Khair to bat ho rahi thi humarey Akeley rehney ki ..to derney ki baat to waisey bhi yahaan koi nahi thi is liye nazia key Aunty uncle befiker ho ker kahain chaley gaye they kahan yeh mey ney pocha nahi aur na mujhey is sey dilchaspi thi …aur chunkey wahan shamshair khan bhi tha jo bersoun sey un ka wafadaar tha ..aur phir mera bhai bhi mojoud tha is liye ab hum Akeley they ..nashta ker key hum teenou baher rest house
key peechey waaley hissey mey bethey they..tab hi nazia ney pehley sey tey shudda program key tehet kaha key aasia mey aur sikander to zara neechey jungle tak ja rahey hain tum daro gi to nahi mujhey pata hey tum ko jungle sey khoof aata hey is liye tum yahaan beth ker araam karo hum bus wahaan jungle sey kuch phool tour ker aatey hain …tum derna nahi Shamshair khan to yahin hey koi bhi zarorat ho to ussey bata dena..Ab bhalla mey ney us sey kab kaha tha key mujhey jungle sey khof aata hey laikin lagta hey us ney sikander sey yehi kaha ho ga …khair to who mujhey aankh maarti hoi sikander key saath neechey ki taraf uterti chali gai..aur mujhey yaqeen tha key who itni jaldi aaney waaley nahi they…mey ab yahan tanha thi…Bulkey shayyad mey ghlat likh gai..mey aur shamshair khan yaha tanha they..Mey nahi jaanti key us din Shamshair khan ki who borhi biwi kahan thi us key bachey kahan they aur sach bataoun to mujhey yeh sab janney ki khuwaish bhi nahi
thi..to hua kuch yun key un key jaatey hi Shamshir khan kisi bhoot ki tarah kahin sey nikal ker wahin kharra ho gaya aa ker…jaisey who un key kahin idher udher honey ka intezaar hi ker raha ho..mey ussey dekh ker chunk gai kion key mey un dono ko jaatey dekh rahi thi aur na janey kion yeh soch rahi thi key kaash nazia merey bhai ki bivi hoti to zindagi kitni mazedaar guzerti laikin abhi to bus kuch hi dino baad who humain hamesha key liye chour jaye gi…yeh khayal bus yunhi merey dil mey challa aaya werna haqeqat kuch yun thi key shayyad mera bai ya koi bhi lerka nazia ki herkatoun ko janney key baad ya us sey shaadi sey pehley hi jismaani rishtaa qayem kerney key baad kam sey kam us sey shaadi kerney ko to qatan tayyar nahi hota..khair mey is behes mey zada ahi perna chahti kion key baat phir kahin sey kahin nikal jaye gi…to Shamshair khan ki is tarah aur achank amud sey mey chunk gai aur chand lamhey ussey khaali khaali nazroun sey dekhti
rahi…Aur shaayd who bhi yehi andaaza lagaana chahta tha key mey kiya chahti houn…aur mey ney us ko aaj bhi muskura ker dekha..khair who aagey berha aur neechey hi merey paoun key paas zameen per beth gaya..us ki tapti hoi nazrain merey jisam key nashaib-o-faraaz mey ulajh rahin thin baar baar…Aur aap jaanye lerki bhut acha tarah waqif hoti hey apney jisam ki taraf her nazer sey key un nazroun mey kiya chuppa hey..Khair to who waha beth gaya..aur na janey kahan kahan ki batain kerney laga..muhey us ki batoun mey koi dilchaspi nahi thi mey to apney qadmoun mey bethey us borhey pahaarhi pathaa ko dekh rahi thi jis ki umer to kaafi thi laikin jissam kaafi sakht aur jaandaar tha..jis ki jawaani abhi borhi nahi hoi thi…laikin us ki bivi zaror borhi ho gait hi…mey bethi us ki taraf takti rahi yun goya us ki batoun ko sun rahi houn aur chaye peeti rahi jo us ney laa ker rakh di thi…Phir who bola.."Bibi Aap ka bai aur bibi saab abi jaldi nai
aata..wo to magun hey ider ..hum bola abi asqi masoqi ka chker hey bibi ..am to kal hi jaan gaya taha..per bola kuch nai key saab logon ka kaam hey am tehra noker admi.."
Mey boli.."acha haan ho sakta hey mujhey is barey mey kuch nahi pata.."
Who bola.."Haan bibi saab aap ho bi to choti aap ko kahan malom in sab chakron ka key marad aur aurat kiya kerta para hey jab milta hey in jungaloun mey.."
Mey boli.."Acha kiya kerety hain who…?"
Who bola.."Bas bibi abi kiya bataoun aap ko yeh jungle to gawah hey sadiyoun sey aisey hi pyar kerney waley joron ki atoun ka.."
Khair yeh keh ker us key haath meri ranoun per aa gaye.."Bibi ap bot khobsorat ho..bikul kisi hour(Fairy) ki tarah.."
Mey ney halkey sey apni bigerti hoi sansoun ko sambhal ker kaha.."Acha.."
Who bola.."Bibi ap ka jisam bot chikna hey..bilkul…bilkul sheshey ki tarh.."
Us becharey pathaan ki samjh nahi aata tha key who merey husun ko kis cheez sey tashbee dey…aur us ka saht mardaana haath meri chikni ranoun per herkat ker raha tha aur mera jissam tezi sey garam hota jaa raha tha ..Aur mard chahey pahaari ho ya kohistaani..aurat chahey gaoun ki ho ya sheher ki jazbaat to wohi hotey hain jo sadiyoun sey mard aur aurat key dermiyaan rahey hian…to mey aur merey saath shamshair khan bhi garam hotey jaa rahey they…Mey kiya likhoun kaisey likhoun merey us waqt key jazbaat kiya they aur mey kin asmanoun mey urri chali jaa rahi thi us ko bayaan kerna ya aik khagez per likhna bilkul aisa hi hey jaisey aap sey kaha jaye key aag mey jalney key dard ko lafzoun mey bayaan karo ya angour key rus ka zayeqqa kaghaz per tehreer karo…khair meri jaan jaisey simat ker merei ranoun key beech meri khaas niswaani jagah per chali aai thi..shamshair ka haath abhi tak sirf meri ranoun ko hi sehla raha tha laikin mera man ker raha tha key
jald sey jald yeh haath meri dehkti hoi choot taka a pohnchey..meri ankhain band ho chalin thin shamshair ghour sey meri badalti hoi halat ko dekha raha tha ..mey kanwaari thi anchoi thi merey liye ..merey piyaasey jissam key liye kisi mard ka lums wohi ehsaas rakhta tha jo ehsaas us waqt aap ko hota hey jab kai ghantoun ki pyas key baad aap ko paani nazer aata hey..mey taras rahi thi aur who mujhey tersa raha tha..Mey behek rahi thi aur who mujhey behlka raha tha…mey tarap rahi thi aur who mujhey terpa raha tha..aur phir merey monh sey siskiyaan si nikalney lagin halankey mey ney unhey rokney ki laakh koshish ki laikin yeh to us dabbi hoi aag ki sisikiyaan thi jo merey ander kai bersoun sey sulag rahi thi aur jis ki aanch ko nazia ney aur taiz ker diya tha..Aur phir mey ney apney kolhoun per sey apni shalwaar ko phisaltey mehsous kiya..jo merey chair per bethey honey ki wajah sey merey kolhoun key neechey dabbi hoi thia aur mey ney apney kolhey
thorey sey utha diyye shamshair ki asaani key liye aur phir meri shalwaar merey qadmoun mey thi…shalwaar key utertey hi mey ney apni dono tanain band ker lin…laakh chudai ki piyaasi sahi thi to aik mashraqi lerki hi..yeh to meri rooh mey shamil tha..mera chehra sharam sey hayya sey gulnaar ho gaya tha aik ghair mard jissey mey aaj sey chand din pehley tak jaanti tak na thi aaj yun meri shalwaar utaarey betha tha to mey itni asaani sey to ussey apna khazaana nahi dey sakti thi kuch to jhijhak rehti hi hey…us ney meri qameez ka daman barey hi piyaar sey utha diyya..meri tangain band thin aur meri band tangoun key beech meri choti si c hoot..ji haan us pathaan ko to who aik choti si c hoot hi laggi ho gi us key saamney to mey aik bachi hi thi aur who aik borha mard..meri band choot dekh ker us ki ankhoun mey wohi chamak aa gai jo kisi baadshah ki ankhoun mey us waqt aati ho gi jab us key saamney kisi maftoha ilaaqey sey lota gaya maal-e-ghanemat aata
ho ga…yeh jawaan hassen gori choot us pathaan ka maal-e-ghaneemat hi to tha..jo ussey qismat sey mil gaya tha..Aur who ussey pori tarah istemaal kerna chahta tha….ussey pata tha key mera bhai aur nazia itni jaldi aaney waaley na they who jaanta tha key aur yahaan koi aata jaata na tha..us ney dono haath merey ghutnoun per rakhey aur meri tangoun ko kholney laga …mey ney halki si mazahimat ki laikin ahista ahista us ki nazroun key saamney who manzer wazeh hota chala gaya jo shayyad us ney kai saal pehley apni kanwaari bivi key saath shaadi ki pehli raat ko dekha ho ga..aik mukamil band choot ..aik kanwaari choot jis key lab us key apney hi rus mey bheeg ker less daar ho rahey they..jo apney porey shabaab per thi..jis key lab aisey they jaisey gulaab ki shabnum bhi bheegi do nazuk pankhariyaan…who zada dair is khobsorat manzer ki tab na laa saka aur meri ranoun ko chimney chatney laga aisey hi jaisey kuttey chaata kertey hain aur mey ney pyar sey
apney kuttey key ser ko sehlaya…who chaper chaper ki awazain nikaal raha tha aur merey qadmoun mey betha meri ranain chaat raha tha aur bhut hi jald us ki zabaan ki laplapahat mujhey apni choot per mehsous hoi who meri choot ko bhi chusney key bajaye ussey chaat raha tha…meri choot merey bhai ney bhi chosi thi laikin is waqt is khobsorat mahpoul mey beth ker who jis tarah meri choot chaat raha tha us ki baat hi alag thi..aur shayyad ussey aisey hi choot chatney ki adut thi kion key aik baar bhi us ney apna pora monh meri choot per nahi rakha..na hi who meri choot ka rus ander ley raha tha who chaat raha tha aur us ki zubaan sey nikalti hoi raal meri choot sey behti hoi neechey tapak rahi thi us ki zabaan meri choot key ander tak jaa rahi thi laikin bus who chaat raha tha ..aur mey us ki garam garam zabaan ko mapni choot mey mehsosu ker ker key bekal hoi jaaaa rahi thi..behsak bhut bechain ker deney wala andaaz tha us pahaari ka..beshak ussey who
angraizi tareeqey na aatey they key aurat ki choot kaisey suck ki jaati hey…who to bus dewangi key alum mey ussey chaat raha tha…merey haaath us ka ser sehla rahey they..phir us ney meri qameez bhi merey badan per na rehney di mujhey bara ajeeb lag raha tha yun khulley mey ja key merey bilkul saamney hi mera bhai aur dost nazia shayyad yehi khel khelney jungle mey gaye they aur kisi bhi waqt wapis aa saktey they aur mey yun nang dharang chair per bethi thi aut aik pathaan meri tangain kholey merey qadmoun mey betha meri choot kisi kuttey ki tarah chaat raha tha waqai bara hi ajeeb menzer tha..MEra black brazier merey gorey badan per yun chamak raha tha jaisey heerey ki kaan sey koyilaa nikal raha ho aur us ney akhir is koyley ko merey jissam sey dour ker diyya aur mera brazier bhi merey baaqi kaproun key saath neechey ghaas per para tha ab meri chatiyaan bhi us key haath mey thin ab who opper utha aur apney hount meri nipples per rakh diye aur meri
chatiyaan apney barey aur mazbout hathoun mey ley ker yun dabaney laga jaisey who un sey rus nikaal raha ho..aur us key barey hathoun ney meri jawaan aur sakht chatiyoun ko pori tarah apni girift mey ley rakha tha..woh aik aik ker key unhey choos raha tha..aik bachey ki tarah…us ki bhi ankhain band thin do jawaan chatiyaan us key haath mey thin jinhey who choos raha tha jin key halkey brown nipples bilkul korey they…saaf dodhiyya chatiyaan jo halki si dhoop mey chamak rahin thin…aur phir mey ney us ki shalwaar girtey dekhi..us ney mujey naga hi khara ker diyya aur wahin ghaas key farash per lita diyya..is waqt who mujhey ander ley ker bhi nahi jaana chahta tha merey kanwaarey jissam ney us key borhey jazbaat ko aisey hi khola diya tha key ab us ko aik minute ka intezaar gawaraa na tha…aur phir who merey opper aa gaya..meri chatiyaan chosta raha us ka lund neechey meri choot key laboun sey chair chaar ker raha tha..ab tak us ki topi merei choot sey takra to rahi thi laikin ander nahi gai t hi…kaafi mota lund tha merey bhai key lund sey mota hi tha aur gora aur surkh..taqatwer lund..jo kisi bhi kanwaari ki choot ko pori tarah kholney ki taqat rakhta hey…aur phir jaisey asmaan toot para…ager mujhey khud per guzerney waali us takleef ka zara sa bhi andaaza hota to kam sey kam kai saal mey aur is tarah apni choot nahi chudwaati..aisa laga jaisey meri choot sey mujhey kisi ney cheer diyya ho…us jungle ney us pathaan ney baghair laggi liptey meri choot mey apna pora lund daal diyya tha aur us ney na janey kahan tak kiya kuch phaar diyya tha..aur merey monh sey aik taiz cheekh nikalney hi waali thi key us ka mazbout haath merey hountoun per ger gayya…meri tnagain aker si gayen thin merey haath pori taqat sey usssey opper utha rahey thay laikin who apna lund meri khoon bahati choot mey ander baher ker raha tha meri chatiyaan pori tarah pis ker reh gayen thin us key sakht merdaana seeney key
neechey meri ankhaoun sey ansoo beh rahey they mey us key haath per kaat rahi thi laikin mard us khaas waqt kabhi aurat per rehem nahi kerta …yeh sadiyoun sey hota aaya hey aur hota rahey ga..kion key rehem na kerna hi to us ki merdangi hey…aur mey us ka zulum sehti rahi meri choot sakht dard ker rahi thi us ka lund meri choot ki gehraiyoun tak jaa raha tha aur jab who ussey wapis khenchta to dard ki aik tess si merey ander uthti mujhey zara baraber maza nahi aa raha tha shaded takleef ney merey hawaas muatel ker diye they…mey pagloun ki tarah chekhna chahti thi..meri choot ab sun ho chukka thi who kaafi dair tak yeh sab kerta raha aut phir merey opper hi gir parra..us ka jissam jhatkey khaa raha tha aur mujhey meri choot mey aik zaberdast chiknai ka ehsaas hua..mera dard bilkul khattam ho gaya us ney halki si awaaz sey apna lund meri choot sey baher khencha aur mujhey yun laga jaisey aik azab-e-musalsal sey mujhey rehai milli ho…mey uth bethi
ab yeh khof pehley sey shaded ho gaya tha key kahin koi aa na jaey pehley to jinsi bhook ney is ehsaas ko bhulla diyya tha jab key yeh haqeqat thi key mera pehla sex bhut hi khaternaak halaat mey mukamil hua tha jab key mujhey koi bhi dekh sakta tha aur mey rang-e-hathoun is tarah khulley aam chudtey pakri jaati aur aap jaaney aisey mamlaat mey mard ka koi kuch nahi bigaar paata..khair bacnhna merey naseeb mey tha to mey bach gai..Mey ney jaldi sey uth ker apni qameez pehni brazier mey ney haath mey hi paker liya wahann shamshair khan apni shalwaar pehen raha tha..woh khush tha…ab jab mey ney apni choot ki taraf dekha to apnio nazuk choot ki halat dekh ker mujhey rona sa aa gaya kiya haal ker diya tha us jungle ney meri choot ka meri ranoun tak us ki chouri gai mani key nishaan us key gunnah key suboot ki tarah behtey chaley gaye they aur chipak gaye they..jin mey khoon shamil tha..kaafi saara khoon us jagah para tha jahan mujhey choda tha aur jo us
key lund key ander baher honey ki wajah sey beh ker ghaas per girra tha..woh bola.."Bibi aap jao ..am yeh jawaani key daagh saaf kerti hey…"
Aur mey shalwaar cherha ker ander bhaag aai…aur seedhi bathroom mey chali gai..
Kafi dair tak shower leney key baad mujhey apna jissam saaf mehsous hua..ab aik nai mushkil aa gai jissam garam tha to itna pata nahi chal raha than aha ker to aisa laga key jaisey meri choot mey angaarey bher gaye houn ..pori choot ander sey kisi ney cheeli ho…apni tangain pori tarah khol ker ajeeb tarah chalti hoi mey apney bed tak aai aur waha gir parri..derwaaza khulla aur shamshair khan ander aaya…mey issi sey kush dair pehleyu chuddy thi…yehi who mard tha jis ney pehli baar merey kanwarey jissam ko pori tarah dekha aur ussey aik aurat key jissam ki tarah istemaal kiya tha…laikin mey sherma gai..,mey ney kaha haan bolo kha,,
Us key haath mey glaas tha..bola"Bibi yeh pee lo..yeh humaari zananiyaan pehli raat key baad peeti hain dard khattam ho jaye ga..am janta hey tum aaj pehli baar aai ho kisi key neechey"
Who glass wahin rakh ker chala gaya..ab na janey kiya tha us glass mey doodh mey kuch daala gaya tha khair piyaas lag rahi thi mey pee gai aur thori dair baad kaafi sukoon ho gay tha..laikin kuch dair baad mujhey phir bath room jana para meri shalwaar kharaab ho gai t hi meri choot sey ab tak khoon ris raha tha aur saath mey meri ya pata nahi shamshair khan ki baaqi reh jaaney waali mani bhi beh rahi thi..khair mey ney apney samaan sey apney pads nikaaley jo dates ki wajah sey mey ney rakhey they aur unhey laga liyya..taakey merey kaproun per khoon key daagh hi na lag jayen..aur phir mey na janey kab so gai..aur jab uthi to nazia merey ser per kharri thi….mey ney uthney ki koshish ki laikin jissam mey itna dard tha key aisa lagata tha jissam ka her ang toot raha ho…aur nazia aik lamhey mey samjh gai..aur us ney meri shalwaar utaar di ..mey ney apni tangain band kerney ki kosish ki laikin who cherh ker beth gai aur kuch hi dair baad mera pad utra hua
tha aur who meri choot ka tafseeli muainaa ker rahi thi aur phir who uter gai…us key chehrey per sharer muskurahat thi..mey shayyad aaj bhi us sey chuppa jaati laikin who samjh gai t hi..khair baad mey mey ney ussey sab bata diyya….us ney kaha bolo kaisa laga mard ka lund bhut dil kerta tha n a tumhaara tab mey ney ussey apni takleefoun ka bataya aur tab hi who bhut hansi aur kaha key yeh to pehli baar tha raani..ab tum dekhna kaisa maza karo gi tum..mey ney kaha laikin mera khoon to bhut hi kam nikla..zada ter to meri aur us ki mani hi nikli hey…who boli..haan ager who itni bedarddi sey tumhain na chodta to yeh bhi nahi nikalta ..khair yeh batain meri samajh sey bahir thin to mey ney us ka din kaisa guzra us sey pocha to jawaab mey who yehi bataati rahi key merey bhai ney ussey teen baar choda hey aaj aur khoob mazey liye hain un dono ney kion key kal humain pindi wapis jaana hey aur phir na janey kab moqa milley is liye bhai ney aaj hi kaser pori
ker li t hi aur mey ney hasrat sey socha key nazai ko kitna maza aaya ho ga teen baar chudai kerwa ker aur aik mey houn key aik hi baar mey meri yeh halat ho gai key sahi tarah chal bhi nahi paa rahi..na janey mey kab din mey do teen baar chudwa sakoun gi..khair mujhey aaj kuch maza nahi aaya tha..mey ney jo socha tha key sex mey aisa hota ho ga aisa maza aata ho ga haan us key jissam sehlatey waqt aur choot ko chattey waqt zaror lazzat sey mera burra haal tha laikin us key baad ….khair na janey log kion sex key itney dewaaney hotey hain…ab pata nahi aisa moqa milley ya nahi…abhi nazia merey saath kaafi saari batain ker key soi hey who aaj kis kis tarah chuddy pori tafseel us ney batai hey aur itni wazahat sey key mujhey aisa lag raha tha key jab who bata rahi thi key kis tarah who ghori bani hoi thi aur mera bhai us ko ghori bana ker chod raha tha to mujhey yun lag raha tha jaisey mey us ki jagah chud rahi thi aur heart angauz baat yeh key mey
wohi lazzat bhi mehsous ker rahi thi shayyad is liye key takleef hi sahi laikin mard ka lund jab ander hota hey to kiya hota hey is raaz sey ab mey waqif thi…khair us ney pori tafseel batai aur phir thak ker so gai..aaj hum dono hi bhut jaldi soney late gaye aik to dono hi thak gaye they who teen baar chudai kerwa ker aur mey apni pehli chudai kerwa ker aur dosri baat kal jaana bhi tha khair yeh din shayyad hamesha key liye zinda ho gaya hey aaj meri diary mey aur issi wajah sey itni thakney key baad bhi saarey waqiyaat mey ney apni diary mey likhna zarori samjha hey..ab mazeed himmat nahi meri choot kaafi soojh gai hey raat mey shamshair khan aik baar phir doodh ka glass na janey kiya daal ker mujhey pilla gaya hey aur saath mey us ney aik harri si khoob kutti hoi cheez bhi khillai hey jis ka zayeqa bhut hi kerwa tha us ney kaha tha key is ko kha lo bacha nahi ho ga mano aap ney mera saara maal apni choot mey jo liyya hey…aur mey khamoshi sey uss
cheez ko khaa gai..yeh ghalti to ho hi gai t hi laikin us waqt mey is halat mey hi na thi key us key lund ko paker ker baher nikaal sakti ja who apni mani meri choot mey undail raha tha ..khair who kaafi saari thi jhari numma cheez thi ya koi jhaari hi thi kuch to us ney koot ker dey di thi aur kuch mujhey dey di thi key ager lagey bachey ka shak ho to aur kha lena jitni miqdaar us ney mujhey batai thi khaaney ko us key lehaaz sey to kaafi thi merey paas mey ney ussey ehtiyaat sey rakh liya..khair ab mey soti houn..
Day-55..Thursday
Aaj humaari akhri raat hey yahan pindi mey..kal raat mey yun apni diary nahi likh saki kion key thakan bhut thi kion key kal hum muree sey subah nahi bulkey 4:00 bajey nikley wapsi ka sfer kaafi dushwaar tha kion key jaisey mey ney pehley bataya key muree ki road waisey hi itni patli hain key aik time mey aik hi gaari chal sakti hey aur dosrey wapsi mey zaberdast dhalaan hey yaani ager gaari ka engine start na b hi kiya jaye to tab bhi gaari aap hi aap neechey uterti chali aayegi to wapsi key safer mey bhut ehtiyaat sey uterna perta hey to kaafi dair ho gai humain Islamabad pohnchney mey phir waha sey Rawalpindi pohnchtey pohnchtey to bilkul hi raat ho gai waisey bhi aap jaanye pahaari ilaqoun mey raat jaldi aur kuch zada hi kaali hoti hey…khair hum pindi mey pohnchey to humaara qayaam wahin nazia ki khaala key haan tha..kion key thkey hoye they to raat ka khan khaa ker wohi apney apney kamroun mey jo pichli daffa humain diye gaye they araam kerney late
gaye meri choot key dard mey kaafi araam tha haan peshaab bhut gaarha aur baar baar aa raha tha aur yeh baat saaf mehsous ho rahi thi ab key choot khul gai hey bas aik ehsaas tha werna dekhney mey to sirf halki si pholi ho dikh rahi thi who bhi waqti sojan thi jo sahi ho jaani thi laikin yeh khulney ka ehsaas tha jo bas mey mehsous ker rahi thi..khair to aaj hum sab subah uthey aaj ka din humaarey pass farigh tha pora din yahan wahan ghomtey rahey uncle ney humain pora Islamabad ghomaaya waisey to who koi khaas ghomney ki jagah nahi laikin aik do pahariyaan hain jo behad khobsorat aur purfizza haian bas wahin chaley gaye aur saara din bitta ker sham sey kuch pehley pindi chaley aaye phir pindi key adder bazaar chaley gaye wahan shawl key banney malbousaat bhut khobsorat miltey hain jo kaafi garam aur khobsorti mey apni misaal aap hotey hain mey ney aur nazia ney khareedey wahin aik mashore bakers hain "Bread n Butter" wahan ki brownies khayen aur
bakery key items liye aur wapis gher challey aaye aaj bhi bhut thak gaye hain kal dopher mey sergodha key liye nikalna hey is liye saari packings waghera ker lin taakey subah zada kaam na ho…aaj nazia ko mey ney pori tafseel sey bataya key shamshair ney merey opper kiya zulum kiya…choot ko chatney waali baat per bhut hansi key jahil pathaan jaanta hi na tha key aurat ki choot ko kaisey chosa jaata hey shayyad us ko pata chal gaya ho kahin sey key shsher ki lerkiyaaan choot chuswana passand kertin hain aur us ney tum per try ker li ho…khair pahaari log to apni bivioun ki choot nahi chosa kertey na who to bus daman uthaaya aur lund daal ker shroo..khair humaari aisi hi batain chalti rahin jab jab moqa milta raha …ab mey bhi thora sa son gi..kal jaana bhi hey abhi to nazia merey saath hi hey .khair bhai phir pareshan hey kion key kal aur aaj ussey nazia ka jissam dekhney tak ko nahi milla..khair us ki arzoo jald hi pori ho jaye gi laikin mera ab
pata nahi kiya ho ga ..
Day-56..Friday
Aaj hum sergodha mey hain yahaan Aasia key chahcha rehtey hain hum unhi key gher therey hoye hain..bhut hi achey log hain..hum pindi sey dopher mey nilkley they aur sham mey yahaan pohnchey raasta bhut hi thakka deney waaala tha kacha pakka raasta tha pata nahi road ban rahi thi ya aisi hi thi khair sarey raastey dhool mitti urti rahi Sargodha aa ker seedhey hum nazie key chacha ji key haan pohnchey who bhut hi khush hoye humaarey aaney sey unhey humari amud ki khabber pehley hi mil chukki thi kion key nazia key jo relative by air yahaan pohnch chukkey they unhoun ney bata diya ho ga..khair pata challa key nazia key chacha ji gaoun apney khetoun per gaye hoye hain kion key fasloun ki kataai ka season tha un ko phone kiya gaya to unhoun ney yehi kaha key abhi mera aana bhut mushkil hey laikin kion key milna zarori hey to aap log yahin chaley aao bachey bhi zara tafreeh ker lain gey un ki outing bhi ho jaye gi aur shayyad koi jayedaad ka masla tha jis key
liye yeh saarey log yahan pohnchey they khair job hi ho to who bhi beth ker araam sey baat ho jaye gi…khair to program ban gaya key kal hum sab gaoun key liye rawaana ho jayengey….khair jahan hum rukey hain yaani nazia key chacha key gher to un ki do betiyaan jin ka naam rakhshi aur fakhraa hain..yeh dono taqreban humaari humumer hi hain to in sey mil ker kaafi acha lagga…un key do bhai bhi hain dono kaafi chotey hain khair bhut achi family hey raat mey hum sab khaana kha ker baher tehelney nikley Sargodha koi bara sheher to hey nahi jo yahan ghomney ko kuch ho bus yunhi sey kuch parks hain aisey hi aik park mey humain ley jaya gayya..khair who park shayad wahan key logoun key liye bhut kuch ho laikin merey liye aur mujh sey berh ker nazia key liye jo Karachi ki rehney waali thi kuch bhi nahi tha khair hum ney enjoy kiya..kion key baaz dafa jagah ki koi ehmiyat nahi hoti ehmiyat hoti un logoun ki jo aap key sath houn…to kion key sab hi mukhlis
aur saadha dil log they jo her tarah sey humain khush rakhney mey magan they to hum bhi khush they aur hum ney waqai mey enjoy kiya..Rakhshi aur fakhra ki masoom batain ..woh thin to humaari humumer laikin zamaney ki hawa shayyad unhey na laggi thi ..khair kaafi raat gaye hum wapis aaye galli key konney per mojoud aik PCO sey mey ney gher phone ker key apni kheriyat ki itlaa ammi ko di un ki tabiyat pochi aur jaldi aaney ka kaha phir hum gher wapis aa gaye aur soney key liye late gaye aaj bhi jissam bhut dukh raha hey…aaj meri choot ka dard bilkul hi khattam ho challa hey ..haan mamoli si sojan baaqi hey peeshab kertey waqt halka sa dard mehsous hota hey ya ager choot ko dabaya jaye tab…us din key baad sey to mey ney ab tak mani bi nahi nikaali hey apni khair ab soti houn kal gaoun jaana hey ab pata nahi yeh log kab jaatey hain..waisey bhi yeh log subah bhut jaldi uthney key aadi hain..
Day-57..Saturday
Aaj aik aur takleef dey din tha..wohi dhool mitti mey atta ua raasta poraani si gaari mey uchaltey kodtey hum gaoun Chiq 37 mey sham dair sey hi pohnch sakey nilkley hum dopher sey pehley they..khair nazia key chacha ki beti rakhshi bhi humaarey saath hi hey waisey aik baat hey hey bhut sexy kiya khobsorat jissam hey aur mey ney kai baar bhai ko us key jissam ki taraf taktey bhi dekha hey..aur ussey shermatey hoye..Sikander bhai ney nazia aur mera hum dono ka hi jawaani ka rus chakha hey hum dono ka hi jissam dekha hey aurat ka jissam ab bhai key liye anjaana to raha nahi to who rakhshi ko dekh ker yeh andaaza laga sakta ho ga key kiya qayamat khez jissam hey is lerki ka..umer us ki yehi koi 19 saal key lagbhag ho gi laikin seeney ki uthaan aur qayamat ki mastaani chaal kisi bhi dil ko ghayal ker sakti thi..aur mera bhai ghayal ho raha tha..laikin rakhshi nazia na thi…aur na itna asaan shikaar..khair ab mera bhai bhi koi kacha shikaari nahi tha..nazia
ney ussey bhut kuch sikha diyya tha…khair hum taqreban andhera ho hi chukka tha jab gaoun pohnch sakey jab humaari gaari gaoun ki hudood mey dakhil honey laggi mey baher hi dekh rahi thi gaari gaoun key raastey per chali jaa rahi thi ab who pakki sarak sey hat chukka thi charoun taraf kharri faslain aur bhi andherey ka saman pesh ker rahin thin aur un per mandlaatey nanhey nanhey jugnoo..kiya hi khobsorat manzer tha..khair bhut jald humaari gaari gaoun mey dakhil hoi aik peeley sey meryal si roshni deney waaley bulb key neechey hum sab uter gaye saamney hi who gher tha jahan hum ney rukna tha..nazia key chacha bhi baher humarey istqabaal ko aa gaye..hum sab ander aaye,,barey barey kamrey onchi onchi chatoun waley..lambey chourey sehen gaoun ki tarz-e-tameer key ain mutabiq..khair hummaari kaafi khatir daari ki gai..khaana waghera hua us key baad hum teeno lerkiyaan aur jahan hum aaye they us gher ki do bhabhiyaan jo jawaan aur kamumer hi thin laikin
do do bachey bhi they un key zahir hey kam umri mey shadi hoi ho gi ..khair hum sab khwateen aik hi jagah jamma ho gayen ..bhai mardoun key saath baher betha tha aur who zaror bore ho raha ho ga kion key un ki batain us key liye kisi kaam ki n a thin..khair hum sab batain ker rahin thin…nazia kion key wahan nai na thi sab hi us ki rishtey daar they is liye who to un mey ghulli milli hoi thi..laikin mujhey bhu unhoun ney ajnabiyat mehsous na honey di hum sab batain kertey rahey ..nazia hamesha ki tarah Karachi key qissey wahan key shab-o-roz sunna sunna ker mehfil per apna rob jharti rahi..phir wohi aurtoun waali batain shroo ho gayen Nazia ki shaadi ki batain un sab ko jald hi Karachi jana tha nazia ki shaadi mey shareek honey us key program bantey rahey..aur aisi hi dosri batain aur raat kaafi ho gai ..meri ankhain band hoi jaa rahin thin khair hum sab ko chaarpaiyaan dey di gayen hum sab late gaye mey ney aik cup chaye maangi peeney key baad meri
neend kuch bhaagi to ab mey diary likhney bethi houn..bhai dosrey kamrey mey so raha hey abhi mey baher gaya tha to who baher ki taraf khara hua tha mey us key pass chali gai aur hum kuch dair batain kertey rahey …who bhi aur mey bhi pehli baar is taraf aaye they khair kal ghomney chaplain gey aisa us ney kaha…us key baad mey ander aa gai..haan nazia aaj bhai sey nahi milli ..ab sona chahye..
Day-58..Sunday
Aaj ka din bhut acha guzra aur kuch khaas batain bhi note ki mey ney ..hum dopher 3:00 bajey tak khaaney waghera sey farigh ho gaye aaj wahan kaafi log jamma they wohi koi zameen aur jayedaad ka masla tha hum ko in mamlaat sey kuch lena dena nahi tha to hum charoun yaani mey ,nazia,Rakhshi aur sikander bhai hum lgo baroun sey ijazut ley ker khetoun ki taraf ghomney nikley gaoun ki maghribbi simit challey kion key khait ussi taraf they teen chaar galiyaan ager un ko galiyaan kahain to khattam kertey hi aik dam sey yun lagga gaoun khattam ho gaya saamney had-e-nigah tak khobsorat faslain lehlahha rahin thin..hum unhi key dermiyaan pagdandioun per chalney laggey yahan saaya tha aur dhoop ki shiddat huamin tang na ker rahi thi yahan mey ney aik cheez note ki key rakhshi aur bhai dono aik dosrey sey kaafi ghul mol ker baat ker rahey they laikin mey ney nazia key chehrey per jalney jaisey koi asaar nahi dekhey waisey mey kaafi mehfouz hoi is dilchasp
situation sey khair who dono aagey aagey jaa rahey they aur mey aur nazia peechey hum wahan tubewell per pohnchey yahaan kaafi darkht they aur bhut thandak thi wahan kuch chaarpaiyaan bichin thin wahaan hum kuch dair bethey phir nazia ney hi bataya key aagey un key kuch baghaat bhi hain us taraf chaltey hain khair hum andazet sey wahaan challey kuch dour baad hi who khobsorat baagh they jahan sey hum ney naashpatiyaan tour ker khayen ghanney darkht they bhai aur rakhshi to idher udher ghomney chaley gaye mey ney nazia ki taraf mayeneykhaiz nazroun sey dekha…who boli.."Kaafi taiz jaa raha hey tera bhai..nai churiya key saath dekho kaisey urra jaa raha hey…"
Khair hum dono wahan bethi rahin saamney hi aik baara tha jahan bhut si bhainsain bandhi hoi thi wahan sey hum ney do admiyoun ko apni janib aatey dekha who qareeb aaye…aur hum dono kharin ho gayenn..aik punjaabi mey bola kitna suthra maal hey lagta hey shsher sey aaya hey…nazia ney jawaab diyya aur nazia ka lehja khalistan sheheriyoun waala hi tha key hum yahan khetoun mey ghomney aayen hain aur choudhri mushtaq key mehmaan hain…who boley acha acha aap choudhri sahib key mehmaan ho theek hey theek hey ghoumo..un ki nazrain hum dono key jismoun ka mukamil jayeza ley rahin thin..bhut hi bhoki nazrain thin…khair who idher udher mandlaaney lagey…unhoun ney kaha key us taraf wahan kaafi phul daar darkh hain wahan chal ker dekh lain shayyad aap ko passand aayen ab khair who wahin mandlatey rahey jab tak key bhai ko aatey nahi dekh liya phir who sharafat sey nikal gaye..khair who dono bhai aur rakhshi hanstey muskuratey aa gaye..ab kion key kuch hi
dair mey sham honey ko thi is liye wapsi ki tayyariyaan kin kaafi saarey phul jin meyu naashpatuyaan,amroud aur cheeko shamil they humarey pass they..khair mey to un do badmashoun key barey mey soch rahi thi key who huamin wahan ley ja ker konsey pul dikhana chahtey they….khair hum gher aa gaye yahan wohi gehma gehmi thi hum chat per challey aaye aur dour dobtey hoye soraj ko dekhtey rahey…yahin hum ney chai pee aur nashtey key dosrey lawazmaat khaye..raat jab achi khaasi ho gai tab hi neechey utrey aur khan awaghera kha ker phir chat per aa gaye bhut suhaani hawa chal rahi thi charoun taraf ghour andhera tha aur jugnoo urtey bhut hi khobsorat lag rahey they chaand chamak raha tha jis ki chandni mey dour kahin kisi talaab ka paani chamak raha tha..yeh manazir ab tezi sey khattam hotey jaa rahey they…aur shayyad mey apni zindagi key chan yaadgaar aur khobsorat manazir mey sey aik dekh rahi thi ..kaafi dair tak hum chat per rahey phir soney key liye
neechey chaley aaye..ab jab key sab soney key liye late chukey hain charoun taraf mout ki si khamoshi hey to mey yeh diary likh rahi houn laikin ab bhi aik sawaal merey dimaagh mey hey key who dono kon they jo aaj humain wahan baagh mey milley they aur jinhoun ney humain baagh key aik makhsous hissey ki taraf chalney ko kaha tha..
Day-59..Monday
Aaj ka din aik yaadgaar din raha aur zarori ho gaya merey liye key mey ussey apni diary mey pori tafseel sey likhoun..haan jabkey mera badan aur khaas ker meri choot kaafi dard ker rahi hey laikin aaj ,ey ney us mazey ko mehsous kiya jo aaj tak dekhti aai thi us jadoo ko apney badan mey ghustey dekha jissey aaj tak dosroun per chaltey dekha tha..Aaj mera Rape hua..Ji haan Rape..hua kuch yun key aaj bhi hum ney bagh ghomney ka program bana liya kion key yahan gaoun ki zindaggi bhut sust hey yahan wohi mamolaat chaletey hain jo laggey bandhey hain to yahan gher mey reh ker to aur bhi tabiyat ghabra jaati laikin aaj rakhshi humaarey saath nahi thi lagta hey mera andaza hey key us ki bhai sey kuch an ban ho gai t hi to aaj hum teen they mey nazia aur bhai …wahin baagh mey gaye baagh mey ghustey key saath hi wohi baaara aata hey bhainsoun ka jahan sey kal hum ney un dono ko aatey dekha tha jo shakal sey kuch shareef na lagtey they aur who dono aaj bhi wahin
aik chaarpai per bethey they dono hi dhotiyaan cherhaye humaari janib dekhtey rahey laikin boley kuch nahi laikin un ki gandi nazrain hum dono lerkiyoun per thin aur haathoun sey punjaab key aam riwaaj key mutabiq apney lund sehla rahey they dono key jissam dhoop ki wajah sey jhuley hoye they shayyad who wahin barey mey kaam kertey they khair hum wahan sey guzertey hoye saamney baagh mey dakhil ho gaye kuch dour aa ker hum beth gaye…ab nazia ney kaha aasia tum betho zara mey sikander key saath jaa ker kuch aagey sey aur phul tour ker laati houn wahan kal mey ney kuch aur phul dekhey they..ab bhalla koi pochey us sey key kal to who merey saath thi to ussey kiya pata key baagh key androuni hissey mey kaisey phul they…to who dono phir chaley gaye aur mera hawus ka pujaari bhai apni jawaan behen ko yun tanha chour ker apni mashouqa key sath us key jissam sey lipatney key liye challa gaya…khair dono mazey ker rahey they to kerney do kuch din ki
mehmaanthi ab to yeh nazia ..laikin mey apney barey mey soch rahi thi key jissey shamshair khan ney jawaani ka sabaq perha to diya tha laikin ab agey ki pori kitaab na janey kab aur kon perhaye ga…merey naseeb mey kab who khushi likhi thi aur mey bhalla kahan jaanti thi key merey naseeb key barey mey aik faisla ker liya gaya hey ..aur who merey muqader ka likha jo ho ker rehna tha merey samney khara tha..haan un mey sey aik aadmi jo wahan baarey mey bethey they merey saamney kharra tha..woh keh raha tha.."Kiya hua begum sahiba…aap nahi gayen wahan phul torney.."
Mey boli.."Nahi mey zara thak gai t hi,,kion tumhain koi aitraaz"
Who bola.."Nahi mey to is liye poch raha tha key mey abhi abhi un dono ko dekh ker aa raha houn key who konsa phul tor rahey hain aur sochta houn ja ker sab ko bulla laoun to sab hi dekh lain.."
Mey ghabra ker uth bethi..
Who phir bola.."Begum sahiba yeh gaoun hey sheher nahi yahan to lerki jab jawan hoti hey to us ki jawaani ki khusboo porey gaoun mey phel jaati hey.."’
Phir who hawusnaak lehjey mey bola.."Acha to aap chal rahin hain wahan jahan kal mey ney aap ko bataya tha key bhut phul hain ya mey jaoun gaoun waloun ko bulaaney.."
Mey ney yahan wahan dekha..us janib dekha janan sikander aur nazia sab sey bekhaber key kuch ankhain unhey dekh rahin hain apni jawaani key khel mey magan they …dour dour tak koi na tha..phir mey us key sath chal parri jahan who ishaara ker raha tha kaafi ghanna tha yahan baagh aik jahgah jaa ker who achanak ruk gaya..
Mey boli.."Haan ab batao kahan hain who phul…"
Aur bua yeh pochna tha key who bijli ki tarah wapis palta aur ab us key haath mey aik bara sa khanjer tha jo na jaaney kahan sey us ney barmud kiya tha..Us ki khonkhaar awaz merey kanoun mey parri…
"Zara bhi awaz ki to tera ser yahin para ho ga ..zabaan bilkul band rakh saali rundi.."
MErey kaan is qisam ki galiyoun key liye bilkul bhi tayyar hi nahi they aik lamhey key liye to mey aik dam chup ho gai…aik taraf sey dosra bhi nikal aaya..bola.."Haan basherey tu ney yahan is hirni ko qaboo ker liya wahan dosri hirni apney yaar ka lund liye mazey ker rahi hey..chal ussey kerney dey mazey hum is hirni ko chakh hi lain..chal bhi rani hirni ban jaa."
Mey kuch samjhi nahi thi un ki baat un ki janib sawaliya nazroun sey dekhney lagi..mujhey yun takta dekh ker basheea ghussey mey agey berha aur bola.."Saali bari paak saaf ban rahi hey chal kutiyya ban jaa."
Yeh keh ker us ney mera dopatta khainch liya merey seeney per sey..
Mey ney aik dam apney dono haath apni chatiyoun per rakh liye..dosrey ney aa ker mujhey peechey sey qaboo ker liya aur meri dono baghloun sey haath nikaal ker meri chatiyoun ko jaker liyya…basheerey ney meri gerdan per apna khanjer rakh liya .."Chal shrroo hoti hey ya …"
Dosrey ney mujhey chora aur meri shalwar aik dam sey girra di mey ney apni shalwaar pakreney ki koshsih ki laikin khanjer key dabaou ki wajah sey mey her kat na ker sakii…
Khair mujhey zaberdasti ghouri bana diyya gaya..aur meri qameez ko khainch ker itna opper cherha diyya key key meri chatiyaan ab latak rahin thin…mey us baagh mey zameen per ghouri bani hoi thi aur dono mard merey peechey kharey baghour merey gorey aur mast ker deney waaley jissam ka nazaara peechey sey ker rahey they aur yaqenan un key saamney jo manzer ho ga who unhey bekhud ker raha ho ga..akhir pehley dosra aadmi jis ka naam bhi mujhey maloom nahi tha us ney apni dhoti opper uthaai aur merey peechey aa gaya aur apna lund meri khusk choot mey ghusaaney ki koshsih kerney laga basheera ab merey ser per kharra tha key mey koi awaz kerney ki koshis na karoun wahan peechey dosra meri choot kholney ki koshsih ker raha tha akhir us key lund ko raasta mil gaya aur mey ney aik mota lund apni choot mey jaatey mehsous kiya pehli baar to meri ankhoun mey aanso aa gaye per thori hi dair mey dard ka ehsaas jaata raha ab who bilkul kutiya ki hi tarah mujhey chod
raha tha aur basheera ukroun beth ker merey lataktey hoye mammy paker ker daba raha tha peechey sey khoob dhakkey lag rahey they who dono bhi jaldi mey they aur meri bhi masti sey anakhin band hoi jaa rahin thin aur phir meri choot mey paani bherney lagga pori tarah meri choot geeli kerney key baad us ney apna lund baher khencha..aur bola "Aa ja sheedey bari garam choot hey saali ki maza dey diya..sheedey ney apna lund wahin bethey bethey dhoti sey nikaala kaafi mazbout lund tha aur mery peechey aa gaya meri choot pehley hi mani sey bhari hoi thi is liye shayyad ussey zara bhi mushkil na aai ho gi ander kerney mey aur aik dosra lund meri choot mey tha aur mey farigh hoi bherpor tareeqey sey meri gaand paker ker who dhakkey marta raha aur mey mazey kerti rahi kuch hi dair baad who bhi haanpta hua mujh sey alag hua …dono farigh ho chukey they..mey seedhei hoi sheeda agey aaya ab tak us ka lund dhoti key agley sirey sey marey hoye chohey ki tarah latak
raha tha aur mani key qatrey tapak rahey they merey bethney ki wajah sey meri choot mey bhari mani neechey tapkney laggi thi us ney meri gerdan pakri aur kaha"Ager tu ney kisi ko kuch kaha to yaad rakh gher sey utha ker ley jayen gey tujhey aur raand bana ker hi chorain gey..chal chup chaap apni choot ki dukaan band ker aur gher jaa.."
Mey ghebra ker kharri ho gai aur apni shalwaar opper kerney laggi meri qameez ab bhi opper hi thi shayyad merey tanney hoye mammy dekh ker phir unhey germi cherney laggi basherey ney meri chatiyaan zor sey daba lin.."Kiya mammy hain Sali terey yeh keh ker us ney meri aik nipple apney kaaley kaaley hountoun mey daba li us ki kai din ki barhi hoi daarhi ney cheel ker rakh diya meri reshmi chatiyoun ko laikin mey kuch na boli…who dono nahi jaantey they key unhoun ney meri kitni poraani aur zinda aag ko serd kiya tha..mey kai baar farigh hoi thi..yeh bhi nahi jaanti key kis key lund per kitni baar laikin meri choot ney aaj khoob mani chori thi dour sey kahin nazia ki awaaz aati sunai di who dono chunk gaye aur mey ney bhi jhut sey ankhain khol din.."Ab hat jao who dono aa rahey hian mujhey kaprey sahi kerney do.."
Who dono khamoshi sey derkhtoun mey ghayyab ho gaye..Mey ney apni qameez sahi ki brazier ko apni chatiyoun per theek tarah cherhaaya..baloun ko sahi kiya jo ghouri ban ker chudwatey waqt buri tarah sey bikher gaye they kion key kai baar meri kamer mey khum daalney aur gaand opper kerney key liye un dono ney merey baal khinch ker ser peechey kiya tha ..Nazia aur sikander aik taraf sey aatey dikhai diyye..dono kaafi pareshan nazer aa rahey they…"Yeh lo yeh rahin nawaab sahiba …hum kab sey pareshaan ho rahey they ab hum gher jaa rahey they key kahin tum bore ho ker gher to nahi chali gayen..kiya hua thakki thakki lag rahi ho.."Nazia ney mashkok nazroun sey meri taraf dekhtey hoye pocha..
Mey boli…"Nahi yahan zara saaya zada tha to yahan chali aai aura ankh lag gai tumhaari awaz sun ker bedaar hoi houn.."
Khair baat aai gai ho gai aur hum teeno gher wapis aa gaye..
Yeh tha mera aaj ka adventure jis ki buniyaadi batain mey ney likh din..haan meri chudai key doraan who dono mujhey nangi nangi gaaliyaan bhi detey rahey laikin na janey kion us waqt un ki gaaliya merey sex ko aur bhi berha rahin thin aur shayyad yehi wajah un ki galiyaan deney ki bhi rahi ho..meri choot merey kolhoun aur merey jissam key baarey mey intehai fahush alfaaz istimaal ker key who shayad khud hi mazey ley rahey houn..kion key mey ney yehi mehsous kiya tha key gaoun dehaat mey ab bhi oral sex ko koi nahi jaanta tha..haan ager un ko zada time milta to meri chatiyoun ko zaror chomtey chattey laikin meri choot chosna ya apna lund chuswaana abhi un key liye aik anhoni baat thi…aur direct tareeqey sey jis tarah meri choot mey apna lund daal ker who farigh hoye us sey yehi pata chalta tha key unhoun ney meri majbouri sey fayeda to uthaya laikin who khud bhi khofzada they is liye jaldi jaldi mey bas apni apni hawus pori ker key chaltey banney haan
ager mey fursat sey un key haath lag gai to who itni asaani sey nahi chorney waaley mujh ko..khair dono kaafi bhaari badan key malik they aur un key bojh sey jo mey ney kaafi dair berdhast kiya tha merey ghutnoun mey takleef ho rahi thi..choot mey aaj kuch khaas dard na tha ..haan gher aa ker mey ney choot ko achi tarah sey dhoya..tangoun per mani key beh aaney sey jo nishaan sey ban gaye they unhey achi tarah saaf kiya aur phir foran hi who jarri botiyaan jo shamshair khan ney mujhey din thin us ko peesa bathroom mey hi aur khaa liya kion key dono ney apney lund meri choot mey khaali kiye they aur mey bhi pori tarah farigh hoi thi to kahin hamul hi na teher jaye ..khair yeh sab ker key mey bathroom sey baher nikli to nazia ko apna muntazir paaya…who bechain thi apni dastaan sunaaney key liye laikin na jaaney kiya wajah thi key ab mujhey us sey koi khaas dilchaspi nahi rahi thi mey sunti rahi key kis tarah aaj merey bahi ney ussey darkhtoun key
peechey ley jaa ker ghouri bana ker choda sirf shalwaar hi utaari thi aaj us ney kion key her dam kisi key aaney ka dherka laga hua tha ab mey ussey kiya batati key mey to do do ko bhugta ker aa rahi houn..khair mey ney us sey koi ziker nahi kiya aaj key waqiyaat ka..Aur wohi bore tareen routin key baad raat mey sab soney key liye leetey kal dopher mey humain Lahore wapsi krni hey..humain yahan sey pehley faislabad jaana hey aur wahan station sey gaari pakrni hey..ab sona chahye tammam samaan to pack hi hey bus thori bhut cheezain jo wahan key logoun ney soghaat key tour per saath ker din thin rakhin aura b mey bhi songi…kion key kal sey humaara wapsi ka safer shrro ho jaye ga to ab pata nahi kab diary likhney ka moqa milley..
Day-61..Wednesday
Mey aaj bhut thaaki hoi houn..khair aaj sham hum apney gher yaani lahore wapis pohnch chukey hain train thori late ho gai kion key faislabad sey Lahore ka safer itna lamba nahi hey aik to hum us din sham mey hi faislabad pohnchey laikin humaarey pohnchney key bhi bhut baad mey train rawaana hoi aur phir shayyad tracks per koi kharaabi thi is liye bhut hi ruktey rukaatey aaye..wapsi key safer mey koi khaas bat nahi hoi..mey aur nazia apni batain kertey rahey..mujhey aur ussey yeh ehssas tha ka ab shayyad humaari jidai key din bhut qareeb they..woh mujhey sey waadey ley rahi thi key mey roz us sey internet per chat kiya karoun gi…us ki shaadi mey zaror aoungi ..mey nahi jaanti thi key mama papa is baat ki ijazat dain gey ya nahi..laikin ussey yaqeen dilaati rahi key haan mey zaror aoungi..khair phir humaari dosri batain bhi hoti rahin who mujh sey pochti rahi key ab tu kiya karey gi aasia meri to shaadi ho jaye gi mey to roz apney husband key lund sey
khela karoun gi tu kiya karey gi kaisey rahey gi..mey ney jawaab diya tha "Yaar tujh sey pehley bhi to rehti hi thi n a..aur ager saber nahi hua to terey paas aa jaoun gi aur terey hi husband key lund sey mey bhi khel lounge..mey ney bhi to apney bhai key lund sey tujhey khoob khilaaya hey.."
Who boli…"Acha chal phir waada raha tu merey paas aa jana aur merey husband key saath jo dil karey who kerna.."
Khair yeh to aik mazaaq tha jo khattam ho gayya..laikin yeh baat bilkul theek thi key ab mera waqt kaatna bhut mushkil ho ga aur abhi to nazia yeh nahi jaanti thi key mey shamshair khan key baad bhi lund ka zayeqa chakh chukki houn..woh pochti rahi key ager tu boley to sikander sey baat kerti houn sur tum dono ka chaker fix kerwa deti houn..laikin mey jaanti thi key abhi sikander garam tha shayyad woh us key saamney kush is qisaam ki batain ker bhi leta jaisey key who pehley aik baar apni behen key jissam sey khel bhi chukka hey laikin mey ney dekhi thi woh jhijhak baad mey aur us waqt bhi jab who merey jissam ko haath laga raha tha aur baad mey us key chehrey per pashemaani ki who lakerain jo kisi bhi insane key chehrey per tab perti hain jab ander sey us ka zameer ussey chain leney na dey raha ho…abhi us ka zameer us key ander ka acha insaan pori tarah marra na tha aur aap jaanye koi bhi insaan apni saggi behen sey jinsi taluqaat sirf ussi waqt qayem
ker sakta tha jab who apney ander key insaan ko apni rooh key ujley rukh ko mukamil tour per fanna na ker ley…Ager abhi is muqaam per ussey majbour ker bhi diyya gaya to shayyad waqti tour per to aisa ker guzrey laikin baad mey pachtawey ussey chain na leney dain gey …khair abhi us ney aurat key roop dekhey hi kahan they ..abhi to jissam ki bhook bedaar hona thi us key baad hi who us muqaam per aata key jab who yeh bhi bhool jaata key yeh saamney leta hua badan us ki hi behen ka hey…khair mey ney nazai sey kuch bhi kerney sey mana ker diyya aur kion key yeh aik aam si baat thi to us ney bhi zada zor nahi diyya..Kion key nazia ney hi bataya tha key mera bhai us key jissam sey khelta raha tha ab who us sey bhut sherminda ho raha tha aur chahta tha key who apni shaadi tour ker us sey shaadi ker ley kion key who apney aap ko maaf nahi ker paye ga key us ney kisi ki amanut mey khayanat kerney mey saath diya…nazia ko ussey samjhaaney mey bhut time laga
tha aur aisi hi bhut si batain thin jo y eh sabit kerti thin key sikander shayyad jins ki shetaani bhook key aagey majbour ho ker shaitaan key haath khilona zaror ban jaata tha laikin jab who jissam key chakker sey nikalta tha to us ki soi hoi insaniyat jag jaya kerti thi aur mey filhaal kisi bhi tension mey nahi perna chahti thi..khair mey aur mera bhai ..mey bhut achi tarah jaanti thi ussey aur yeh bhi key kab kahan waar kerna tha aik hi kamzori thi meri key mey ney khud kahi kisi mard ko na jhaila tha to ab who kamzori bhi pori ho chukki thi kam-o-besh teen mard mey apney jissam per jhail chukki thi…kab tak akhir mera bhai merey phailaaye hoye jaal sey bach sakta tha ..kion key yeh baat to bilkul wazeh thi key safe aur kamiyaab sex mujhey merey bhai sey hi mil sakta tha ..werna baher to aisey hi miltey hain jo izatoun key dushman hotey hain, black mailer ya basherey jaisey jo aurat ko aik kutiya sey zada ehmiyat na detey houn..Khair baat kahan ja
pohnchi…to aaj sham ja hum wapis yahan pohnchey to nazia filhaal to apney uncle aunty key gher challi gai hey kion key ussey aaj apni packing kerni hey who person chali jaye gi Karachi wapis ..haan wada ker key gai hey key kal who merey sath merey gher per akhri baar rukney zaror aayegi…aaj key liye bus itna hi ab kal to nazia ho gi to diary likhna mushkil ho ga ..ab thakkan sey burra haal hey sona chahye..
Day-63..Friday
Aaj ka din un chand dino mey sey aik hey jissey shayyad mey tab tak yaad rakhoun gi jab tak meri sansain chal rahin hain…aik dukhoun aur ghamoun sey bojhal din ..aaj meri aziz dost nazia mujh sey judda ho ker apney shsher Karachi wapis chali gai hey ..woh jis key saath mey ney apni jawaani key kuch bhut hi haseen din guzaarey..jo meri taqreban her baat mey shareek thi..Aaj who mujh sey dour chali gai hum dono bhut roye aik dosrey key galley lag ker kion key shayyad hum dono ko hi is baat ka andaaza tha key ab shayyad in fursut key lamhaat mey humaari mulaqaat kabhi na ho..ab jab hum milangey to but badal gaye houn gey khair yeh to duniya ka usool hey jo aata hey us ko aik na aik din to jaana I hota hey ..woh bhi chali gai..mey ney apney bhai ko bhi udaas dekha laikin kion key wahan station per nazia ko drop kerney us key uncle aur aunty bhi aaye hoye they is liye dono key dermiyaan kuch baat na ho saki haan dono ki ankhoun ney aik dosrey ko bhut saarey
alwidaai peghamaat dey daaley mey aaj sham bhai key saath ussey chorney gai thi…who kal raat merey saath hi thi.us ki akhri raat thi merey saath pori raat hum dono batain kertey rahey siwaye us thorey sey time key jab bhai aaya tha kamrey mey hamesha ki tarah aur hamesha ki hi tarah mey soti bani rahi aur who dono diar raat tak liptey rahey un key nangey badan merey saamney they laikin aaj un dono ko dekh ker who beqaraari na thi jo pehley hua kerti thi bas aik jalun thi …bhai ishq aur mohabbat ki batain ker raha tha us sey aur mey heraan thi key jab bhai ney us lerki sey us ka sab kuch hasil ker hi liya hey to ab kion us sey mohabbat ki bheek maanga raha hey ..khair yeh meri soch hey..to who taalti rahi bhai ka aaj shayyad mode nahi tha sex key liye ya who yeh soch ker key kal who challi jaye gi hamesha key liye us key jinsi jazbaat so gaye they aur nazia garam thi who yeh soch rahi thi key ab ussey apni suhagraat tak yeh mazey nahi milengey who
zada sey zada fayeda utha lena chahti thi bhai key jissam sey ..laikin who razamand hi na tha bulkey us ko apni banhoun mey liye betha tha who to "Asia uth na jaye " keh ker us ney aik baar chudai kerwai aur saaf pata chalta tha key aaj bhai apni merzi sey nahi us key israar per us ki germi nikaal raha hey khair dono jab thandey ho gaye to nazia ney ussey jald hi room sey bhagga diyya kion key who phir jazbaati honey laga tha aur mohabbat mohabbat key raag alaap raha tha aur Nazia to Nazia mey bhi bore ho rahi thi…Ab yeh mohabbat nahi to aur kiya hey key aik jawaan aur kanwaari lerki ney apna jissam apni jawaani ki pehli raat apna kanwaara rus aik shaks key naam ker diya ho aur a b bhi who yeh keh raha ho key tum mujh sey shaadi ker lo ab bhalla shaadi ker key who naya kiya ker ley gay a mohabbat ker key ab who kiya teer maar ley ga…khair nazia ney ussey terkha diyya..woh taqreban otey hoye wahan sey rukhsat hua tha…baad mey nazia us ki halut
per bhut hansi thi ..mey ney kaha tha "Tub hut zalim hey nazia…"
Khair raat ber batain hoti rahin..aur yeh raat kitni choti thi pata hi na challa kab subah ho gai aur hum kuch dair key liye late gaye nazia ka to pata nahi haan jab mey uthi to nazia merey baraber mey na thi mey ney socha shayyad who neechey ho aik dam merey dimaagh ney kaha key aaj sham ko to ussey wapis lot jaana hey mey tezi sey neechey aai to wo whan nahi thi…mama ney bataya key wo gher chali gai ab tayyar ho ker milney aaye gi..khair who 4:00 bjey aai mama sey milney un ko khuddahafiz kaha phir mujh sey milli….mey ney mama sey pocha liya key mama kiya mey nazia ko chorney bahi key saath station chali joun..bhai bhi bhara betha tha kion key goya kuch bhi na hua thaw o jaa rahi thi..meri baat sey khush ho gaya key kam sey kam apni zindaggi ki pehli lerki ko station chorney to jaa sakey ga ais tarah ussey kuch lamhaat aur bhi mil rahey they nazia key qareeb rehney key werna to kahaani yahin khattam..khair hum dono behen bhai station pohnchey us ki
train ney 6:30 bajey Lahore ko khairbaad kaha aur hum dono dukhi dil sey wapis ho liye..aaj bhi mey bhai ki bike per us sey chipki bethi thi laikin aj na to merey jazbaat hejaankhaiz they aur na bhai ki taraf sey koi peshqadmi thi ..hum dono hi porey raastey apni apni sochoun mey dobey rahey aur gher aa gaya…mujhey chour ker bhai baher hi challa gaya mey apney room mey pohnchi…aaj merey room ki her cheez mujhey nazai ki yaad dilla rahi thi..waqai baaz daffa koi jab aap key pass hota hey to aap us ki qader ka us ki mojoudgi ki ehmiyat ka andaaza hi nahi laga paatey aur jab who dour chala jaata hey tab aap ka dil her pal us ko yaad kerta hey…jab aap ko maloom hota hey key us shaks ki ap ki zindaggi mey kiya ehmiyat thi…Aur aisey hi kuch jazbaat bhai key bhi rahey houngey…mazey ki baat wo apney gham ko apney nazia key bichrney key dukh ko kisi sey share bhi nahi ker sakta tha..laikin mey janti thi apney bhai key dil per guzerney waali qayamet key
baarey mey…Ab raat kaafi ho rahi hey kal mujhey college bhi jaana hey kaafi din ho gaye hain kal jaoun gi zara ..aur dosri baat dil ko bhi to behlaana tha ..Khair ab soti houn..
Day-64..Saturday
Aaj ka din meri zindaggi key bhut saarey dinoun ki tarah aik aam sa din tha..nazia key dam sey hi thi jo ronaq thi ab jab key who nahi to din bhi aur retain bhi bhut pheeki pheeki si lagti hain..khair ab aadat to daalni hi hey..kisi key gham mey koi kitna ro sakta hey ..kuch din baad hi nazia key saath guzaarey din bhi beeta fasaana hi maloom hongey..laikin abhi merey jissam per us ki khusboo baqqi hey abhi merey kamrey mey us ki dabi awaz mey batain kerna, gungunaana ,aur dheemi si piyaari si hansi ki jhankaar rachi bassi hoi hey, mey to yeh sochti houn mera yeh haal hey to bhai ka kiya haal ho ga ..khair who aaj mujhey saara din nahi dikkha aur aaj waisey bhi Saturday tha to who shop sey wapis aa ker seedha apney dostoun mey challa gaya aur raat dair sey hi aayega abhi raat key 12:30 ho rahey hain abhi tak to nahi aaya …Khair aaj mey college kaafi din baad gai t hi saari class fellows poch rahin thin mey ney apni cousin ki shaadi ka bahanaa bana
diyya..aaj college mey aik nai lerki keyu cherchey aam they us ney do din pehley hi humaara college join kiya hey ..BSC-I mey ..khair wajah kuch yun thin key sunney mey aaya tha key muhterma aik barri si lambi si gaari mey aati thin..jadeed tareen fashion key kaprey un key tan per hotey they …aur shakal sey hi kisi bhut barey gher ki aulaad lagtin thin..khair mey ney 2 lectures key baad ussey canteen mey dekha…who akeeli bethi thi aur itefaaq kuch yun hua key aaj meri teen friends ayen nahi thin..aur do lab mey thin kuch kaam tha to mey bhi canteen ki table per akeeli bethi cold drink enjoy ker rahi thi tab hi mey ney aik shreen awaz sunni.."Kiya mey yahan beth sakti houn.."
Lehjaa bhut hi naran aur andaaz dil ko lubhaaney waala tha…mey ney ser utha ker dekha to goya hussun ki devi key dershan ho gaye…yun to mey bhi kuch kam haseen na thi laikin us husun-o-jamaal key majmoye ko dekh ker aik lamhey ko to mey bhi mahboot ho ker reh gai..kiya hi masoom aur khusnumma chehra tha ..zindaggi sey bherpor..mujhey apni taraf yun takta dekh ker who thora puzzle si ho gai…Khud hi boli.."Mera naam jolie hey aur mey new arrival houn aap key college mey…"
Ab sherminda honey ki baari merit hi…khair mey ney ussey chair pesh ki aur bethney ko kaha..khair who boli.."abhi meri koi friend nahi hey yahan…aur mey ney aap ko bhi akeeley hi bethey dekha to socha aap sey dosti karoun…kiya pata aagey chal ker hum behtreen dost sabit houn.."
Mey bli.."Nahi baat derasal yeh hey key meri friends is waqt class mey hain meri tabiyat kuch bojhal si ho rahi thi to mey yahan aa gai..jahan tak baat dosti ki hey to zaror …aap ko koi bhi pareshaani ho ya kisi baat mey mushkil ho to aap muh sey poch saktin hain…bye they way mera naam aasia hey aur mey Part two ki student houn yaani yeh mera akhri saal hey…"
Who boli…"Dear dosti sirf yeh hi to nahi hoti key mujhey jab koi mushkil ho to hi mey aap sey baat karoun yeh to khudgarzhi ho gai mey to aik achi dost ki talash mey houn…"
Mey boli.."Aap ney bilkul theek kaha laikin jolie achi dosti to aik dosrey ko achi tarah jaan leney key baad hi hoti hey abhi to mey aap key baarey mey kuch jaanti hi nahi…"
Who boli..aur kiya hi khoob boli…beshak us ki batain bhut khobsoarat thin.."Aasia yeh bhi aap ney khoob kahi…mey apni kisi achi dost sey hi apni batain karoun gi na ..kisi anjaan sey thori apney dil ki baat karoun gi aur na apni jaan pehchaan doun gi …to dosti key liye jannana zarori nahi yeh to dosti key baad ki batain hua kertin hain.."
Aur mey waqai mey lajawaab ho gai..
Khair idher udher ki batoun mey kaafi time guzer gaya …us ney apna Phone number mujhey diyya aur mujh sey mera gher ka number liyya..aur yun humaari achi dosti ho gai…mujhey to bhut hi nafees aur a chi lerki laggi jolie..jahan tak baat lerkioun key jalney ki t hi to lerkiyaan to apney sey haseen sorat aur apni si barri hasti dekh ker jalla hi kertin hain…mujhey yeh hi mehsous hota tha key college ki lerkiyan kion key us ki khobsorti aur amarut sey jalti thin is liye ulti seedhi batain kiya kertin thin..aur who ulti seedhi batain kiya thin…key us key lachan sahi nahi lagtey…kaafi bari lagti hey ab kion admission liya hey zaror kuch gerber hey…haan yeh baat theek thi key who 24 ys 25 sey kam ki nahi thi laikin yeh bhi koi aisi khaas baat na thi koi bhi problem ho sakti hey..mujhey who achi laggi..us ki chaal bhut hi mastaani thi..us ka jissam khoob kassa hua bulkey yun samjh lain key kisi filmi heroin ki tarah develop tha..mey ney itna khobsorat
jissam sirf blue movies mey hi dekha tha..mey soch rahi thi ussey jaata dekh ker key yeh lerki kaproun key baghair kiya sittam dhaati ho gi…us ki chatiyaan kiya hi uthaan thi un mey jawaani aisa lagta tha wahan sey ubal rahi ho…kiya hi germi thi us key qurub mey aur kiya mehkta badan tha us ka ….sach boloun to us ki shaksiyat ney mujhey apney hisaar mey ley liyya…aur mey dil sey yeh chahti thi key who meri dost ban jaye waisey bhi nazia ki kammi aur us key jaaney ka ehsaas kuch aisa shaded tha key mey aik achi dost ki kammi mehsous ker rahi thi..khair jo taluqaat nazia key aur merey they who merey aur jolie key to na ho saktey they laikin kon jaaney …aur ager ho gaye to kiya hi maza aa jaye itna haseen aur jawaan jissam..mujhey shoq s a uth raha tha us ka jissam baghair kaproun key dekhney ka…nazia ney na jaaney mujhey kaisa bana diyya tha..khair who chali gai mey ney us ki lambi si gaari dekhi laikin mey jal nahi rahi thi bulkey fakher
mehsous ker rahi thi key college ki sab sey ameer aur haseen lerki meri dost hey…waisey us ney bhi meri khobsorti ki tareef ki t hi ab chahey us ney murawatan kaha ho laikin yeh kuch aisi ghalat baat bhi na thi..aur aik raaz ki baat mey yahan likhna chahti houn..meri pehli chudai ko shayyad dus din guzer chukkey they..laikin merey jissam ney us adhori chudai key baad kiya hi roop nikaala tha…khair mey yeh bayaan to nahi ker sakti key key kiya hua tha bus ab jab mey nahaney kharri oti aur apna jissam dekhti to who mujhey pehley sey haseen nazer aata..bharra bharra aur gadaaz, jawaani key rus sey bharra..mey aik aisa jam ban ker reh gai t hi jo chilak raha tha key bus uthaao aur hountoun sey laga lo…khair ho sakta hey mera wehem ho ya ab merey dekhney ka andaaz badal gaya ho…chatiyaan kuch aur ubher aayen thin..aisa mujhey lagta tha halankey mera breast size nahi bdla tha laikin un ki ubhaar mey un ki khobsorti mey kuch kammi thi pehley ab yun lagta
tha who mukamil ho gai houn…shayyad mard ka lums hi aurat ko mukamil kerta hey..werna aurat ka husun kisi kaam ka nahi..aur meri zindaggi ka pela mard "Shamshair khan" jissey mey ab tak bholi na thi kai baar sotey mey , mey ney wohi manzer dekha tha..wohi harra bharra jungle ounchey ounchey pairou sey aatin taiz seeti ki si awazain ..jungle ki awazain aur us jagah mey hoti aur shamshair khan hota…who mera pehla mard tha aur shayyad mey ussey kabhi nahi bhol sakti..khair shamshair khan ney to mujhey aur tishna ker key chour diyya tha laikin us key baad kai baar mey apney sapnoun mey shamshair khan sey barey hi nakhroun sey chuddy thi aur us ney mujhey waisey hi mukamil kiya tha jaisa aik mard aik aurat ko jo us ki bivi hoti hey kerta hey…khair ab mey soun gi bhut neend aa rahi hey aur un batoun key yaad aa janey sey bhut si baatain yaad aa gayen hain..ab sona mushkil ho jaye ga ager mazeed likha kal Sunday hey aur papa gher per hongey jaldi
uthna hho ga..woh bhut chirtey hain dair tak soney sey..
Day-65..Sunday
Aaj subah mey jaldi uth gai..papa bhi khush ho gaye kion key wo mujhey bhut chahtey they mey un ki laadli beti thi aur un ki laadli kion key itney din baad loti thi aur aaj wo gher mey they is liye khush they..mujhey sey pochtey rahey key kaho kiya maza aaya tum logoun ko..sikander ney khayaal to rakha na..aur mey unhey bataati rahi..siwaye un batoun ko..keu ab aap ki laadli kanwaari nahi rahi..apna kanwaar pan wo wahin muree mey hi cour aai hey…aur apna monh us ney teen teen mardoun sey kerwaaya hey…khair wo un sab batoun sey anjaan they hum ney naashta kiya..phir mama key saath kaam kaaj mey haath bataney laggi..dopher key khaaney mey bahi bhi saath tha us ka chehra kuch utra hua sa lag raha tha papa sey us ney daant bhi khaai raat dair sey aaney aur subah dair sey uthney per..merey papa is maamley mey bhut sakht they..apney bachoun ki terbiyat unhoun ney bhut hi sakht usoloun per ki t hi…aur koi wajah nahi thi key un ki dono aulaadain un ka naam
roshan kertin aur aik behtreen insaan hotin laikin un kiterbiyat yeh new technology ney fail ker di..TV, Videos, phir computer aur internet..woh to apni aulaad ki taleem-o-terbiyat mey koi kammi na reh jaye is liye khareed laye they unhey bhalla kiya maloom tha key who kiya ker rahey hain apni aulaad key saath aur apni bersoun ki mehnat aur bhut pyar sey ki gai terbiyat ko khaak mey milla rahey hain aur aik din yehi cheezain un ki aulaad ko us raastey per ley jayengey key un ka beta aik lerki ko ghori banaye us per sawaari ker raha ho ga aur us sey kuch hi dour us ki behen un ki beti ghori bani do achi aur pakki ummer key mardoun ko halka ker rahi ho gi..khair yeh to qismat key khel hain..haan aik ehem baat aur hoi aaj who yeh key aaj meri dats start ho gayen hain..is dafa mujhey bari hi shiddat sey intezaar tha kion key ehtiyaati tadabeer to ker lin thin mey ney laikin der to tha key kahin kisi ney mujhey haamlaa na ker diyya ho…khair dats shrro ho
gayen aur meri choot ney saari gandaggi apney hi khoon mey milla ker baher phaink di…sikander ka aamna saamna aaj din mey kai baar hua mujh sey laikin na janey kiya baat hey us ney mujhey nazer utha ker bhi na dekha..mey yeh nahi keh rahi key us ney nafrat sey dekha ya muhjhey ignore kiya..bus jis tarah wo dekha kerta tha us tarah na dekha..jaisey us ki wo garam nazrain jo bechainee sey merey badan key posheeda hisoun per hua kertin thin aaj wo dour kahin khoi hoi thin..khair mey pareshaan nahi thi kion key yeh to aik fitri amul tha nazia key jaaney ka kuch din mey normal ho hi jaana tha ussey..akhir who mohabbat jo kerta tha us sey..khair raat ka khaana aaj jaldi khaaya gaya kion key kal working day tha aur mujhey bhi college jaana tha phir mey apney room mey aa gai aur abhi kuch dair pehley tak beth ker kuch zarori notes tayyar kerti rahi itney dino ki chutiyyan barri bhaari parin thin mujhey aur mey kaafi peechey thi claas sey..khair ab so jaana
chahye werna subah tabiyat bojhal rahey gi…
Day-67..Tuesday
Mey kal apni diary nahi likh sakti kal mey bhut thak gai thi aur college key notes key chkker mey itni raat ho gai key diary likhney beth jaati to subah uth hi na sakti thi is liye mey ney sona zada munasib samjha ..kuch kaam to aaj bhi tha laikin aaj diary nahi likhi to bhut si batain phir yaad nahi rahain gi..kal aur aaj ka din bhut hi bore guzrey haan yeh zaror hua key dono din mey aur jolie zada time laibrary mey saath rahey..hum mney books lin aut college key baher banney baagh mey beth gaye bhut si batain hoin gher ki batain us ney bhut kuch bataya apney baarey mey key us key papa ki death bhut bachpan mey hi ho gai t hi us ki mama sey hi ussey paala hey us ki chaar behnain aur hain un ki mama ka beauty parlour hey aur papa ki chori hoi kuch jayedaad waghera hain jin sey guzer baser ho jaati hey…aur us ki guzer buser to mey dekh hi rahi thi…hazaroun ropye key jaded kaprey, qeemti jewelry, nazuk aur khobsorat wrist watches aur mehngey tareen
perfumes khair un ki mama ka beauty parlour bhi acha chalta tha mey ney apney baarey mey bataya key hum middle class family sey taluq rakhtey hain merey papa jewelers hain aur mama aik house wife aik bhai aur aik mey bus yeh hi family hey meri…tab us ney bari hasrat sey kaha tha key tum kitni khusnaseeb ho aasia..us key lehjey mey na jaaney kitni hasratain posheeda thin mujhey heart to hoi key who mujhey kion khusnaseeb keh rahi thi jab key mey ussey khusnaseeb sochti thi…khair mey ney pochna munasib nahi samjha…dono din humarey aisey hi guzrey hum ney apney dil ki her baat aik dosrey sey keh daali..laikin mey ney who batain us sey share nahi kin jo mey apni piyaari diary sey kerti houn..aik yehi to hey jis per mujhey sab sey zada aitbaar hey, khair college sey aa ker sona ,phir sham mey perhna kion key exam jaisey aik dam nazdeek aa gaye they…nazia key chakker mey bhut saarey nuqsanaat key saath jo aik nuqsaan mey ney kiya tha who yeh key apni
perhai ki taraf sey laperwah ho gai thi..us key baad raat ka khaana papa aur mama sey batain aur phir room mey aa ker raat us waqt tak perhna jab tak palkain neend sey bojhal na honey lagin..shayyad lashauri tour per mey nazia ki kammi , apney jissam ki bhook jo ab jawaan ho gai t hi in sab ko apni masrofiyat key perdey mey chupaaney ki koshish ker rahi thi..laikin jab bhi kabhi mey zara si b hi farigh hoti to bus dil ki bhut ajeeb halat ho jaati thi…wo to acha hey meri dates chal rahin hain to mey apney jissam sey bhi nahi khel rahi werna nazia ki yadain aur bhi taaza ho jaatin..mey ney kaafi dinoun sey internet bhi na challaya tha jab key nazia ney mujh sey waada liya tha key hum her roz net per chat kiya karain gey..khair ab mazeed jagney ki himmat nahi light band ker key soti houn…
Day-69..Thursday
Kal b hi mey apni diary nahi likh sakki jab key mera dil bhut ker raha tha laikin neend itni aa rahi thi key himmat hi nahi pari aur waisey bhi aaj kal to lagta hey key din jaisey apni aik makhsous chaal per sakit ho gaye houn..kal mey jolie key gher gai t hi college sey us ki mama aur us ki behnoun sey milli us key gher ka mahol kuch ajeeb sa lagga mujhey khair mey yaqeen sey kuch nahi keh sakti bus kuch gerber thi us key gher mey aur gher waloun mey aur sab sey heart naak baat jo mey ney note ki key panchoun behnoun ki n a to shaklain milti thin aur na hi un key naam yaani aik naam jolie tha dosri ka naam aashi, teesri ka naam meena, couthi ka naam nazneen, aur panchween ka taruf laila keh ker kerwaya gaya..haan yeh zaror kahoun gi key panchoun behenain khobsorti mey apni misaal aap thin..phir un ki mama sey milli kuch ajeeb sa ehsaas tha un key chehrey per aik ajeeb tarah ki rauoniyat aur ghrour jaisey…jaisey..bas ab kiya kahoun..mujhey passand nahi
aai us ki family..sab liye diye sey they..mujh sey mil ker sab apney apney rooms mey ghus gaye mey aur jolie kaafi dair tak us key room mey bethey rahey..mey sochti houn key kaisi behnain thin key sab key alag alag rooms..meri koi aik bhi behen hoti to mey aur wo saath hi rehtey hum behtreen dost hotey..khair ..kaafi dair baad mujhey us ney apni gaari per gher key qareeb uterwa diya…mey ney mama sey ziker nahi kiya..aur kion key aaj kal college mey dair ho rahi thi labs ki wajah sey is liye mama ney mera dair sey aana itna mehsous bhi na kiya..khair aaj jolie ko mey apney gher ley ker aai mama sey milwaya ussey meri mama bhut passand aayen ..meri sedhi sadhi mama ko bhut dukh hua yeh sun ker key who yateem hey..khair khaaney key baad hi mama ney ussey janey diyya…aaj aik aur ehem baat yeh bhi hoi key aaj meri chating Mirc per nazia sey hoi wo bhut naraz thi key mey online kion nahi aa rahi thi khair mey ney exams qareeb honey ka bahana ker
diya..na janey kion ab nazia ki yaad mey wo shiddat khattam ho gai t hi mey ney ussey yeh bhi keh diyya key kion key exams qareeb hain is wajah sey mey roz online na ho sakoun gi ..us ney burra nahi manaya..na janey kion mey ney ussey yeh keh diyya.jab key shayyad char din pehley mey yeh sochti thi key mera aik din bhi nazia key baghit kaisey guzrey ga..ab sona chahye aaj lagta hey meri dates khattam ho gayen hain kal nahoun gi mey..ab sona chahye..
Day-70..Friday
Aaaahhhh…meri qismat bhi kuch ajeeb hey..sochti kuch houn to hota kuch hey..apna kanwwara badan apney bhai ko dena chahti thi to who ksi key naseeb mey aaya ..meri kanwarpan ko tora bhi gaya to kahan…dost thi to who itni ayaash milli key na sirf merey jissam sey khelti rahi bulkey merey bhai sey bhi khoob mazey kiye…aur ab yeh aik new entry hoi meri zindaggi mey..jolie…mey chahti thi jolie meri achi dost baney..haan mey chahti thi aur ab bhi chahti houn..Aaj jolie subah hi merey gher aa gai…kehney laggi aaj tumhaarey gher per hi din guzaartey hain…aur kion key aaj college jaana itna important bhi nahi tha kion key waisey bhi aaj labs nahi thin aur Friday ki wajah sey koi khaas class hoti bhi nahi thi to mey ney bhi socha chalo aaj chutti mania jaaye..jolie upper merey hi room mey aa gai…us ki gaari aur driver baher kharey they…khair who merey room mey aa ker merey bed per bethi thi..hum batain ker rahey they…mama ney kaafi saara orange
juice upper bhijwaa diyya tha to who bhi saath saath chal raha tha..tab hi jolie ney kaha..Asia tum bari khush qismat ho..tumhaari itni piyaari si family hey itna piyara gher hey..jahan tum araam sey rehti ho…mey samjhi shayyad who mera mazaaq urra rahi thi..kion key jo kuch us key pass tha us ka to mey sirf khuwaab mey hi soch sakti thi..mey boli..yeh kiya keh rahi ho jolie..mujhey khush qismat to tum ho..itnaa paisa hey tumhaarey pass….itni khubsorat ho tum..baap nahi hain tumhaarey lekin tumhaari mama ney tum sab ko paala posa hey tumhaey itna bara kiya hey..aur tumhaarey papa yaqenan bhut barey business man rahey hongey jo tum itni achi zindaggi guzaar rahi ho un key baad bhi….tab hi who barri ajeeb tarah sey muskuraai…bua kiya kahoun mey to us muskurahut ko ajeeb hi kahoun gi…na jaaney kiya kuch tha us mey..shikayat thi..aik israarar sa chuppa hua tha..ek hiqarat thi…na jaaney kitni hi jazbaat liye hoye thi who muskurahat…who
boli…tumhey bhut khubsoarat lagti hey meri zindaggi..???
Mey kuch na boli..
Who khud hi bolna shroo hoi…
Merey papa business man they ya faqeer mey nahi jantii…
Kion key mey ney aankh kholi to apni maa ko hi dekha..
Tab mey boli to tumhaari mama ney tumhey nahi bataya key who kiya kertey they..
Who boli…Yeh to who khud bhi nahi jaanti houngi..kion key unhoun ney mujhey khareeda tha…
Meri ankhin heart sey khul gayen…
Who meri heart ko dekhtey hoye boli…
Mey sach keh rahi houn..Mey khareedi hoi chezz houn…mey insaan nahi houn…mey to bus aik khilona houn..mey kisi key liye doulat hasil kerney ka zariyya houn…mujhey kisi ki hawas pori kerney key liye raat raat bher kantoun key bister per sona perta hey…college mey jaati houn to wahan taleem hasil kerney nahi bulkey is liye key wahan barey barey gharanoun ki lerkiyaan perhtin hain..to un keyu bhaiyoun ko un key baapooun ko ghair sakoun aur apney bister tak laa sakoun …taakey meri mama key bank aacount mey mazeed doulat aa sakey…haan meri behen mey lerki nahi houn mey to aik raand houn..mey aik high profile call girl houn..yehi hey meri zindaggi ka sach..tum mey jo khuloos tha ussi khuloos ney mujhey apni zindaagi ka sach kehney per majbour kiya…ab yaqeenan tum mujhey napaasand karou gi..bhala aik rundi sey koi kion dosti karey ga…lekin jo sach tha who mey ney tum ko bata diyya..kiya ab bhi tum meri zindaggi ko aur meri qismat ko khud sey
behter samjhti ho..???
Aur yeh aik aisa sawaal tah jis ka jawaab mujh sey foran hi nahi ban parra..who meri khamoshi ko na jaaney kiya samjhi aur kehney laggi…
Mey samjhti houn asia..tum ko kuch kehney ki zarorat nahi….tum jaisi shareef lerki bhalla aik rundi ki dost kion baney gi…meri kabhi koi dost nahi banni…kion key meri mama is ko passand nahi kertin..tum mey na jaaney kiya apna pan nazer aaya mujhey key tumhaarey qareeb ho gai..aaj gher jaoun gi to mujhey kaafi daant parey gi …kion key meri dosti lerkoun sey aur 60 saal key aadmiyoun sey to qabil-e-qabool hey lekin kisi lerki sey mujhey dosti ker key kiya milley ga…Khair ab mey chalti houn..tumhain hamesha yaad rakhoun gi..who jaaney key liye uthi hi thi..tab hi mey ney ussey aik dam rok liya..
Mey ney kaha betho tum araam sey..Aur aagey berh ker room ka derwwaza lock ker diyya…key kahin mama kisi kaam sey opper aa jayen aur un key kaan mey is qissam ki koi baat na per jaaye..
Who mujhey dekh rahi thi aur muntazir thi key mey kiya kehti houn..
Mey us key saamney aa ker beth gai..
Mey kaafi shock thi…heart zada thi lekin merey dil mey na to jolie key liye nafrat thi aur na hi ajnabbi pan…mey khud nahi jaanti aisa kion tha..jolie jis paishey sey wabista thi who paishaa na jaaney kion mujhey apni janib khenchta tha..jisam ka karobaar…jisam ki numaish…jisam ki taskeen…apney jazbaat ki taskeen…aur na jaaney kiya kiya..to mey bhi to yehi kerti thi…farq tha to sirf itna key jolie paisey key liye kerti thi mey apni taskeen key liye kerti thi…jolie ko paisoun ki bhook thi to mujhey sulagtey jazbaat ki piyaas…to mey ussey kion burra khoun gi…who paisoun key liye kisi key saath bhi so sakti thi aur mey apney jazbet ki taskeen key liye kisi ko bhi apna jissam sounp sakti thi…meri jawaani meri umnagain merey control sey bahir thin..aur shayyad jolie key bhi bus farq tha to sirf itna key who apney in uncontrol jazbaat key achey paisey kharey ker leti thi…mey ussey dekhti rahi na jaaney kiya kiya sochti rahi…mey ney
ussey bhut samjhaaaya..phir apney saath honey waaley waqiyaat bhi sunaaye….bhai ko beech sey hata diyya..mey nahi chahti thi key jolie ko apni bhai sey jinsi wabistaggi key baarey mey bataoun…haaan baaqi her baat ussey khol ker bata di yahan tak key apney aur nazia key taluqaat ka bhi ziker ker diyya…mey kaafi dair bethi ussey batati rahi aur mey dkeh rahi thi key us key chehrey ki ronaq bhi ab wapis aa rahi thi…shayyad who soch rahi ho gi ey hum dono aik hi kashti key sawaar hain…khair who kuch dair baad merey gaaley laggi hoi thi ….aur mey us ki peeth sehlaa rahi thi….us key baad who kaafi dair bethi apney kaam key baarey mey batati rahi…us ney bataya key us ki aaankh khulli to in aunty key gher mey hi thi who nahi jaanti key us ki maa kon hey baap kon hey aik arsey tak who in aunty ko hi apni saggi maa samjhti rahi who to baligh honey key bad ussey pata challa key us ki haqeqat kiya hey…who aik jaded tarz key kothey ki khilti jawaan
hoti kalli hey ..jis ki jawaani ki uthaaan per kai bhanwrey taak lagaye bethey they..aur us ki maa us ki pehli raat ki zada sey zada qeemat leney ki taaak mey…aur phir us ki zindaggi ki woph pehli raat bhi aa gai jo her lerki ki zindaggi mey aati hey..jissey aam tour per suhaag raat kaha jaata hey…jis key baarey mey soch ker hi her shreef lerki ki ranain geeli ho jatin hain..lekin us ki yeh raat ajeeb hi thi…pehli boli us ki Karachi key aik barey mill owner key naam uthi jo us ki aik haftey ki zindaggi khareed ker ussey apney saath pahaaari ilaqoun per germiyaan guzareny chala gaya aur jab who wahan sey aai to kalli sey khil ker phool ho chukki thi us ki zindaggi badal chukki thi…who seth paki umer ka aik tajurbey kaar aadmi tha..jis ney us ko bherpor taskeen di..us key jazbaat bherkaa bherkaa ker who us ki jawaani key bherpor mazey leta raha… khair us key baad wohi zindggi ki routin hoti hey aik high class society call girl ki…kai jawaan
raees zaadey kai borhey busniees men kai pakki umer key na-asoodha mard us key saath sotey rahey aur us key nazuk jissam per apni hawas key nishaan chortey rahey…khair yeh sab aik aurat key liye kita lazat angaiz hota hey yeh to mujhey pata hi hey..is liye is baat per mey ney koi baat nahi ki lekin jolie sirf is liye mujhey bata rahi thi key shayyad meri hamdardiyaan samait sakey..lekin mey to us key kaam ki lazat ki dewaani hoi jaa rahi thi…merey khayaloun mey andherey sard kamrey ..jismoun ki sulagti aanch…aur ubhertey hoye jazbaat…sisakti hoi sergoshiyaaan…jawaaani ki madhur awazain…mey apney aap ko jolie ki jagah soch rahi thi aur lazat ki shiaddat sey merea jissam kai bherpor angraiyaan ley chukka tha..aik aag si tan man mey bherti jaa rahi thi….khayaloun mey kai kai mardoun key sehet mand lund ghooom rahey they jaisa akser mey ney blue movies mey dekha tha ya akser porn pictures mey dekha tha key aik mard aa raha who farigh hota hey
to dosraa aaa jata hey aur lerki lazat sey khoob awazain nikaal rahi hey sisak rahi hey aur aik key baad aik mard us per cherh raha hey kabhi ghouri bana ker to kabhi goud mey bitha ker kabhi dewwar sey tikka ker to kabhi seedha litta ker aur na jaaney kitney hi aisey tareeqey dimaagh mey chakraaney lagey…kiya khobsorat zindaggi thi jolie ki…mey ney kai baar apney hi haath sey khud apni piyaas bujhtaaey kayaloun mey apney aap ko aik call giral key roop mey fantsize kiya tha…key kai kai aadmi mujhey choud rahey hain aur mey naye naye lund apni choot mey berdhast ker rahi houn..akser aisey hi siskiyaan si nikal jaatin thin meri aur meri choot paani paani ho jaya kerti thi..aur yeh jolie sach much mey is zindaggi ka lutf ley rahi thi…mey ney barri hi hasrat sey ussey yah batain batayen…us ki ankhoun mey aik chuban si mehsous ki mey ney …khair who boli "Asia yeh zindaggi itni bhi haseen nahi jaisa to samjh rahi hey..haan paisa bhut hey..merey
bank account bharey parey hain..aunty ney kabhi is maamley mey kanjousi nahi ki…who kehtin hain key tum behnain apni tangoun key beech tiksaal liye ghomti ho aur tumhaari issi tiksaal sey nikaltey paisey sey meri shaan o shoukat qayem hey to jo kuch mey tumhain detin houn us sey zada tum mujhey deti ho…to meri behen yeh asal mey paisa bananye ki machine hey jo humaari tangoun key beech hey..jahan mardoun key liye lazat aur shewat key khazaaney chupey hain..aur baaz daffa who is ki germi key aagey apna sab kuch daao per bhi laga detey hain..""
Mey boli.."Waah tum itni achi zindaggi ko kion burra keh rahi ho…theek hey merey nazdeek paisoun ki koi lalach nahi..lekin mufat ka paisa kisey burra lagta hey…aur dosri baat jo lazatain tum ko hasil hain us ki baat hi kiyya.."
Who aik hizyaani sa qehqaha laga ker boli.."Mufat…arey yeh mufat ka paisa nahi hota banno…yeh humaari din bher aur raat bher ki mehnat ka silla hota hey tu kiya jaaney jo paisa detey hain who ussey wasool kaisey kaisey kertey hain.."
Mey boli.."Aur tum keh rahi ho maza nahi hey is kaam mey…heyyy kiya adventure bharii zindaggi hey tumhaari…"
Phir who apney saath guzrey kai waqaiyaat sunaaaney laggi…aur us ka sunaaya her waqiyya meri choot ko geeli hi kerta raha..us key customers kon hotey hain who kaisey kaisey us ko chodtey hain aur apna paisa kis tarah wasoul kerney ki nakaam koshish kertey hain…who to professional thi us sey bhalla kiya hasil ker paatey hongey who..khud hi do teen dafa jher ker monh jhukka ker challey jaatey hain…khair kaafi dilchasp waqiyaat sunaaye us ney aur humain time guzarney ka pata hi nahi challa…ager un sab ki tafseel likhney beth gai to raat khattam ho jaye gi batain khattam nahi hongi…khair phir who jaaney key liye kharri ho gai..phir ussey kuch yaad aaya to dobaara beth gai aur boli kuch sochti hoi.."Tujhey bhut passand hey na yeh sab…to tu khud aik baar tey kion nahi kerti.."""
Mey heart sey boli.."Mey..Mey kaisey ker sakti houn.."
Who boli.."Dekh kal mera aik appointment hey..aunty ney set kiya hey Hotel mey..dopher 12:00 bajey pohnchna hey mujhey…to meri jagah tu challi ja.."
Mey ek dam shock ho ker reh gai..aik man keh raha tha key jaa aur apni aag bujha ley ..aik man kehtea tha key kisi ney dekh liyya ya kisi ko pata chal gaya to kiyya ho ga…mey kamzour si awaaz mey boli.."Lekin who to mujhey pehchaan jaye ga.."
Who boli.."Arey unhey sirf choot sey matlab hota hey shaklain thori dekhtain hain aisey log….aur waisey bhi us ko sirf mera nam pata hey key koi jolie us key pass 12:00 bajey aaye gi jis key paisey ussey dena hain.."
50% aunty ka hota hey 50% humaara….to tum rakh lena 50% bulkey tumhaara first time hey to pora rakh lena aunty ko mey apney pass sey dey dongi.."
Mey boli.."Lekin mey to uniform mey hongi .."
Who boli.."To kiya hua mey bhi college sey seedhi hi jaati houn..in mardoun ko lerkiyaan school aur college key dress mey zada passand aati hain aur unhey choud ker bhut khush hotey hain..mey pohnch jaoun gi driver key saath tum hotel ki lobby mey rehna mey aa jaounn to meri jagah tum challi jaana opper..aik do ghantey ka kaam hey mey wait keroun gi tumhaara .."
Mey kuch kuch tayyar ho gai lekin dil nahi maan raha tha..mey ney laakh samjhaaya phir paisey ka lalch deney ka socha aur jolie sey pocha.."Kitney paisey miltey hain tum ko…"
Who boli…"Alag alag rate hotey hain..full night key alag..full day key alag..kal aik hi banda ho ga age mujhey bhi nahi maloom..us sey 10000 mey baat ki hey aunty ney key college ki lerki hey zada khulli hoi nahi hey..khair ussey to us key paisoun sey kahin acha maal mil jaaye ga ager tum gai to…tum to waqau mey..us ney shararti nazroun sey meri choot ki taraf dekha to mey sherma si gai…
Khair to who saarey maamlaat tey ker key challi gai aur mey bethi sochti reh gai key yeh mey kiya kerney jaa rahi houn…ab mey aik professional runddi banney jaa rahi thi…meri zindaggi bhi ajeed ajeed mor ley rahi thi…khair dekhtey hain…zindaggi to naam hi her lamhey badaltey halaat aur waqiyaat ka naam hey…jo ruk gai who zindaggi thori hoti hey…ager sahi na lagga to agli dafa mana ker dongi jolie ko….sochti houn key mey yeh maghrabbi blue movies aur taswerain dekh ker is qader pagal ho rahi houn sirf maghrib ki hawayen cho rahin thin mujhey to mey pure mashraqqi lerki ho ker bhi apni jawaani ko aoney kanwaarpan ko mehfooz ahi rakh paa rahi houn to jo log jo lerkiyaan aurtain wahan rehti hongi aisey maashrey mey to un ka kiyya hota ho ga ..who to saaf nazer aata hey blue movies aur un tasweroun sey key wahan to 15 saal ki umer key baad kanwaari lerki milna namumkin hi hota ho ga…khair mey un sey konsa alag houn bus moqa hi nahi milla tha
werna to 15 saal mey na sahi 20 saal ki umer tak to mey bhi apni choot khoob khol chukki hoti..to yeh baat yahan sach sabit hoti hey key "Gunah per her shaks aamadah ho jaata hey jo gunah nahi kertey asal mey unhey us ka moqa hi nahi milta.."
Khair yeh falsafiyaana batain merey kamzour zehen mey nahi aa saktin to mey to kal ka soch rahi houn neend bhi nahi aa paa rahi kitni hi raat ho gai hey..ab lights band ker key letti houn shayyad aa hi jaaye kal bhut ehem din hey so jaana chahye..
Day-72..Sunday
Meri piyaari diary aaj mey bhut khush aur mutmeen houn kal raat mey diary is wajah sey nahi likh sakki key behad thakki hoi thi aur bilkul bhi himmat nahi thi aaj kion key Sunday tha to khoob dair tak soti rahi aur jisam ki saari thakkan aur kasalmandi jee bher ker utaari..bhut hi purlutuf aur hangaamakhaiz din guzra Saturday ka..behter ho ge key mey pori tafseel shroo sey likhoun ..mey Saturday ko apney time per yaani 9:00 bajey college pohnch gai mera halaq bar baar khushk hua jaa raha tha aaney waaley meri zindaggi key kuch sab sey ajeeb lamhaat ko soch ker ajeeb halat ho rahi thi…meri piyaari diary tu yeh jaati hey key mey ab kanwaari lerki nahi houn mey mard ko jaan gai houn aur jawaani key saarey hi khel bhi khel chukki houn lekin phir bhi us din subah sey hi meri ajeeb halat thi wajah shayyad yeh rahi ho gi key ab tak mey ney jinsi taskeen key jitney bhi lamhaat guzaarey who jaldbaazi aur ghair itmeenan bakhsh tour per guzaarey yun meri pori
tarah jismaani taskeen na ho sakki..lekin yeh pehla moqa aaney waala tha jab mey kisi andekhey mard ki jisey mey ney shayyad pehley kahi nahi dekha aur na hi kabhi dekh bhi paoun gi us ki agoush mey kai ghantey guzaarney waali thi who bhi aik pursukoon room mey jahan kisi key na to aaney ka daar tha na dekh liye jaaney ka khouf…to yeh aik bilkul nai bat thi ..khair jaisey taisey 11:00 baj gaaye mey college sey baher aa ker taxi pakri aur Hotel pohnch gai..mey apney college key unform mey hi thi ..opper sey bilkul saada thi lekin ander sey…to meri dates do din pehley hi khattam hoi thin to un key baad jaisa key her lerki kerti hey mey ney bhi apni choot key baal saaf kiye they aur ehtiyatan aaj subah aik baar phit apni choot ki naram mulayem jild per hair remover cream achi tarah malli thi us key baad jissam key kuch khaas hisoun per apni sakht chatiyoun per bleach ki t hi key aik sunhera pan aa jey choot ko khoob achi tarah saf kiya tha
subah jab mey nikli thi to barri hi haseen aur jawaan lag rahi thi meri choot khoob chamak uthi thi yeh tha mera ander ka haal ab opper sey kisi ko kiya maloom key yeh jo itni barri chader mey lipti aik college uniform mey lerki hey who ander sey apney aap ko kisi key liye kitna banna sanwaar ker nikli hey…khair to mey hotel pohnch gai aur ander lobby mey waiting room mey jaa ker beth gai…taqreban 11:50 per jolie aati nazer aai..mujhey dekh ker seedhi meri janib aa gai..khair kuch dair who mujhey samjhaati rahi lekin mujhey us ki koi baat samjh hi nahi aa rahi thi bus room no 501 aur jamshaid sahab jo merey pehley cutomer they mujhey un sey milna tha..khair mey counter per pohnchi aur jamshaid shab ka pocha..counter per betehey lerkey ney baarri hi ajeeb nazroun sey dekha khair kaha kuch nahi opper room mey call ki aur mujhey foran hi opper talab ker liyya gaya..mey lift key zerye 5th floor per ja pohnchi…jahan line sey rooms banney hoye they aur
aik ajeeb tarah ki khamoshi chaai hoi thi…khair mey room 501 ki janib berhi aur kuch dair soch ker door knock kiyya…aur kharri ho gai..ander sey ajeeb halat thi lekin mujhey apney aap ko professional sabit kerna tha werna ander sey to meri burri halat thi mey aik ajnabbi sey milney challi aai thi…us ajnabbi sey jo jaanta tha key aaney waali ko mujhey chodna hey aur mey as a call girl yahan sirf apni chudai kerwaaney aai thi na us ka koi maqsad tha na mera…ma ussey mujhey koi raaz-o-niyaaz kerney they na piyaar bharri batain kerni thin aur na mujhey us ko koi nakhrey dikhaaney they seedha seedha give and take waala maamla tha yahan to …khair derwaazey ka lock khulla aur merey saamney aik taqreban 50 ya us sey opper ka aik saaf suthra aadmi kharra tha jissey shayyad aam zindaggi mey dekh ker mey kabhi yaqeen hi nahi ker sakti key itnaa sanjeeda aur puwaqar aadmi is tarah key kaam bhi ker sakta hey..khair us ney aik nazer merey chehrey per daali
aur pasandeedha nazroun sey ser hilaata aik taraf hat gaya..aik merhalla to tey ho gaya tha…lekin asal imtehaan to ab shroo hona tha…
Mey aa ker saamney hi rakhey aik barey king size bed per beth gai …jamshaid sahab aik glass mey kuch pee rahey they aur saath saath TV per koi football ka match bhi dekh rahey they…unhoun ney apni shirt utaar di thi mey ney un key jissam ka aik bherpor jaayeza liyya…yeh tha who aadmi jo porey itmeena sey apni danist mey aik call girl ko chodney waala tha…un ka pait thorra latak raha tha unhoun ney sirf aik paint pehni hoi thi seeney per kaafi baal they jo kahin kahin sey sufaid bhi ho challey they aagey sey ser kuch ganja tha lekin acha lag raha tha kaankey opper sey kaafi baal sufaid ho challey they khair who meri taraf dekh ker morrey aur boley.."Mohaterma kuch peena passand fermayen gi.."
Un ka matlab shayyad sharaab sey tha mey ney gerdan naffi mey hilla di..
Who dobaara boley to yeh kaprey kab tak aap key phool sey badan ko chupaaye rakhain gey zara inhey to hata dijye..zara hum bhi to dekhain kiya chuppa rakha hey aap ney apni raanoun key beech…"
Is tarah ki open language apney liye mey ney kabhi nahi sunni thi lekin aik call girl key liye to yeh routine ki batain thin to mey khamoshi sey utthi apna doppata aur chader aik taraf daal di..jamshaid sahab itney mey aik baar phir tv ki taraf mutawajja ho chukkey they werna shayyad meri ytaraf dekhtey rehtey to kaprey utaarney mey kuch diqqat hoti khair mey ney apney jissam ko kaproun kiqaid sey azzad ker diyya aur sima t ker dobaar bed per beth gai…jamshaid sahab murrey..aur mujhey dekh ker iak zaberdast chamak un ki ankhoun mey lehrai aur who kuch yun boley.."aap ko dekh ker yaqeen nahi aata key aap rundi hain….itni massoom chehra aur kaam aisey ..kiya ho gaya hey duniya ko.."
Dil to mera bhi kuch aisey hi alfaaz kehney ko chaha raha tha un sey lekin us waqt mey professional thi aur professionalism mey aisa nahi hota khair who glass rakh ker meri taraf berhey un ka haath apni belt per tha aur paint dheeli hoti jaa rahi thi…khair unhoun ney apni paint utaar di mey ney dekha who aik white color ka underware pehney they jis sey un ka lund wazeh nazer aa raha tha..who opper bed per late gaye..aur boley "Chalain ab dekhtey hain aap ki ranoun key beech kitna rus baaqi reh gaya hey "
Zara hum bhi to dekhain…
Unhoun ney mujhey kamer ki taraf sey paker liyya mera jissam bhatti ki tarah tap raha tha…
Mey opper un key baraber mey beth gai…who hathoun sey merey tanney hoye mammey dabaaney laggey un key hathoun mey jadoo tha…meri siskiyaan nikal gayen..who kaafi dair yehi kertey rahey aur mujhey pata hi nahi challa key kab merey nazuk haath un key underware sey ubhrey hoye lund ko apni nazuk girift mey ley chukkey they…kiyya sakhti thi..abhi baher nahi nikla tha tab yeh haal tha us ki sakhti merey haath mehsous ker chukey they…
Mey ney bed key sirhaaney sey take laga li..ab who merey mammoun per jhukkey unhey aik aik ker key chaat rahey they ..kaat rahey they..meri ubhri nipples kabhi un key dantoun key dermiyaan hotin to kabhi un per apni naram zabaan phair rahey hotey merey mammey apni pori golai mey tan chukkey they un ka aik haath meri aik chaati per hota to dosri per un ka monh laga hotta….mey aik haath un ki kamer per rakhey aik haath sey un ka ser sehlaa rahi thi man to kerta tha key lund ko haath sey baher nikaaal loun lekin who meri chatiyoun sey hi khail rahey they ab tak..aur meri beqararri apni kahri hadoun ko cho rahi thi…who waqay aurat key jazbaat ko bherkaana khoob jaantey they..puraaney khilaari they is maidaan key jab key mey aik kamsin lerki…lekin bister per aurat haar maan jaaye who bhi mard sey yeh bhi berdhast nahi ker sakti thi is liye apney saber ko akhri hadoun tak aazmaa rahi thi mey…ab unhoun ney apna dosraa haath meri chaati sey hataya aur
meri ranoun key dermiyaan ley gaaye..aur meri choot ko ahista sey sehlaaya..mey ney un ka maqsad samjhtey hoye apni tangain khol din…un ki do ungliyaan meri choot key bahri pankhriyoun ko sehlaaney lagin…mujhey andaaza tha key meri choot apney hi paani mey naha chukki thi…un ki ungliyaan ahista ahisyta num ho chali thin mefri choot key paani sey aur who do aik baar apni aik ungli ko meri choot key androno hisoun ki sair bhi kerwa chukkey they khair meri siskiyaan her guzertey lamhey key saath buland hoti jaa rahi thin..who aag laga chukkey they ab ussey bherkaa rahey they…un key thook sey meri chatiyaan ter ho chukki thin…ab un ka ser merey porey badan per gerdish ker raha tha merey jissam ka her hissa who choom rahey they…mera jissam jaisey aag ki liptoun key dermiyaan pohuns ker reh gaya tha..khair who seedhey hoye aur mey ney moqa dekhtey hi seedha un ka lund apney haath mey daba liyya..unhoun ney apney kolhey uthha diyya un ka ishaara
samjh ker mey ney un ka underware neechey khainch diyya..kaafi sehet mand lun tha…mey ussey sehlaaney laggi…unhoun ney kaha..abhi kahan raani…zara apney chosney key fan ka to muzahirra karo…mey ney foran hi un ki topi apney monh mey daba li..mey koi professional to thi nahi..lekin latadaad movies aur pictures mey ekh chukki thi key sucking kaisey ki jaati hey aur kerwaai jaati hey…aur kuch hi dair baad mey ney unhey who mazey diyye key un ki bhi beikhtiyaar siskiyaan nikal gayen…mera thook un key lumbey lund sey hota hua bister per tapak raha tha…mey ney un ka lund apney monh mey pora liyya…ono hathoun sey un ki ranain sehla rahi thi aur lund choos rahi thi…meri bersoun ki beqarari apna kaam ker rahi thi udher meri choot sey bhi chamktey paaniyoun ki kai nanhi bondain bister ki chader per tapak parri thin…khair unhoun ney mera monh hata diyya apney lund sey aur meri pehli chudai shroo hoi..unhoun ney mujhey kamer sey paker ker apney
saamney ghouri bana diyya..peechey sey hamla kiyya waisey bhi meri choot itni geeli ho chukki thi key jab un ki pholi hoi topi meri choot key bahri hisoun sey hoti hoi phisalti hoi ander jaaney laggi to meri choot ney ussey chikna ker key asaani sey raasta dey diyya lekin jaisey hi choot ki ander ki dewaroun ney itna mota lund aatey dekha to aik dam aik takleef bharra paighaam mujh tak bhejja..lekin jab tak who meri choot mey pora sama chukka tha meri kamer aik dam sey tight hoi lekin unhoun ney itni taiz jhatkey deney shroo kiye key choot geeli honey ki wajah sey ya shayya fori tour per sun honey ki wajah sey takleef key ehsaas ki jagah lazat ney ley li..un ka lund meri choot ki gehraiyoun mey na jaaney konsi jagah tak jaa raha tha lekin who yaqenana wohi jagaah thi jahan lazatian dogunna ho jaaya kertin hain aur mey na jaaney konsey aasmaaan per thi kuch hosh nahi tha udher unhoun ney achanak apna lund meri choot sey baher khainch liyya..mey chounk
gai jaisey koi haseen khuwaab chaltey chaltey toot gaya ho mey ney gerdan ghumma ker peechey dekha to who seedhaye parey they aur un ka lund sufaid gaarhi mani ugal raha tha…who farigh ho chukkey they lekin meri choot ney abhi tak apni masti nahi ugli thi who ab bhi beqarar thi..mey ney un ka lerzta hua lund foran hi apney haath mey ley liyya aur un key lund ka nichlla sirra zubaan sey chaatney laggi jo mani ki wajah sey kuch namkeen ho challa tha…lekin un ka lund murjhaata hi chall gaya…aur who besudh parey ankhain band kiye lambi lambi samsain khainch rahey they…mey ab bhi mehroom thi..kaafi dair ki koshishoun key baad bhi kuch na hua…meri choot ki mani bhi khusk ho gai..aur ager ab who dobara bhi chertey mujh per to meri choot geeli honey sey pehley hi phir jher jaatey…mey jaat gai thi apney pehley mard sey bister per..lekin yeh kaisi jeet thi key jeet ker bhi mehroom thi…hasrat ki tasweer banni bethi thi…shayyad call girl aisey hi
hoti hongi…shayyad hi koi unhey taskeen dey paata ho ga werna zada ter to bus un ki aag ko aur bherka ker aur apni masti un ki choot mey tapka ker yunhi letey lambi samsain letey hongey aur bus …
Aur mera shak sahi nikal kuch dair baad who uthey aur bathroom chaley gaye..jab nikley to porey kaproun mey they….mujhey dekh ker boley tum ney ab tak kaprey nahi pehney…mey ney time per dhiyaan diyya to abhi aik ghanta bhi pora nahi hua tha…who mujhhey gharri ki taraf dekhtey hoye dekh ker boley…"fiker na karo tumhey umeed sey zada paisey milengey…sach kahoun to aisa bherpor maza diyya hey tum ney key bhut kam rundiyaan aisa ker paati hain…bhut acha maal bhejja hey shubnam ney ab ki daffa….bhut khush kiyya hey tum ney mujhey.."
Mey un key monh sey apni tareefain sunti rahi aur baghir nahaye kaprey pehnti rahi..ager naha ker gher jaati to meri mama ko shak ho jaata key mey college sey naha ker kion aa rahi houn..khair qissa mukhtaisr kerti houn…unhoun ney mujhey 12000/ diye yaani 2000 unhoun ney apney pass sey khush ho ker diyye mey un sey mil ker neechey challi aai jahan jolie meri muntazir thi mey kuch dair bethi us key saath ussey bata diyya mey ney key meroi zameen ab bhi piyaasi hey sairaab nahi hoi mey…us ney tassali di fiker na karo is ka intezaam bhi ker doungi mey ney ussey dour sey jamshaid sahab ka chehra bhi dikha diyya jo hotel ki parking ki taraf jaa rahey they…khair phir mey wahan sey taxi ley ker gher aa gai aur dour road per utter gai key koi kahin dekh na ley galli mey dakhil hotey waqt chader aur bhi achi tarah lapait li…na jaaney kion jab key who sahi tarah lipti thi lekin ehsaas-e-gunaah tha ya kuch aur khair mey gher aa gai..aur apney normal time
sey pehley hi aa gai mama sey keh diyya aaj dil nahi lag raha tha aur koi important class bhi nahi thi to jaldi wapis aa gai..maam jaldi sey bhaag ker aik glaas mey neemo nicour ker ley aayen key un ki beti germi mey aai hey perh ker thak gai ho gi…meri nazer utaarney lagin..un key to gumaan mey bhi yeh baat na ho gi key un ki beti kahan sey aa rahi hey germi sey nahi bulkey aik airconditioned hotel key aik thandey kamrey mey apni jawaani nelaam ker key aa rahi hey ..hai ri meri bholi maaa….
Kitna asaaan hota hey lerkiyoun key liye apni maaaoun ko dhokka dena…jis ney unhey janam diyya hota hey no maah apni kookh mey rakha hota hey us ko dhokka dena kitna asaan kaamhota hey…us ko khabber hi nahi ho paati key us ki kookh sey phhoti kalli kaisey kaisey gul khillati phir rahi hey zamaaney mey..who to ussey shayyad ussi roop mey dekhney ki aadi hoti hey..nanhi si piyaari si beti..jis ko duniyya key sard-o-garam ka kuch pata hi naho..khair baat kahin aur hi challi gai…khair us key baad mey apney room mey challi aai aur bathroom mey ghus ker khoob nahai aur apney jissam per laggi tarah tarah ki gandaggi saaf kerti rahi…meri shalwaar per meri mani jam ker nanhey nanhey sufaid jelly key tukroun ki tarah chipki hoi thi jaisa key lerkiyoun ki mani jam ker ho jaati hey…chaatiyoun per thook to sookh chukka tha lekin us ki wajah sey khaarish si ho rahi thi achi tarah paani sey dhoyya..merey nipples kaatey jaaney ki wajah sey gehrey surkh ho
rahey they aur aik taang ki pichli tarah neel sa per gaya tha shayyad ghori bana ker who pichli taraf sey meri is taang per wazan daal ker meri chudai kertey rahey they us waqt to pata nahi challa ab dard ker raha tha…haan pichli chodayoun ki wajah sey ab choot mey dard nahi tha haan halki si khulli hoi mehsous ho rahi thi lekin zahir hey who sirf ehsaas hi tha…khair jissam ki saari gaandagi paani sey nikaal ker mey kuch dair late gai…erey pass merey 12000 rakhey they…jo meri pehli kamaai thi mey ney unhey bed key neechey chuppa diyye…us key baad kuch dair computer per online hoi to nazia mil gai who shikaytain kerti rahi key tum ponline nahi hoti mey ney ussey apni shaded masrofiyat aur college mey perhai ka bahana bana diyya khair who baar baar yaad dilla rahi thi mujhey jab bhi online milti thi key ab shaadi mey itney din reh gaye hain to ab itney din…ab us ki shaadi mey 20 din they lag bhag us ka wohi israar jaari tha key tum ney zaror
aana hey mey aunty sey baat ker longi bhai key saath aa jao ..meri shaadi ho aur meri sab sey achi dost na aaye aisa kaisey ho sakta hey…mey ney ussey chera bhi key tujh ko merey aaney mey zada dilchaspi hey ya bhai mey…to who boli arey pagli ab to meri shaadi ho rahi hey yeh sex to ab roz ka mamool ho ga lekin teri jaisi dost pata nahi phir kabhi miley na milley …khair who apni jagah mukhlis thi..lekin meri jo yeh nai masrifiyat nikal gai thin in ki apni hi aik kashish thi …khair dekhi jai gi..waisey to paap ijazat hi nahi dain gey Karachi jaaney ki…issi tarah shaam ho gai aur mujhey soney ka moqa nahi milla phir bhaia aur papa key aaney ka time ho raha tha to neechey chali gai mama ka haath batatti rahi aur wohi routine key kaam aur phir raat mey jaldi apney room mey aa gai aur aisi bekhbber neend so key subah din cherhey hi aankh khulli khair Sunday tha koi fiker nahi…Sunday ka din bhi bus yunhi guzra..mera dil jolie key paas jaaney aur
us sey batain kerny ko ker raha tha lekin mey jaa nahi sakti thi us key gher aur who aai nahi..acha hi hua nahi aai..sab gher per they ..khair din khatam hua ..ab kal subah phir college jaana hey wahan jolie sey mulaqat ho gi …ab so jaana chahye….
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